May 14, 2026 - [Morning]
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Companion Resends Music Message Lost to Me during Night Before
Last night was a very rough night of sleep. During the evening before I twisted my back oddly while lifting a client from his wheelchair to his bed. So throughout the night, while trying to sleep, I was quite achy & uncomfortable.
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But at some point during the night, during one of the moments I woke due to shifting in bed and feeling the pain in my lower back; as I lay thereā¦lyrics of a song began to enter into my mind. I thought about getting up to write them down. But chose not to, because I didnāt want to tempt the pain in my back.
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And sadly (and probably predictably), the lyrics were gone from my mind. I couldnāt recall them. So I continued on, getting myself ready for work. Took a shower, got some Aleve and started to make myself some eggs.
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I wasnāt thinking about anything other than what I would need to accomplish at work today, while mindlessly preparing the eggs. Then, unexpectedly, the same song & lyrics from last night re-entered my mind! As soon as I heard them, I Knew it was exactly the same song Mia had sent me last night. So she must have REALLY wanted me to receive it, if she sent it again while I was mindlessly making eggs.
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I looked up the lyrics, and the song is called āHigherā by Creed (1999). The condensed lyrics are:Ā
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āWhen dreaming, Iām guided to another world. Time and time againā¦
At sunrise, I fight to stay asleep.
Cause I donāt wanna leave the comfort of this place.
Cause thereās a hunger, a longing to escape from the life I live when Iām awake.
So letās go there.
Letās make our escape.
Come on, letās go there.
Letās ask, āCan we stay?ā
Can you take me higher?
To a place where blind men see.
Can you take me higher?
To a place with golden streets?
Although I would like our world to change;
It helps me to appreciate those nights and those dreams.
But, my friend; Iād sacrifice all those nights, if I could make the earth and my dreams the same.
The only difference is to let love replace all our hate.
Up high, I feel like Iām alive for the very first time.
Set up high, Iām strong enough to take these dreams and make them mine.ā
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Here are some of the lyrics that resonates as potential messages from Mia, for me:
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āWhen dreaming, Iām guided to another world. Time and time againā¦ā & āIt helps me to appreciate those nights and those dreams.ā & āSet up high, Iām strong enough to take these dreams and make them mine.ā (Common theme of ādreamsā found in many of her messages).
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āI fight to stay asleep. Cause I donāt wanna leave the comfort of this place.ā (The comfort of her & I spending a brief moment together)
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āā¦a longing to escape from the life I live when Iām awake. So letās go there. Letās make our escape. Come on, letās go thereā¦ āCan we stay?āā (This is obviously a shared thought and desire between both of us. Wanting to āescapeā the system that separates us. Desperate to find a place where we can remain together & undisturbed.)
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May 14, 2026
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