May 19, 2026 - [Night]
Highlights: 
Woken Up Late at Night to a Very Important Song/Message in My Mind
I woke up unexpectedly sometime after 4 a.m. during the night. Similar to the previous night, I felt as though I had had some sort of dream, and some sort of conversation. But the memory slips through my mind, like water through my fingers. I feel it ‘there’…but cannot grasp it.
However, one thing was clear to me. The lyrics of yet another song. Thankfully, rather than assuming I would remember by morning, I instead typed the lyrics into my phone and searched for them. Good thing I did too. Because by morning I couldn’t remember the words. But thanks to my browser search, I knew that the song was done by Shania Twain. Called “You’re Still the One” (1997).
I would also like to add that; this is definitely not a music genre I would choose to listen to, of my own accord. Shania Twain is a country singer, right? If I remember correctly? Not really my taste.
But it’s not about musical ‘taste’ or genre anymore…if this song was used to embed some sort of message from Mia, then that’s all that matters anymore. I’m going to listen to it now and read the lyrics. If there are any ‘messages’ that I pick up on, then I’ll include them here in this entry also:
“Looks like we made it.
Look how far we’ve come my baby.
We mighta’ took the long way.
We knew we’d get there someday.
I’m so glad we made it.
Look how far we’ve come my baby.”
[Took the ‘long way’ is certainly a deliberate way to mention the stretch of time (timelines) that has separated Mia & I. Sometimes I wonder how many lifetimes, but ultimately it doesn’t matter. So long as there are no more, anymore, that separates us.]
“They said, ‘I bet they’ll never make it.’
But just look at us holding on.
We beat the odds together.
I’m glad we didn’t listen.”
[There has been MANY, now, references to “others” that have antagonized, teased, mocked and doubted Mia in her efforts to reach out to me and reunite us. Between messages in other songs, or conversations/occurrences within dreams. So these particular lines are encouraging, that: the ‘chance’ she took on me, pursuing me, teaching me, connecting with me – IS and HAS paid off. I know who She is, who I am, and who We are Together. 
]
]“The only one I dream of.
You’re still the one I kiss goodnight.
The one that I belong to.”
[A reference to ‘dreams’ which is very common.]
And most of the other lyrics are loving and sweet, as Mia is often to include in her messages to me.
May 19, 2026
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