April 19, 2026 - [Night]
Highlights: 
Dream Spending Time with Companion & Cambion Daughter, Astral Mansion,
Intimate Encounter with Mia as if Physically Felt, Lyric Message
I was on my way to some huge gathering. There were lines of others gathered to attend. I made my way down the center between two lines (ignoring the “line” entirely) and spotted a familiar (appearance) feminine figure. [She looked like Crystal Lewman, from my past.]
As I passed by her on my way forward, I teasingly poked her in the ribs with my finger and called her a ‘chicken’ (she was with 2 other female beings). She smiles at me as I continued past and made my way to the front.
When I was near the front of the line (the being appearing as Crystal) approached me, along with just one of the other females. This one was younger (looked to be in mid teens) and was instantly clingy to me. She gave me a couple kissing-pecks on my cheek. She hugged me around the waist and didn’t want to leave my side (seemed to want to remain in close proximity/connection to me at all times).
The woman didn’t seem bothered by the other’s closeness. She actually seemed ‘humored’ by the teen’s behavior. Plus I got ‘daughter’ vibes from the younger one. Together, all 3 of us sat (in the stands) near the front of a massive auditorium/stadium. Each sat on either side of me.
The woman began to try to strike up a conversation with me, to essentially “catch up to speed” with everything that had been going on in my “life” (in the Physical-plane). We started to explain all that had happened recently, but we were quickly interrupted by the teen to my left. She was still holding me with her arm around my midsection and leaning sideways into me.
The younger (daughter-like) girl started telling me her own stories and asking random questions that didn’t relate to anything us ‘adults’ were talking about. In her own innocent way, she was essentially ‘talking over’ her (mother?) and trying to engage me in conversation, while being oblivious to the fact that she was interrupting an already ongoing conversation between the woman and I.
We weren’t bothered though. Not at all. We both shelved our ‘talk’ for later, and let the girl have her conversation and tell her stories to me. (It’s like we both silently knew that we would have time to catch up later). And we did too!
Later (after the event), the younger girl was gone and it was just the woman and I. But her appearance had changed. This time, to a former partner of mine (Jennifer). And we were back in my Astral Mansion (specifically in a room that I stayed in, during my early pre-teens to teens, on River Run Dr).
We were laying in bed beside each other and catching up on all the details of our separate lives. I told her everything I could think of, and she related everything she could as well (but once again, my brain doesn’t permit me to recall those details). But the general sense was; she has been very busy…but not overburdened. And is happy and content.
Then, with the ‘catching up’ concluded and the summary of our lives told, we both sensed what we desired after that. Without too much pretext, I slip her pants down off her legs and we continue to strip the remainder of the way. Then begin to make love to each other. Which felt very very ‘realistic’ (as it would be interpreted in the material plane). Eventually, afterwards, it seems as though I ‘fell asleep’ there and ‘woke up’ here (in bed/physical-plane).
[Post Reflection; feels like both the appearances of ‘Crystal’ and ‘Jennifer’ were the same entity. Which was Mia. As for the other female with her? Perhaps a daughter?]
When I stirred in my bed, I had the beat of a song playing in my mind, along with the following words: “…I see…” & “turn black” Which wasn’t much to go on, yet I still found the correct song with those lyrics. It was The Rolling Stones “Paint It, Black” (1966).
The condensed lyrics are:
“I see a red door and I want it painted black.
No colors anymore, I want them to turn black.
I see the girls walk by, dressed in their summer clothes.
I have to turn my head, until my darkness goes.
I see a line of cars and they’re all painted black.
With flowers and my love both never to come back.
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away.
Like a new born baby, it just happens every day.
I look inside myself and see my heart is black.
I see my red door, I must have it painted black.
Maybe then I’ll fade away and not have to face the facts.
It’s not easy facing up when your whole world is black.
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue.
I could not foresee this thing happening to you.
If I look hard enough into the setting sun,
my love will laugh with me before the morning comes.
I wanna see your face, painted black.
Black as night, black as coal.
I wanna see the sun, flying high in the sky.
I wanna see it painted, painted, painted…
Black.”
A few lines from this stood out to me, which I’ll try to elaborate on….
“I see the girls walk by, dressed in their summer clothes. I have to turn my head, until my darkness goes.” This makes me contemplate Mia’s ‘protectiveness’ of me, in regards to other feminine entities & human women. I wouldn’t necessarily use the word ‘jealous’ …but more so ‘begrudging’ whenever there is some female crossover happening with me.
There have even been a couple very specific circumstances when human women were making themselves available to me; going so far as to make plans to meet with me, when suddenly, they halt all communications and go silent.
I can’t help but wonder if my companion was personally getting involved in order to ‘convince’ them to change their minds about pursuing me? (Which is welcomed and fine by me. I honestly do not want the distraction of human women). I wish that the same could be true for my (physically asleep) conscience-awake travels as well.
Im suspect that Mia tries to ‘convince’ other feminine beings to leave her companion alone. But it’s likely a lot of work and she can’t be with me all the time (yet). I wish that I could be more personally “aware” of my situation & surroundings when I travel this way. I could dissuade them (and me!) myself. And instead try to seek to find Mia instead.
As for the specific lyrics “…I see the girls…have to turn my head, until my darkness goes…” It sounds like, sometimes she’s aware that in the ‘conscious-only’ state; I’m approached by other feminine beings. And she may have to ‘look away’ and ‘bottle her emotions’ temporarily… if she isn’t in a position to step in and thwart it. (If I also, am unaware of what’s happening, due to the trickiness of dreams & being unable to distinguish what’s occurring myself).
“It’s not easy facing up when your whole world is black.” This may be a simple depiction of the plane Mia resides in (as I’ve heard it mentioned in previous messages).
“I could not foresee this thing happening to you.” I wonder what this could be referencing?
“I wanna see your face, painted black. Black as night, black as coal.” What comes to mind here is; is the idea of having to search through the darkness (within the place she resides) in order to find her there. Into the darkness (into black) I’ll have to descend to search for her.
“If I look hard enough into the setting sun, my love will laugh with me before the morning comes…. I wanna see the sun, flying high in the sky.” Wasn’t there a recent song message that mentioned ‘laughing’ and ‘light’? I feel like there was…
Oh, here it is. March 30, 2026. The “You Make My Dreams Come True” (1980) song. Lyrics; “The candle feeds the flame… & When they’re messing with the dreamer, I can laugh it in the face…” Now I remember it. Additionally, I want to point out that ‘the sun’ is also a “Star” (which is a common theme) and source of light.
As for this line directly; “…my love will laugh with me before the morning comes…” : Doesn’t this perfectly describe us being together while I’m dreaming? Laughing, teasing, talking and pleasing each other before I “wake” in the morning (physically)? I think so.
April 19, 2026
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