May 12, 2026 - [Night]
Highlights: 
Three Energy-Enshrouding Euphoria Waves, Seeing through Spiritual Eyes,
A Couple Dreams with Strange Circumstances
VERY impactful/interesting experience!
First I’ll begin with the most profound, so I can write the details quickly….
This happened in that lull-state of ‘body asleep, conscious awake’ :
[Quick note: I was previously absentmindedly focusing on the sound of a ringing-frequency in my ears, the beat of my physical heart and semi-noticing the rhythmic pattern of my breath.]
I was laying in bed, consciously awake and thinking to myself. But my body was asleep…I made note of this. I sensed that my body was ‘there’ in bed. And I could even ‘see’ through the eyes of my spirit/energy body. Seeing my room, but my physical body’s eyes were closed. So my spirit body was overlain with my physical.
Anyways, I was thinking about multiple various “dreams” I had just experienced…
[ I use ‘quotations’ for the word dream, because I Know that these dreams aren’t simply ‘just dreams’ …they are consciously-lived experiences/memories of events that just happened, while my body was in its ‘sleep-mode.’ ]
So as I lay there, thinking, I was identifying various figures in the ‘dreams’ I just had. First determining which was Mia. Then who the others may have been. And then contemplating the event and what happened. As I thought about the details and considered the who-was-who…
I felt a presence to my right. The open-side of the bed (as I lay on my back). When I drew my attention towards it, in curiosity…the presence felt like a thick heaviness in the air from that direction. I was curious ‘who’ that was, or who they were… I asked ‘Is that you Mia?’
As soon as I made an acknowledgment, the heaviness rushed towards me from my side. I’ll try to describe the sensation!
It was like being blasted with a warm heavy ocean wave that was more air than water. If I could imagine laying on my back along a beach. Then a huge wave crashes into me, engulfing over my entire body as the water surges from my right to my left, because of its natural flowing direction… [ But instead of feeling like cold ocean water, it was thick/heavy warm air with the same consistency of water.] That’s what it felt like.
And like those times that Lilith engulfed me in Her euphoric enshrouding hug, this one had much the same effect. My mind went fuzzy with a sense of pleasure & curiosity. I wanted to make a rational comment or speak coherently to the being/beings, but the experience feels so interesting & intense, my mind is temporarily numb, unable to form words.
The surging/rushing thickness of pleasure is also accompanied by a very loud rushing sound of water (like a waterfall) or air (like loud storm-blown wind).
The surging slam of energy happened 3 times. All in succession. It began from my right, rushed passed my body from right-to-left. Paused. Rushing again, right-to-left. Pausing again. Then a final rushing passed over, around, through my entire spirit body. Powerful, heavy, blissful and not at all threatening.
But I would like to comment that this didn’t feel like Lilith. The energy wasn’t the same. As for Mia, she herself has never demonstrated that particular level of energy with me before. Once, she got very close. Back during my 2nd stay in Evergreen, when she attempted to enshroud my spirit in euphoric pleasure. I’ll try to find the exact entry and write it. Lets see, it was on August 20, 2025.
So I can’t say with certainty that this was Mia. But I can’t say that it wasn’t either. Though, I would like to mention that the presence I felt to my right (before the rushing surge) felt like more than one being. Maybe several.
But AFTER the 3 consecutive surges, there WAS definitely Mia’s individual presence. Because I continued laying there, contemplating the experience. Then I felt “her” specific fingerprint-touch. The skin prickling waves of tingling that ripples out from my center back. Gently rolling across and around my ribs and to my chest and face. So she WAS certainly present during the event itself.
But I don’t know if she was ‘one of the many’ within that rolling mass of energy that was surging across, over and past me. She very well could have been in that mix.
Something else ‘odd’ occurred, very similar to an experience I had on March 26, 2026. This also happened during an instance in which I had a spirit-to-spirit experience with another being (then, it was Mia).
So (to explain); in the Material-plane, there is a tote located on the right side of my closet. However, through my spirit-eye (mind’s eye) there was instead: a few cardboard boxes and wrapping paper. And after I experienced the 3 “powerful waves of energy”, I was looking around my room with my mind’s-eye and towards the foot of my bed.
I saw that the right closest door was open. And all over the floor outside of the closet was crumpled and bunches of scrap wrapping paper piled up all over. It looked like a Christmas morning catastrophe. Like the paper was pulled from the rolled, wrinkled up and tossed all over the foot of my bed.
I got up from my bed (as in; as a spiritual body) and waded through the paper and towards the closet. I was exclaiming “Who made this mess?!” But not in irritation or frustration. I was smiling and felt humored by the mess. Seeing the ‘gag’ and silliness for what it was. It felt as though; some rambunctious spirits had gotten excited to toss around the wrapping paper, or was the act of childish spirits trying to have a good time.
[ At this point, I wasn’t aware that I was observing the room with spirit-eyes, or standing with an energy-body. I REALLY thought that there was a piled mess of paper I was going to have to clean up later.]
I still had ‘time’ before my alarm went off for work. So I went back to my bed, intending to “sleep” some more. (Again, I’ll reiterate; I wasn’t actually aware that I was currently ‘sleeping’…at least…physically asleep.) And I crawled back into bed and lay down.
Then promptly fell into a new dream:
I was in some sort of a building, with open skylight paneled windows overhead. Walking side by side with a very beautiful woman with long straight blonde hair. For some reason, I wanted to carry her. I tried to maneuver myself to pick her up around her back and legs; to hold her in a cradle position. She forestalled me, wishing that I not hold her like that.
However, she did allow me to hold her up in a hugging-position. Chest to chest and face to face. When I lifted her up, I wanted to show her a fun ‘trick’ I had been working on. I turned my back towards a doorway that was a few yards away.
Then I began to tilt backwards, while maintaining a straight rigidity to my body. I tilted to about a 45 degree angle. She was now more-or-less “lying” atop my body at that angle (as opposed to me ‘lifting’ her). Then my feet lifted a couple inches from the floor. And I began to float backwards, elevated and tilted at a 45 degree angle towards the doorway behind me.
I was essentially demonstrating that; not only am I gaining more and more control over my ability to ‘float/levitate/fly’ …but I can also do so while adding additional “weight” (or energy of others) on top as well.
[ Dream shifted again, or memory loss of prior…]
I seemed to be in a waiting room or some sort (large recliners along the wall). I was going on a trip somewhere with a friend of mine (Colin). He was busy elsewhere at the moment. I was waiting with 2 others that I recognized from a very long time ago (like 30 years ago). Casey N. and Caleb.
I was messing with some sort of mineral. That looked dark and rugged…like coal, or charcoal…something of the sort. I was pressing it in my hands and mindlessly handling it. Then it plopped out of my hand and semi-exploded (not dangerously) into probably 10-times its original mass and changed into a different mineral. 1 chunk of coal hit the ground and became hundreds of uniquely shaped chunks of….I think Tiger’s Eye? I’m not completely sure what mineral it became. It was gold/yellow/black. But not ‘gold-gold’…just a color similar.
[ Can’t remember much more after this, besides Colin arriving and seeing the scattered mess of minerals on the floor. He, like Caleb, Casey & myself began to stuff our pockets full with as much as we could carry. I got that sense that this was a ‘happy accident’ to which we all wanted as much as the minerals as we could carry. ]
And, of course, when I ‘woke up’ after my alarm went off, I was a little confused to see that there WASN’T wrapping paper all over outside my closet. It took me a moment to realize that I never had paper there (in the Material-plane) in the first place. That there was simply a tote. Which was still securely stored and undisturbed.
May 12, 2026
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