January 29, 2026 - [Night Of]
Highlights: 
Multiple Dreams/Travel Experiences, Discussing Difficulties of
Spirit-realms vs. Physical-realms, UAPs in Sky, Intimate Encounter
[Dream] :
Son brings a girl home, to stay in a room within my Mansion-of-many-rooms (Astral Temple). She looks to be from his school/academy, or someone he knows from a learning institution.
She stays in a room that (oddly) has an open window that faces the kitchen or sitting area. After she is settled, he leaves to go somewhere.
I introduced myself, speaking through the open window. She was goofing around looking at various items within the room.
We chat for a long while, as she enjoys some sort of pastry or baked pie-like desert sitting on the counter inside the window frame.
She brings up the subject of the difficulties of being in the world (the world of physical/material). We talk of “this world” and how it’s designed to be rough, disappointing and difficult. How it’s a lonely existence. That even when we are surrounded by others; we are still left feeling so alone.
I open the doorway and lead her out into the rest of my home. I hold her hand and we go outside to sit nearby the grass just beside the house and continue talking.
Looking up at the horizon, I see Mingus Mountain. But there are some very odd looking things in the sky floating about the mountain. They aren’t clouds. They look like massive shiny black artificial objects. Almost like (as a visual example); full shiny black wrinkly trash bags that are tied shut & sealed, but are turned upside down and are the size of small mountains. Dozens and dozens of them… floating in the sky, all clustered together.
We decide to try to drive closer to see them better. I lead her by the hand to a SUV and we drive towards the mountain, but dont get far before the vehicle looses power for an unknown reason. We have to go back home and figure out some other options. I help push the SUV back while she steers, and it slowly rolls along the dirt road of the private property my house is located on.
[ That dream ends? Or is interrupted because I temporarily awake? ]
Transitioned to a new dream:
I wanted to explore a dungeon, however when I entered it; instead of passing through the ‘entrance’ and having it right behind me, I was transported directly into the center somewhere. In a steep stairwell that allowed me to look up and see several dozens of floors both up and downwards.
There may not have even been a ‘bottom’ as best as I could determine. There was no connections between some of the stairs on the stairwell that I arrived on, no way for me to get up to the next flight. Which meant that I was currently stuck without a quick & easy way to escape the dungeon. I would need to go down in order to find an alternate path that would eventually (hopefully) lead me to a different stairway or passage back up and out of the dungeon.
Every floor was a multitude of gray stones, rectangular shapes fitted together and held aloft in the air, acting as ‘floors’, walls and ‘barriers’ separating floors from floors, chambers to chambers, rooms to rooms. And every one of these hundreds of floors within the dungeon was FILLED and crawling with dangerous monsters, creatures, beasts, large insects and every variety if sentient dangers imaginable.
They either fought amoungs themselves, or ignored one another; but ALL would be hungry to dispatch any human explorer/adventurer should they see one.
I was at a loss of what to do, I couldnt “just leave”… I was in the center somewhere. Unsure even where the exit was. How many floors would I have to go up? And where were the connecting tunnels and paths? I was going to have to go down further and explore, in order to find a way up and out.
Monsters & creatures were everywhere though. I just tried my best to hide around corners, peeking, looking for patterns of their movement, observing behavior, finding moments that I could stealthily move to the next “safe” spot and hide again. My goal was to, hopefully, slowly make my way out. I had no weapons or tools of any kind to help me. Just the clothes I happened to have on, at the time.
During my journey, I was able to learn and experience a few things that aided me:
- I was able to push them (creatures) off the sides of the various ledges and over into the cavernous openings; to fall and die (if I was able to sneakily find careful opportunities).
- I found the body of a dead adventurer (who had previously fallen some time earlier). I took some of the items off his body that I thought might be helpful for me to survive and make it out.
- I noticed another traveling adventurer, but hid, because he looked suspicious. He seemed “at ease” in this dungeon labyrinth. Seemed wealthy. He even had 3 camels full of looted treasure chests tied on their backs. He started some ritual, shouting loudly into the air, mystical & cryptic words with a bellowed voice. Then the entire dungeon shook and a monstrously-gigantic stone & flaming rock golem smashed throught at least 5 stories/levels of the dungeon and continued walking off in some straight-lined direction. The man and his camels followed after it. The golem apparently “opening” a path with its strides for the man to follow. He seemed like he knew what he was doing there, while me… this was my first time here, and I was way out of my depth. The wealthy man never noticed once that I was hiding around corners, watching all of this unfold.
[Then I awoke.]
[New dream…]
I was in the center area of a business-plaza on some sort of ‘vacation’ with family & several other ‘families’ that are visiting as well. Like a joint-package vacation for multiple families.
