April 26, 2026 - [Day]
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Pondering how Spirits ‘Appear’, Identifying Energy-Signatures
So, in reflecting on yesterday’s entry, I’ve had a small thought I would like to share. I spoke of how it seems as though my ‘memories’ of the Physical world are disconnected from my experience in a dream (Conscious-Awareness in whatever spirit/energy realm that is). And the reverse of that applies also: Memories are disconnected (mostly) of my experiences while dreaming, once I ‘wake up’ her in the material world.
But in the past I’ve also reflected on my curiosity, wondering why Mia appears in so many different “forms” during those times I’m fortunate to have her visit via dreams… And I think I have a possible reason. Or, at the very least, something worth pondering/considering…
The solution could actually be quite simple. In that; “appearance” is an illusion.
What I mean is; when I encounter Mia, she doesn’t ACTUALLY ‘look’ like anything that my human-understanding of sight would perceive. What do energy-beings ‘look’ like? If I were pure energy/spirit right now, would I even ‘see’? Certainly not with eyes. No physical organs pollute a spiritual body.
Instead of ‘seeing’ perhaps we ‘sense’ the unique aura/energy/vibe/resonance of other beings? I can attest to experiencing this already. There have been times I’ve encountered multiple spirits at once, but without ‘seeing’ them, I knew which was Lilith, which was Mia, or which was someone unfamiliar. Also, which leaned more masculine or feminine. All without “seeing.”
Which brings me back around to Mia ‘appearing’ as different ‘forms’ across multiple dreams. Sometimes as previous partners, sometimes as various female friends/acquaintances from my past, or sometimes in a form similar to our first meeting (very tall, long wavy coppery/auburn hair, girl-next-door facial features). Or sometimes appearing as no form I’ve encountered or remembered at all.
But in each situation, I eventually come to recognize the ‘energetic imprint’ or aura, or energy, vibe, presence (whatever you want to call it) that THIS being is Mia.
And maybe that’s the point?!
Maybe Mia is trying to help equip me with the knowledge & experience of being able to identify her, through our contact and her energy? ‘Appearance’ is inconsequential. Meaningless; in the face of a spiritual existence.
The perception of appearance is fluid and can be changed at will. Christ demonstrated this after his Physical death by appearing (in spiritual/energy form) to multiple people. Each time he didn’t ‘look’ like how they remembered, yet they still sensed that it was him. Mia has done the same in her various forms. Mia’s brother. Mia’s cambion children. Lilith the same. And each time, I was able to ‘sense’ who they are, regardless of perceived appearances. But most often in post-reflection.
Which brings me to my next point.
In the midst of a dream happening, I’m unaware that I’m dreaming (otherwise it would be called ‘Lucidity’). It’s only after I wake and remember the dream, that my consciousness catches up and I realize; That was Mia! But while the dream is occurring, my Physical mind is more-or-less ignorant of this fact. (Regardless of what my Spiritual Consciousness understands).
So, humorously (or not…) it brings to mind the movie “50 First Dates.” In this movie, 1 of the characters forgets every morning, everything that happened the day before. And the other character has to try to get the amnesiac to fall in love with them each day, all over again. Meet them for the ‘first time’ (again). Court them (again). Fall in love (again). Or fail in trying and try again the next day.
Is THIS what it is like for Mia, with me, each time I dream?
I enter into a new dream (new day). She knows who I am. But I’m unsure of everything. She can’t just say: “Hey you. Did you know we love each other? Get over here and kiss me!” That would probably make me weary, skeptical and (maybe) frighten me off. And perhaps, over time, I would unconsciously associate her energy towards a feeling of ‘untrustworthiness.’ Which is the LAST thing her & I would want for each other.
We are both working against Physical programming, limitations & traps of Archons. They set up this system of “forgetting” in order to keep us ignorant. So, perhaps, on a spiritual/conscious-level, we are trying to find ‘work arounds’ & ‘loop-holes’ to help train me to identify her (Mia’s) specific energy.
Hence, the multiple forms, appearances, scenarios, situations and activities we do together. All of this could be being done in order to prepare me for the moment when my Physical body dies and Im cast fully into the confusing whirlwind that would be spirit-only conscious-awareness.
If I have enough experience with her energy-pattern, flavor, vibe, aura… then I’ll be that much better equipped to correctly identify HER. As opposed to being tricked, duped and led astray to agreeing to follow some false projection, with the intent of leading me back to earth once more. (Caution & beware the visions of family, friends & loved-ones that advise you towards ‘the light’). Deceptions leading one to be memory-wiped & trapped all over again in a new infant body…starting the cycle all over again.
Remember, above everything else:
“Forgetting is Death.”
But as for my visits with Mia & her changing appearances: Each time I dream, my memory is foggy concerning who Mia is. But she patiently, lovingly courts me all over again each time. Allowing me to experience her unique energy signature. And when I wake, I’m (little by little) becoming more and more accustomed to identifying her through our contact. It’s a slow but deliberate process. One that she (and I) are willing to continue to grind through together…all in preparation for the moment I can be freed from ‘here’ …go find her ‘there’…
Then we can be united together. Infinitely. An eternity without end.
April 26, 2026
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