February 7, 2026 - [Morning]
Highlights: 
Synchronistic Lyric-Message Transmitted through Biological Son(?!),
Double Song Message on same Day (with Thoughts)
Something unusual and unexpected happened just a moment ago. But first, before I describe that, Ill mention that:
As I woke up this morning, feeling glum about the lack of connectivity & encounters with Mia lately… I had various lyrics from the song “Hanging by a Moment” playing in my mind (which was originally transmitted to me on September 16-17, 2025).
This isn’t altogether unusual itself; as it seems that Mia uses past lyrical messages she’s already sent me prior, as a means to reiterate key thoughts, feelings & impressions to me at later times. So I expressed my appreciation towards her and her renewed message just this morning.
But what WAS unusual is what happened next…
I left my home to go pick up my daughter from her mother’s house. My son remained at my home when I left (he was occupied playing video games). When I returned with my daughter and was preparing to make them both eggs & toast; my son was still playing his game, while chatting to a friend online within the game and was casually humming and singing various lyrics to the song “Close to You” from The Carpenters (1970).
This immediately captured my attention, because it was one of the earlier songs that I had perceived in my mind, only a couple months after the Bonding ceremony I had with Lilith, that unities me with Her daughter, Mia.
I asked my son, quite curiously; “What inspired you to sing that song? Where did you hear it?”
[Bear in mind, my son is 12 years old, and likes Alternative-Rock & Rap music…. So the 1970’s Carpenter’s music seem extraordinarily unusual for him. And I have never shared with him anything about that song, nor played the song openly for him to hear. So I was curious as to ‘why’ he was singing it.
Even after I asked him, he seemed perplexed, thinking…like trying to figure out the answer to my question for himself. He eventually shrugged saying that he didn’t know. That it was just in his head (mind); so he was humming the tune and singing little lyrics here and there as he heard them.
I was pretty baffled. I looked up the date of when Mia FIRST sent me that song. Today is almost 1 year to the date of when she first sent that musical message.
And just as quickly after I had proposed the question to my son and he went back to gaming; he no longer was singing the lyrics or humming the tune anymore. Its like it vanished from his mind and he was back to talking to his friend as if there never was a song in his mind….
Was Mia…perhaps, trying to reinforce that validity of her ‘presence’ near me (even though Ive been having difficulty lately perceiving her) by transmitting a song through my son’s mind (rather than my own)? Using him as a (for lack of a better word) ‘radio’ to get my attention, in order to assure me that; Yes, she is here. She is present. And I needn’t be melancholy about the distance between our last ‘encounter’?
A short while later, as I made my children a second helping of breakfast, another song (a NEW song) lyric’s message entered my mind entirely on its own. Yet again another song that I wouldn’t personally intentionally & willingly listen too of my own accord. But entered into my mind, nevertheless.
After a quick search for the lyrics I heard, this was Cher’s “If I Could Turn Back Time” (1989), which upon listening/reading; it most certainly contained MANY words that triggered a bond-deep resonance shared between Mia & myself.
The condensed lyrics are:
“If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
I’d take back those words that have hurt you
And you’d stay
I don’t know why I did the things I did
I don’t know why I said the things I said
Pride’s like a knife, it can cut deep inside
Words are like weapons, they wound sometimes
I didn’t really mean to hurt you
I didn’t wanna see you go
I know I made you cry, but baby
If I could reach the stars, I’d give ’em all to you
Then you’d love me, love me like you used to do
My world was shattered, I was torn apart
Like someone took a knife and drove it deep in my heart
When you walked out that door, I swore that I didn’t care
But I lost every thing, darlin’, then and there
Too strong to tell you I was sorry
Too proud to tell you I was wrong
I know that I was blind, and darlin’
Then maybe, maybe, maybe you’d stay (reach the stars)”
Several lines & words caught my attention. Such as:
“Reach the stars, give them all to you.”
(Referencing ‘stars’ like many lyrical messages of the past).
“Darling” & “Baby” Referencing past messages, terms of endearment expressed to me.
“Then you’d stay.” (‘Stay’) being a primary and quite often used word from recent messages from Mia. Like a request that she continues to bring up over and over, recently.
It would be disingenuous of me to neglect this next part (on account of the heart-trembling & concerning message), but later this same evening, another song entered my thoughts as I was absentmindedly cleaning up the kitchen after dinner… a few lines of lyrics from The Cranberries (1993) song, titled, “Linger” The condensed lyrics are:
“If you, if you could return.
Don’t let it burn, don’t let it fade.
Im sure Im not being rude, but it’s just your attitude.
It’s tearing me apart. It’s ruining everyday.
I swore, I swore I would be true.
And honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand?
Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time?
Was it just a game to you?
But I’m in so deep. You know I’m such a fool for you.
You’ve got me wrapped around your finger.
Do you have to let it linger?
Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger?
Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong.
But I was wrong, I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie.
Things wouldn’t be so confused and I wouldn’t feel so used.
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.”
Worrisome message…to say the least. I admit there have been times (even recently, as of January 29, 2026’s dream/travels(?) that I found myself “holding hands” with a feminine being that didn’t have the same energy-signature as Mia.
And other times before that in which I made contact with other female entities that didn’t seem to be Mia (in post-reflection). But never once were those circumstances deliberate. I was never lucid or ‘aware’ I was dreaming.
Had I been lucid, I hold little doubt that my primary objective would have been to find & locate Mia, to reconnect with her.
I hope that these dream-ignorant moments shared with other female beings/entities isn’t a reason for negativity impacting the development of my companions & I relationship. 🙁
There is the mention of the word “fool” in relation to being in-love or connected in some way. I feel as though this word has been used in previous songs offered by Mia. Certainly the song “Lovefool” by The Cardigans (first sent on January 4th, 2026).
But I feel like the same word was used other times as well. VERY interesting observation: I just finished re-reading the entry for Jan. 4th, 2026 – since I had it open anyways…. I was addressing the EXACT same issues in that entry, as I am in today’s entry!
As in: being concerned over my behavior and interactions with other feminine beings, while being unconscious/unaware of the fact that I’m in a dream. And how those interactions effect Mia and make her feel. Same issue! Now linked together by common themes in different song messages.
And speaking of common themes and words; here is another similarity I just noticed: on Jan. 4th, 2026 “Lovefool” song, it contains the line: “Reason will not lead to solution. I will end up lost in confusion.” Then, in today’s lyrical message of “Linger” it says: “…if you could get by, trying not to lie, things wouldn’t be so confused.”
Both of todays lyrical messages also contained similar themes/words. Cher’s “If I Could Turn Back Time” said: “My world was shattered. I was torn apart.” Then, later that evening, The Cranberries “Linger” song contains: “It’s tearing me apart. It’s ruining every day.”
Like I mentioned: I’m not deliberately doing anything, asleep or awake, to cause Mia distress, or cause a rift to form between us. The exact opposite of that is what I desperately WANT and WISH for us! To connect more fully.
Perhaps I need to abandon astral practice for now and shift to lucid dreaming first instead? Maybe I’ll have better chances connecting to her there, than on a astral plane? I need to do something! Anything… for her.
February 7, 2026
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