June 4, 2026 - [Morning]
Highlights: 
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My Mind is Flooded with a Handful of Previous ‘Lyric Messages’ Mia has Sent,
Idle Thought & Wish Leads to Audible Response from Companion!
I woke up nearly 2 hours before my alarm was set to go off. The reason, I think, was because I was being inundated with a handful or more of previously transmitted song lyrics that Mia has already sent me prior.
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It was like she was resending the same messages (via lyrics) to me in rapid succession through songs. One after another. They were all songs that she had used before to âspeakâ to me, or âanswerâ questions.
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I can’t remember all those that woke me up, not precisely. But there were at least 5-6 lyrics (different songs) that flooded through my mind rapidly in less than a minute. I think that’s what woke me up?
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As I lay in bed, momentarily contemplating the occurrence and settling my mind on the idea that I wish to continue sleeping until my alarm goes off; I did have 1 final thought (which I spoke out loud):
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I was thinking about how when we converse in dreams; it is more like⊠thoughts shared between our minds. Or how when she provides a message via a song; it is the âvoiceâ of another who provides the message.
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But hardly (practically ever) do I âheadâ her voice. Or, at least, perceive the sound of âher voiceâ (tangible vibrations). Let me be clear: I wasnât asking her to âspeakâ aloud to me. I wouldnât do that. I donât understand the energy required for such a thing, or the toll, cost, difficulty (if any) for such a task (since it crosses over into the Physical/Material realm).
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But I did, idly, âwishâ that it would be possible. Not as an ask. But as a matter of curiosity & love. It was an idle thought though, an idle wish, but one that I did whisper aloud. I thought nothing further beyond that curious wish: âI wish I could actually hear your voiceâŠâ
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I shifted around in bed, intending to allow my mind to settle, so I could continue sleeping. It must have been merely a few minutes later, because I hadnât even begun to feel comfortable or âsleepyâ yetâŠwhen I heard it.
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Just one softly spoken syllable, from a feminine voice. My first name (biological name). It came from the foot of my bed, towards her altar. But more to the right, than the left. The voice that spoke my name was unique from any memory of any other voices I have heard. What I mean is: it didnât sound like any remembered human femaleâs voice that I recognized.
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And it was different from those times Iâve heard and written journal entries of when Lilith spoke âaudiblyâ to me. Two very distinctly different sounds/voices.
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It was âjustâ my name that was spoken, but it wasnât the ânameâ that was important. It was the cadence and tone in her voice. It was mellow, understanding and full of compassion & genuine care. It struck me as odd (or beautiful, really) that so much; âemotional flavorâ could be carried in a single syllable.
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I hadnât asked her tooâŠonly âwishedâ it were possible to hear her voice. But I never anticipated actually hearing it! âŠ.hmm, while Iâm writing this entry, itâs happening again: the switching flood of multiple âlyric messagesâ flipping through my mind. Almost as soon as I acknowledge one, the lyrics swap to a different song she had previously sent meâŠ. I wonder what it means? Why is she sending so many to me right now?
June 4, 2026
Written Journal Entries
very god friend . hapend with my partner wen sense his presense is lowly gone for first time now is normal say tho her you allways have a place tho rest and soneone allways witing you , here a voice saing my name in a very suith maner