February 22, 2026 - [Night Of]
Highlights: 
Dream, Alternate Plane/Timeline(?) with Companion,
‘Golden Renewal’ in Ocean of Golden-dust Liquid
Only remember a very short portion of a strange dream, with very vivid and memorable imagery. Worth taking note of, even if I don’t understand the meaning or what was essentially happening:
I was myself (I believe?), but also within an unfamiliar body. A strong and fit body, muscular and warrior-built. I was with my partner, and although she ‘appeared’ unfamiliar to me; it didn’t matter because she was assuredly and without a doubt my eternal partner, wife & infinite companion.
We were on an unfamiliar world (for my conscious memory), but in the context of the body I inhabited – I had lived there for age after age after age. Everyone on this planet was a warrior & strong race of people. We understood the extent & height of our power and where we fit within the cosmos. And how we utilized that strength in a way we deemed best fitting for the overall of the entirety of existence.
The “time” had come for the renewal of our bodies however (my partner’s & my own). Although still strong, our bodies had aged considerably. The golden sun shining at sunset over an ocean of golden liquid. Literally. The ocean wasnt water. It was a semi-thick liquid infused with sparkling gold-dust.
The sun’s light reflected off the liquid and cast golden-rayed reflections off its surface, which lit everything (all the surrounding land & sky) in a wash of golden/yellow light. It was both beautiful and eerie.
My partner & I were naked as we lay down beside each-other on the edge of the shore and waited. The golden tide comes in and the thick golden liquid (with a consistency of maybe….paint, or mercury?) washes over us. It wasn’t sticky and didn’t cling to the skin (despite the consistency). It felt like cool liquid, but thicker and all of golden dust.
When the tide washes over us, our skin gleams like gold and the ocean carries us off the beach and into its embrace. We allow it to, without protest. This is an honor to be held in the embrace of the golden ocean. And if we are deemed worthy, our bodies will be renewed & revitalized.
We won’t get ‘new’ bodies. The current ones will undergo a reverse-aging process and regain lost strength, vitality, fortitude & power. If we are not found to be worthy…we become ‘One’ with the golden ocean, and our dissolving bodies will renew those that come after us.
We are an infinite Pair (Masculine & Feminine conjoined). There is no one or the other, in this process of renewal. Either we both are rejuvenated together, or we both remain a part of the ocean forever.
As the golden liquid carries us further away from land and our bodies tumbled and sloshed in the ocean, there is evidence of past beings who have joined with the ocean. Bodies and limbs floating in the liquid, covered in gold and slowly dissolving. Some of these beings were massive, as tall as 10 story buildings, but most were size’s typical to strong warriors (6-7 feet tall).
I lost sight of my partner, inevitably, as we tumbled through the sloshing thick liquid. But I felt assured that we would see each other again and we would both be renewed. And as I waited for myself to ‘drown’ and become ‘reborn’ and cast back upon the beach….I heard a voice from what could only be a feminine Goddess speaking into my mind.
She said (essentially):
If you wish to elevate the attention & favor of a god; you must defy, hurt or kill another god…
[ Then I woke in my bed, having felt it randomly move, like something had shifted on or off of it.
[ I never knowingly witnessed if my ‘partner’ & I bodies were renewed; but somehow (in waking), I feel confident that we would have been reunited back on the beach to carry on for another handful of centuries before our next Golden Renewal.]
February 22, 2026
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