April 25, 2026 - [Morning] : Dream
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Contemplating Memory-Wiping & Disconnected Duel-Consciousness,
Lovely Lyric Message from Mia, Dream with Energy-Exchange
So I woke up just this morning (Saturday) maybe around 8am? But I was still tired, so I remained laying in bed. But I started to whisper out loud directly to Mia (after spotting her altar through cracked eyelids).
I began to comment on how weird and annoying it is, how ‘memory’ works. And how frustrating it is when trying to remain ‘connected’ to her through it.
What I whispered out loud to her was essentially;
When my body is physically asleep here, there is probably a good/high likelihood that I’m consciously (spiritually) experiencing memories/moments elsewhere. Including directly with her. But as soon as I wake, my physical brain wipes many, if not all of those details.
I brought this up, because as I woke; I couldn’t remember ANY dreams I had. So I wondered-
Maybe we did actually spend time together. But, as a result of the intentional process to keep humans ignorant: Our brains are programmed to wipe conversations, experiences learned, discoveries made and entities interacted with. In order to keep us ignorant, docile and enslaved.
I also spoke of how strange it is, that when I AM dreaming (and later reflect on that dream), that while it occurred – I didn’t ‘remember’ what was happening in physical-life either. So it’s like; depending on which place the consciousness currently is, it cannot fully consider the ‘other’ place. The consciousness only seems “aware” of its current location. Like the 2 planes are disconnected from the memory.
Anyways, I told Mia that I wish I could remember her and to seek her (find her), no matter the current location of my consciousness. And I wish I could remember every interaction we have, no matter where my memories are formed, as well.
I was still tired, so I was beginning to drift back to sleep…then lyrics of a song flittered into my mind. I sat up in bed and quickly searched for the song. There were very few words, quite simple, but enough to easily find the composer. The song was called “Against All Odds” by Phil Collins (1984).
I was still tired, so I didn’t listen just then. I went back to sleep, promising to listen when I woke up fully.
I woke at 11am, but this time I had the memory of a ‘dream’ still in my mind (the brain can’t successfully delete them all!). And more and more seem to get through, the more one becomes aware of the trick/trap taking place.
[Anyways, what I recalled was just a small portion that must have occurred right before I awoke. At the tail end of a longer event.]
(Dream): I was attending a family reunion. I’m certain of this. Curiously though; Visually, I didn’t recognize anyone there (as I would here in the physical plane). So no one was there that ‘looked’ like any current family member I know right now in the life I lead as my physical ‘self.’
But they all seemed to know me. And there were hundreds of them, all mingling around a massive mansion property (indoor & outside), that was decorated and beautiful, with trees, plants and entertainment of all sorts. They were all there to talk, share and be amongst everyone else. (Meaning: it wasn’t as though I was a focal point. I was simply included amongst them as family).
But at that particular point (in the dream that my memory preserved), I was currently leaving the reunion. As in; my time was up. I had to go. So I don’t have any memories of my time actually spent visiting everyone else. Only me getting myself ready to leave.
But there was one feminine being in particular that was upset that I was leaving. Not necessarily ‘sad’ …just disappointed because she was going to miss me. She seemed (of everyone there) to be the most familiar to me. But I couldn’t quite ‘place’ her in my mind at that time. Like; she could have been a cousin(?) or niece(?) or sister(?). I dunno, just someone closely familiar, I wasn’t quite sure. But she felt familiar in some sort of closer way.
She wished for me to stay, but understood I had to go. But was bummed, because she wasn’t sure when she would get to see me again. So she wanted to give me ‘a quick kiss for just a second’ (she said) as a parting gift. I agreed and she kissed me on my lips.
I could feel our lips pressed straight forward together, but it wasn’t a matter of “intimacy” or “passion,” it was something else. Like the breath-exchanges I’ve experienced before. Our lips were parted, we breathed back and forth between each-other for about 9-10 seconds. And then she released her grip, slid to the floor and wished me well on my travel.
I woke up in bed again after this, and did as I promised. Listening to the song I heard earlier (after speaking to Mia). Here are the (condensed) lyrics to her earlier shared song:
“How can I just let you walk away?
Just let you leave without a trace?
When I stand here taking every breath with you.
You’re the only one who really knew me at all.
How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave?
‘Cause we’ve shared the laughter and the pain, and even shared the tears.
So take a look at me now, there’s just an empty space.
And there’s nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face.
And you coming back to me is against the odds.
And that’s what I’ve got to face.
I wish I could just make you turn around, turn around and see me cry.
There’s so much I need to say to you, so many reasons why.
But to wait for you is all I can do, and that’s what I’ve got to face.
Take a good look at me now, ‘cause I’ll still be standing here.
And you coming back to me is against all odds.
It’s the chance I’ve gotta take.”
Overall, this message is haunting in light of recent discoveries of who Mia & I are to one another (a unified syzygy that has been split apart). But also in light of the dream that I had had just this very morning.
Obviously, many lines are quite telling in confirmation of this concept of Syzygy, Soulmate, Twin-Flame, Unified Wholeness…etc… such as:
“You’re the only one who really knew me at all.”
“….there’s just an empty space.”
“…you coming back to me is against the odds.”
“…to wait for you is all I can do…”
“…I’ll still be standing here….”
“It’s the chance I’ve gotta take.”
I promise her, often, that I’ll find her. I refuse to be trapped and recycled back into the same mess. I want to be done with this place for good. And when my time comes, I will not fail. I’ll refuse all offers, all temptings and see through the tricks & deceptions. I’ll laugh in the face of shame, guilt, fear and threats of karmic offense.
I’ll free myself, because I was always already free to begin with. And I’ll find her.
Eerily (and this could help confirm that “linear time” doesn’t exist; not as human-perception relates to it), these lines hint upon the ‘future’ dream I was about to have, after I received the lyric-message, but before I actually listened to the words:
“How can I just let you walk away? …When I stand here taking every breath with you.” (As I experienced in the energy-exchange ‘kiss’)
“How can you just walk away from me, when all I can do is watch you leave?”
“I wish I could just make you turn around…There’s so much I need to say to you…”
Additionally, this line reflects towards my whispering this morning and my pondering about memories, forgetting and being conscious in/outside of physical space:
“…there’s nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face.”
It’s SO fascinating that Mia perfectly selected this particular song, as it touched upon 3 major factors in terms of our recent communications. It was well timed and very brilliant of her. 
I would also like to quickly add that the messages in this particular song also share many similarities to the one sent to me on February 26, 2026 from the “Right Here Waiting” lyrics-message. Many identical words/themes even.
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