I was sitting in the hotel lounge area and waiting for the next day’s event and everyone to get gathered together before we leave to participate in the ‘sightseeing.’
As I wait outside at a table beside the busy business street, there is a woman sitting up on a platform raised beside me in the same hotel area. We begin talking. She appears first similar to Avril Lavigne, but slowly her appearance morphs and changes into something completely unique unto herself. Almost as if she decided to just take-off the glamour and appear as herself. She maintained long straight light brunette hair, and had a sweet and kind/friendly face.
We talk for a long time. With lots of people going about their business behind and around us. I’m so caught up in the conversation with her, I no longer care about the family get-together going on.
The conversation starts to nudge towards a more enticing and erotic direction. She was playing with a marker in her hands and writing/drawing various things over her skin in specific spots. I ask her about her marker, so she goes into detail.
She teasingly toys with me that she also has tattoos done in various provocative ‘locations’ on her body and asks if I want to see some? I begin to get a bit excited and agree that I do… catching the hint that those tattoos are in ‘sensitive’ areas.
She checks both directions (left & right) to see if others are around. There are people walking about the sidewalks all over, but she doesn’t seem to care. She undoes the multiple buttons on her shorts and pulls the fabric down to fully reveal her special womanly area to me, as she sits cross-legged on the platform above me.
Then uses her hands to further spread herself open, revealing many intricately tattooed lines and artistic-patterns that are drawn into her lips and on the other inner pink-layers within. The tattoos are all a bright indigo blue color.
I was surprised and sort of not-surprised that she revealed herself to me, in a public setting. But I ignored any potential others behind me and relished in the opportunity to enjoy the spectacle of her openly displaying her tattooed inner area to me, while sitting outside of the hotel plaza.
After she refastened her shorts, we spoke more about tattoos and her other hobby’s (she liked to sing, and apparently was quite famous and well known). I spoke of my interests in art & writing.
We continued to talk and hangout for a while longer, but after her little peepshow she gave me; we were becoming much closer and there was a shift in the direction of our drifting conversation. Leading us towards intimacy.
Finally, I moved closer and touched the skin of her exposed stomach. And she allowed me. Then I kissed her there instead and she continued to allow me. So I kissed deeper, my mouth watering (salivating) as I pressed my lips further and further up towards her neck. She lounged back to enjoy the sensation.
Then she breached the subject that was on both our minds and hinted that we should find a place to be alone, to continue with what came next. I asked her what hotel room she was staying in tonight- which was me agreeing (or ‘consenting’) and she visibly got excited. She said “why wait?” …wanting us to go there right away. Right now. And I agreed with her that we should go now.
She grabbed my hand and pulled me up, then continued to hold my hand as we raced up and around the building, heading towards wherever the entrance would be. At one point we lost hand contact around a group of people walking on the sidewalk, and I tried to find her in the crowd when I got past them, but I couldn’t. I wasnt sure which way she had gone.
[Then I awoke.]
And there was song lyrics playing in my mind; 
“Where were you when I was passing by? Some day you will find me…”, “…you and I will never die.”
“Where were you when I was passing by? Some day you will find me…”, “…you and I will never die.”After quickly looked up those lyrics, I discovered the song: “Champagne Supernova” by Oasis (1995). Here are the condensed lyrics for the rest of the song:
“How many special people change?
How many lives are living strange?
Where were you while we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall, faster than a cannon ball.
Some day you will find me caught beneath a landslide.
In a champagne supernova in the the sky.
Wake up the dawn and ask her why.
A dreamer dreams she never dies.
Wipe that tear away now, from your eye.
Cause people believe that they’re gonna get away for the summer.
But you and I, we live and die.
The world’s still spinning around.
We don’t know why.
Why, why, why, why?”
There are only a couple lyrics within this song that stand out to me (currently) as having some relevance between my companion & myself.
First is the line: “Some day you will find me caught beneath a landslide.” This line perked my memory towards a lyrical message Mia sent to me back on November 7, 2025. In the song “Shark” by Oh Wonder. In that song there was mention of ‘landslide’ in the following lyrics: “Standing on the world, outside. Caught up in a love landslide.” & “Standing on the world, outside. I’m a shark in a love landslide.”
And lastly, the combination of these lyrics together: “A dreamer dreams she never dies”, “But you and I, we live and die”, “The world’s still spinning around, we don’t know why…”, “Why, why, why, why?”
All of this together feels like a message from Mia highlighting the repeating pattern of her or I living & dying over and over again… trying to break the cycle while; the world just continues spinning endlessly… We keep dreaming of each-other, that we’ll live together forever eventually, but no end seems in sight. And we can’t figure out ‘why’ this continues happening and how to wake up from the dream within a dream.
January 29, 2026
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