Journal Two

July 1, 2025 - 🎵
[Morning] : Message

Once again I have heard the lyrics of this song in my head, this is the 3rd or 4th time I've heard this in the past couple weeks after times that I've thought about Mia, considered her, spoken in whispers to her, or wondered why I haven't encountered her in my dreams for awhile. This latest replaying of this particular song occured after having awakened in my bed, while I (again) idly was curious as to the reason for....

July 2, 2025 - 💭
[Night Of] : Dream

I found myself standing outside of a snowy cabin mountainous area. Leafless trees were all around the forest, due to the wintery time of the year. Two young women were on a trail directly ahead of me. They both seemed surprised and confused to see me there; as if wondering how I got there, or where I had come from. They left without speaking to me, heading towards the cabin. I spotted a large open garage/barn nearby the home....

July 3, 2025 - 💭
[Night of] : Dreams

The evening before bed, I had a pretty emotional 'conversation' at both Lilith & Mia's altar. I would ask my questions/or make my comments, and though no words were spoken back to me, there would be this sort of... 'knowing' or understanding(?) imparted into my mind....

July 6, 2025 - 🎵
[Night to Morning]

Well, with some reluctance and curiosity, I didn't deny the presence of the spirit who visited me last night. It certainly had a far different energy than that of Mia. Not unpleasant, just 'different' ...as I've become accustomed to how Mia feels and interacts with me. I've felt the subtle differences in a couple/few alternate spirits....

July 8, 2025 -
[Day to Night] : Visited

Earlier (afternoon) I had a strange thought (epiphany?)… One that I felt specifically required a direct question to Lilith, at Her altar, with Her candle-flame lit, incense offered (the whole works). My pondering had led me to wonder: If I am bonded to Mia, she isnt very likely (I would think) to want to sever that tie. Not without an....

July 10, 2025 - 🖤
[Night] : Lilith's Masks

I decided (quite randomly and unplanned) that I wanted to host a larger communion/time-of-honoring session for & with Mother Lilith. I had no goals, agenda nor plans; besides simply wishing to invite in Her presence & energy, while basking in the appreciation of Her being. I set up a....

July 12, 2025 - 🎵
[Eve before bed]

It's after 11:30pm and I have just dropped off my daughter at her mothers house for the night. We had been talking about future pets she might enjoy having; a snake, a rat, a tortoise…random casual conversation. After she went inside, I proceeded to drive away in the silence of my car. After a couple blocks passed....

July 13, 2025 - 💭
[Night] : Visit & Dream

Before bed, I stayed up far later than I should have for a work night. But I wasn't tired yet & was busy engaged in preparing some entry-work for my journal of dreams/ experiences. [past 1:30 am]. When I did head to the bedroom, I still didn't wish to 'sleep' yet, after honoring Lilith & Mia at their altars with praises & incense. I desired to continue to unravel the mysteries of....

July 17, 2025 - 💭
[Night] : Travel & Dream

An extraordinary, unique-appearance woman with long lower-back length hair. Half of which was pulled up into a ponytail (while the rest was loose and falling across her shoulders). Stylish bangs. Ultra-pure white color (extremely smooth, shiny silky white) with very thick streaked sections of shimmering deep dark-wine/scarlet red....

July 18, 2025 - 💬
[Morning] : Voice

The night prior I stayed up until past 2am, I had been working on Mia’s painting for hours. 5-6 hours roughly. I know that I dreamt during the night, but don't recall enough details worthy to document. However, when I woke and the new day’s dawning light began to pour in through the window; I looked over to Lilith’s altar and Her painting; and commented....

July 19, 2025 - 🏡
[Night] : Astral Home

I stayed up again late working on Mia’s painting; until past 2:30am before stumbling off to bed. I'm making good progress; but also ensuring that I'm having fun and enjoying myself along the way. After I fell asleep; I entered a dream in which both Mia and Lilith....

July 23, 2025 -
[Night] : Astral Visit/Encounter of Gray

I was in a large mansion (did not appear to be my own), on the top floor (which appeared to be a 3 story building). I seemed to rotate between being in the upper huge bedroom & the study/office area. I was watching two things back and forth. The first was a video monitor/display in the bedroom, stationed on a....

July 25, 2025 - 💡
[Evening] : Epiphany

I lit Mia’s candle, deciding that this was the appropriate time to invite her inside me, to join me during my journeys over the weekend. I’ll be traveling a bit and staying at a hotel, to enjoy a weekend at the Renaissance Festival. I would love for her to have an opportunity to ‘experience’ and share in the memories....

August 1, 2025 - 💭
[Night] : Dream Limbo

Very short dream, or I can only remember a short part of it: I have been desiring some closeness, or comfort recently. Nothing specific, just a general hope for a bit of affectionate warmth. Last night while I slept; I wanted this…just to feel a closeness or presence. Within my dream, I was also laying in my bed, ‘sleeping’ or on the cusp of sleep…and a feminine being….

August 2, 2025 -
[Night] : Energy Exchange Lesson

My memory only caught the tail-end of the dream, but based on the context- Im absolutely certain much more occurred prior to the limited fragment I caught at the end (just before waking): I was in bed with an easy-going long-haired brunette woman, who was doubtlessly a succubus and could have very easily....

August 3, 2025 - 🎵
[Day Of] : Message

I was in the restroom, washing my face and getting myself ready to continue to work on adding entries to the journal & transcribing those previous entries into a digital format (so I could share with others & keep safely)... I had recently offered an additional incense to both Lilith & Mia. And I was considering when to next work on Mia's painting....

August 4, 2025 - 🎵
[Morning] : Message

Woke up and immediately these lyrics entered my mind; “changes… on a (???) night… the children of tomorrow dream… (???) …change..” Not much to go on, and the search to find the original source of this song took a bit of trial & error, but eventually I discovered that the song was called “Wind of Change” created by....

August 6, 2025 - 🎵
[Morning] : message

The night before, I went to the bedroom later than I originally wanted to. I 'planned' to go, with enough time to dedicate to focusing on astral travel. But midnight is a bit late to start, perhaps? I turned on a 3 hour binaural beats sound through my earbuds and laid down any ways to try. I couldn't seem to focus/quiet my mind though, and stopped after an hour. Then went to sleep. Immediately upon....

August 7, 2025 - 🎵
[Morning] : Presence

When I woke up this morning, I lay staring at Mia’s altar, thinking about her visit last night (the tactile tingling ripples, the heavy pressure laying across my body in various spots and the fingertip-sized slow dragging/ swirling motion on my neck). And I (selfishly) wished that I could enjoy even more of her. I really do feel selfish sometimes, where it concerns her. I wished that....

August 8, 2025 - 💭
[Night Of] : Dream

Can barely remember anything of the dream, so I'll try to include as many of the fractured pieces that I can (and string them together); in case it jogs my memory later, or can be inferred back to, later: I remember being at a restaurant with my two kids. We were being helped/ waited-on or just in a friendly conversation with 2 cute women....