August 12, 2025 - [Night]

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Masculine Spirit Teaches Me Lessons; How to Vertically Cross Between Planes,

Humorous Emotion Feedback-Loop with Companion, Stargazing with Entities

I had been feeling despondent for the past 2 days, felt compelled to honor Lilith before bed; with lit candle & incense. I didn’t have any specific motivations. I had no plans, other than I felt a desire to sit in the soft warmth of Her candle light. So I did, whispering weakly about whatever small thing entered my mind, and wiping away whatever tears that were shed.
 
Afterwards, I moved to Mia’s altar, candle & incense and did much the same; except additionally reading aloud from the brown (brass emblem) journal of dreams/experiences. 3 entries from July
slowly catching her up to the present. (Still many more entries to go). Lots of tears, new realizations & shedding of sorrows

 
Went to bed afterwards, inviting her to join me for affection, attention, breath & energy; in whatsoever capacity she desired to (dream, spirit-to-spirit astrally, or here in the material-plan). And I waited, laying on my back, relaxing my body & breathing steadily.
 
And I began to feel her presence entering into the room, like a soundless pulsing-wave that pops the air around me. She was present, but seemed to linger a bit away, mostly taking up space around my feet and making the muscles involuntarily twitch in rhythmic patterns.
 
She had come with another though, for this spirit entered the same way she had; a pulse in the air that vibrated “loudly” without any sound. This spirit was of a masculine energy however, but not hostile. More like; stern, but non-threatening.
 
There was a 3rd pulse in the air, but I couldn’t detect anyone else. At least I couldn’t feel the energy from whoever (if any at all) had entered. I could only sense Mia & this other masculine presence.
 
I got the sense that he was making himself available to offer instructions & training, for my benefit
possibly on behalf of Mia (her request? Or maybe Lilith’s?). That much is unclear.
 
But before this process began, something quite humorous did happen before we even got started. As I lay there, sensing them entering the space and imparting the purpose of the visit, my daughter (biological here in the material plane) placed a phone-text to me at 12:30 (past midnight).
 
The ring tone sounded and jolted my attention to it! I wasnt ‘woken’ by the sound, because I hadn’t actually gone to sleep at this point. Not during this preliminary introduction.
 
The sound was so abrupt and unexpected in the stillness of the darkroom, while having a ‘serious introduction’, it shocked my senses and startled me. But not just me. Mia had been absently inter-wrapped into my own emotions (feeling what I feel) and she too was subsequently “shocked & startled”; compounding my emotions into hers and feeding them back into me; that it instantaneously created a powerful ‘loop’ of circled “surprise”! We each empowering & heightening the other’s emotional response.
 
[ This experience is reminiscent of the time that Mia & I both startled each other on May 7, 2025; I unexpectedly grabbed her hip (?), she grabbed my left foot, causing me to jerk it away reflexively. ]
 
The emotion was like a jump-scare, but ten-times more powerful (referring to the ringtone). I felt her ‘suck into’ me, or ‘pull herself into’ me (like an unconscious response to ‘quickly hide from potential-danger’) with a rapid velocity and a burst of tingling-electric vibrating pulses of static. And the result was an explosion from inside me, inside her, to shockwave outwards across my entire body! There wasn’t a single area that wasn’t buzzing in shock. 😅
 
It took several minutes of focused breathing to slow my heart rate and shake off the energy vibrating around inside me, like pin-prickling errant electricity. But once we seemed to simultaneously realize what had just happened
we both became humored, a bit embarrassed and amused by the circumstance. I think she was more embarrassed than me though; because of how quickly she jumped into me, to ‘hide.’ Haha!
 
The masculine spirit
I wasn’t aware of how he perceived what just happened. I’m not sure he even understood that anything significant had occurred at all. So I guess the delight & humor was for Mia & I to share alone. Which is perfectly fine with me.
 
Now
after this
 when I eventually fell into slumber
 I KNOW I dreamt a TON. A colossal amount. This masculine spirit, although ‘determined & stoic’ in his demeanor, also possessed a very ‘fatherly & warm’ energy as well. He was here to conduct a very specific lesson, and wasn’t going to waste time doing it.
 
I Know empirically that I learned volumes of important details
 I remember being taken from place, to place, to place and made to practice (myself) the things he was showing me. But for the life of me; I cannot remember 95% (now that I’m awake physically) of what he showed me & where we went. I Know that my spirit ‘still Knows’ 
but my fleshy brain-matter cannot recall the details. Stupid brains.
 
I can only recall this one tiny fraction; we were at multi-layer “houses” 
as in; I could see a mock-house before me. And ‘stacked up’ above that, were other mock-houses that looked exactly the same. Because they were the ‘same’ in a manner of speaking
 they were the same house, but in different dimensions/or across different parallel planes.
 
I could ‘see’ them stacked above the primary one, but the further I looked upwards towards the others, the more transparent (faded) they appeared. The harder it was to see their definition and perceive them.
 
This fatherly, instructor-like spirit was showing me how to pass from one house to another in sequential order, in order to cross from plane-to-plane-to-plane.
 
Passing from the “lower” house, straight up to the higher ones, isn’t likely to happen; as they are difficult to perceive. But if I cross to the house just above this one (immediately before me), then those above are more easily to distinguish; and thus cross over to.
 
[Like climbing a ladder, I suppose. You can’t easily reach the rungs at the top, when you are on the bottom. If you try to ‘skip’ by jumping too high, all at once, you risk falling and hurting yourself. So you take it methodically, one rung at a time.
 
Eventually; you can become so adept at this, you can swiftly cross multiple rungs (planes of existence) so rapidly; it’s like flying through them.]
 
[Mia seemed to be observing all of this through me, as if she was inside me & peeking over my shoulder. VERY similar to how she did back on June 9, 2025. When I wanted to explore a ‘scary location’ and we ended up in that abandoned subways system.
 
I also learned from someone (to which I’m very thankful for) what an excellent offering for Hecate would be! Which I will be providing to Her, after I return from my 1 week retreat into the mountains of Evergreen, CO.
 
It was said and shown to; prepare a small box (like shoebox sized) of very fresh foods. Example; small roasted Cornish hen, fresh strawberries, grapes, sweets, small cakes and delicious delicate treats. So that the fragrance and aroma are sweet, pleasant and delightful. Then leave the offering, box and all, at a crossroads. This would be pleasing to Hecate! đŸ•Żïžâ€ïžâ€đŸ”„ đŸș
 
The last thing I remember was going outside to stand under the nighttime sky 🌌 and stare into space. I could SEE far more vibrantly than I could on earth. Earth’s view of the stars & space is a mask of black fogginess compared to how Clear and bright the colors & light are, from wherever it was, that I was.
 
I stood with several others (who didn’t seem familiar to me
some of them ‘strange’ looking. Not all ‘humanoid’) staring into space and watching a huge and beautiful meteor shower. All the lights falling, zipping by in random haphazard directions.
 
[ I wish I could remember all the other lessons I learned last night. I felt like I had experienced epiphany after epiphany. I even remember thinking to myself; “Im definitely going to remember this remarkable thing when I wake!” But
of course, I can’t now. Very annoying. At least I know that I still “Know”
 It’s information that will help me during the time that I’m more ‘spirit’ than ‘material.’ ]
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