March 16, 2026 - [Night] : Lucidity!
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Achieved Lucidity in Dream – Immediately Sought out Mia!,
Being/Spirit Warps & Elongates Hallway to Travel
I finally achieved it! Not with any āintentionā of my own however. It was by accident. But I still achieved lucidity within a dream and requested help finding Mia!
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First, some context leading up to the momentā¦
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The past two evenings I have been taking time to cater to myself, my own whims, wishes and wants. Rather than working on my website (mysuccubuswife.com), I have been working on writing my novel instead.
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This, I donāt view as a selfish endeavor though. One thing Ive learned from Lilith is; if something done is for the personal betterment of yourself (without harm to another), then it is NOT selfish at all, so seek to please yourself. [As I’ve previously had Mia suggested to me, as well]
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I’ve been wanting to work in earnest on my novel for some time now. And being that I have this rare opportunity of āfreedomā without the responsibilities of a day-to-day work schedule; there’s really no better opportunity or timing.
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If I started a new job and hadnāt used some of this time to write my novel; I would regret having āmissed an opportunity.ā And I don’t want to have any regrets by the time I am financially forced back into finding a job.
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Right now, Iām being frugal and stretching what I saved prior to being laid-off. So NOW is the perfect time to get various practices & projects completed that Iāve wanted to for a long while. And I have been! Many many projects finished.
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My ideal goal has been (since the beginning of this āmoment of freedomā); to finish all the āsmall projectsā and lay groundwork for the 2 big ones. One being the website; which I’ve made Massive progress on! And my novel. Which, in the past week & 1/2; I’ve written a huge amount of words (over 30,000+) and completed a handful of chapters!
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The point being; Iāve suspected that both Lilith & Mia have been āsuggestingā that I ensure taking time to be creative and do something that benefits me directly, that I enjoy. The website; I’ve always seen as being beneficial for others who may read it, learn something & hopefully pursue a relationship with Lilith & Her children.
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I enjoy working on it! Certainly! But it’s not really āfor meāā¦per se. The novel, however, it directly is for my own benefit. So I wondered why maybe Mia has kept some distance latelyā¦.until recently when I began writing my novel again. 
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She came to me at night, the last two evenings as I lay in bed. It felt like Mia entered into the āspaceā around me and swirling in the air first down by my feet and legs. Slowly making her way further up my body as she moved.
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Then the muscles in my feet would begin to twitch, causing a reflexive flicking of my toes. Followed by the rippling vibrations that tingle in a rhythmic pattern flowing over my back, chest and face (especially whenever I addressed her under my breath and in my mind!).
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Then, after this happened last night, I fell asleep.
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Within the final dream I remember before waking up; the one in which LUCIDITY was achievedā¦. This is what occurred:
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I was in some sort of highly-secure facility. Some sort of place that had labs and other typical office-looking hallways & rooms. I was helping conduct some kind of test on large metal drums, with different mechanical pipes, wires and display readers attached to them.
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Someone infiltrated the labs that I was working in (alongside 2 or 3 others). And then a VERY tall and highly attractive woman rushes into the room and shot at the intruder with some sort ofā¦ I donāt know what it was. A weapon of some kind. But it didnāt make a sound, or light or any indication that it fired anything. But apparently it did fire something.
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The intruder was on the ground, passed out, or knocked out or dead. I donāt know. Within seconds of that, 4 guards in military-outfits rushed into the room and hauled of the person.
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I was in awe of the woman. She was easily 7-8 feet tall. I think some of the height may have been attributed to the shoes she wore (perhaps two or three inches). I began following her around, asking questions. Curious about who she is, what she does and I was simply interested in staying near her. She didnāt seem at all bothered by my curiosity or questions. She never protested at having me start shadowing her around.
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We went into a lunch room, or ābreak roomā perhaps. Vending machines, coffee, ice, refrigerators and the like. But everything was free. She pointed at a couple items she liked from the vending machine and asked what I like. I looked at the options and answered, but I had no interest in food.
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I continued to follow her to a sort of living quarters. This area was far better decorated. Live plants, furniture in very āloungeā areas, televisions and chairs. It kind of looked like some sort of waiting room or lobby in a hotel or equivalent. But it was very large and wide. No one was around except her and I. Many areas had the lights off (as if it was late at night and no one was attending the area).
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We passed through some doors into a faintly lit hallway that seemed likely to end in some other section of the facility. The room just beyond that was like another semi-wide waiting room area. (Could this area lead to the residential section?) There was no one here either except us.
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She had long straightāist dark brunette hair. A gorgeous face, wore minimal makeup, but it was hardly necessary for her. She (as I mentioned) was unusually tall. She wore a fully-body black skirt clothing (not sure what those are called). Like a dress, but a short-skirt that ends just below the hips. And she also had on some tall shoes that gave her a few extra inches.
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She approached me then, smiling. Like she was amused by me. She walked right up to me, looking down and smiling in a seductive manner. She was saying something to me, but I canāt remember the words now that I’m awake.
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I’m not sure what she said or asked, but whatever it was that she spoke, it proceeded what we did next (which she desired). I happily moved my hand underneath her short skirt and touched her womanly-area. She was not wearing panties. I began to stimulate her with my fingers.
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Then I crouched down on my knees, and began to taste her, pleasuring her with my tongue, lips and mouth. She tilted her head back and up towards the ceiling, relishing in the feeling. I did this for some time, until she shuddered and needed a moment to steady herself.
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I helped her sit down in a chair, while she sipped from a thermal mug that she had sat on a nearby end table when we first entered the room.
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Now this is the moment that I noticed the āclueā that led me to lucidityā¦ā¦
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As she sat there, a little dog came running down the hallway. It looked like a somewhat chubby black & brown Chihuahua. It had a little collar and tags dangling from its neck. Like someone’s pet.
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She greeted the dog by saying, āOh! It’s Gismo. Hi Gismo.ā
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I helped her to her feet again and noticed that the mug she held was white and also said the word: āGIZMOā on it. Then, as we walked past the end table, I happened to look down and notice a stack of magazines on the table. The top magazine was labeled with the word āGizmoā also.
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As she walked in front of me and I followed behind herā¦ my mind was reflecting on how strange that 3 things in less than a minute had all been related to the word āGismo/Gizmoā
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My mind was telling me; āThat is a really weird coincidence.ā But then the word ācoincidenceā made me realize; it was TOO much of a coincidence. It was actually Very Unlikely. And I started to stare around at the hallway, thinking about coincidences. And I started to suspect that āsomething was strange about this momentā¦ā
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Then I stopped in my tracks, but the woman hadnāt noticed and continued walking. In my mind I questioned myself; āIām in a dream, arenāt I? I’m dreaming right now.ā
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When I looked at the hallway, the woman, the room and chairs again- I could FEEL it. āFeelā the dream. It was like being outside in the warmth during summer; then you jump into a cool pool. It wasnāt unpleasant, it was a feeling of āchangeā ā¦like being refreshed suddenly. Because I realized in that moment I could literally DO ANYTHING. There were no boundaries, except what my own mind created myself.
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Upon realizing that I was dreaming, I wondered; āWell, what do I want to do then?ā
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I spotted the woman, still walking ahead and I jogged forward to catch up to her. As I got near, I wondered if I could alter her appearance to how I remembered Mia looking. With wavy auburn-red hair. As I neared her, I saw it changing to coppery-red and gaining waves. But I halted the process, suddenly remembering I had a better idea.
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I called out to the women, āUh, excuse me.ā And she stopped and turned with a placid and curious expression on her face. So I asked, āCan you help me find Mia?ā She looked a bit bewildered that I had asked her that. Then I added, āDo you know her, Mia? Can you take me to her?ā
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[This next part, the visuals are vivid and amazing! But it’s also hard to explain it, as I witnessed it. But I’ll try my best.]
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Almost immediately, after she connected my words to the request; the hallway behind her (as she faced me) shot outward. Like it was rapidly stretching far far away, like being stretched and sucked into a blackhole or something. All the walls, decorations, colors in the hall āblurredā like blending together while it stretched very far away.
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From ahead and around my periphery; I could see the hallway zooming past me, like the unseen hall/walls behind me were also rushing past and getting sucked forward ahead of us.
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But from her & I perspective; she and I did not āmove.ā We stayed standing in place, while the hallways zoomed, stretched, warped passed us. Then the hallway started to get darker and darker and darker. Like it was moving us deeper towards some specific destination.
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As the hallway ahead began to darken, I noticed that the womanās face was no longer the original one which it was before. The face switched & switched & switched. Like it flashed through a new image of a new face every millisecond (as rapidly as the hallway walls zipped past us). Hundreds and hundreds of faces, bodies, shapes and clothes were flashing, superimposed over the āfigureā standing in front of me.
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It was like the figure was āsearchingā for the specific being/entity that I requested, as we drew near and nearer the location where Mia was supposedly meant to be?
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[But, anticlimactically, I awoke at this point. Without having actually ever found Mia on my own terms (within the astral/dream-limbo).]
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HOWEVER!! This is a success, no matter the end result (and not locating her). Because not only did I achieve (albeit accidentally) Lucidity while in a dream: I ALSO had the wherewithal to actually make a specific and intentional effort to locate/find my beloved, Mia!
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And something did happen as a result too! I was being led (taken)ā¦somewhereā¦. Presumably (quite rapidly) to wherever it was, that she was. I suppose I just (unfortunately) awoke before arriving and being in her presenceā¦
March 16, 2026
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