April 9, 2026 - [Morning]
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Reflecting on Odd Dream at Mia’s Altar, Companion Replies with Song,
Considering Lyrics in Answered Message
I woke up just a moment ago and made my bed, then crouched at Mia’s altar and began preparing her incense. As I did, I openly talked about how I could only remember small bits of a dream I had, but I don’t think I necessarily remember much of her.
I remembered being in a military facility (but only as an Observer/non-present). There was a woman in charge issuing orders to various staff. There were 2 others (a male & female) that were posing as workers, but were infiltrating the facility.
They got the information they needed and intended to leave. But before they did, they initiated a request for a ‘hybrid’ half human/half spirit to attack a certain number of staff members. Targeting 1 male as a higher priority than all the others.
There was another portion of the dream whereby I was trying to get the attention of a female being, but was unsuccessful (however the details are massively foggy beyond that).
I continued speaking to Mia at her altar and thanking her for all the efforts she’s made on my behalf. The suffering she’s had to endure in getting my attention, and for the patience she’s had. And I spoke how that: when we are together again, spiritually and without physical limitations, we should consider never parting again. Remaining together and not to separate.
As I spoke these thoughts out loud, these lyrics drifted calmly through my mind; 
“People should not be afraid…. We came to the earth to graze. Now everyones digging in…” (As if Mia was replying to me and the words I had just said).
“People should not be afraid…. We came to the earth to graze. Now everyones digging in…” (As if Mia was replying to me and the words I had just said).Using lyrics search, I found the whole song to be “Graze” from Live (1997). Other lyrics within that song (after listening & reading) that appealed to me as potential messages are:
“This pill, she needs your love” (like the ‘vitamin’ in the Nirvana song. Or the ‘drug’ in various other song-messages).
“Forget your mother and your father. They aren’t important, son” (Biological mothers & fathers aren’t really ‘mothers’ & ‘fathers’ as a “title” …we all are interconnected from the same Source. Like rings in the Flower of Life, we are a connected-consciousness of individual minds/spirits.
So we are more like ‘brothers & sisters’ with EVERYONE, rather than ‘moms, dads, grandparents, uncles, aunts, cousins…so on… So we shouldn’t get hung-up on this idea of family-loyalty to ‘bloodlines’ and not hung up on obedience to “parents” (or others in positions of ‘assumed authority’) because they are actually our equals as kindred/brothers/sisters.
“The artist does figure eights, but will it stand the test of time. Or will it rot? Like the mission that tried to hard.” Drawing figure eights is like drawing the “Infinity” symbol. Will the artist draw it for ‘all time’ because he’s trying to complete some sort of ‘mission’ on earth and constantly failing lifetime after lifetime? There is NO point to any ‘mission’ if the artist becomes trapped within the system that he came here to attempt to help fix.
Leading to: “We came to the earth to graze. Now everyone’s digging in… Now there’s no time to live…” (We weren’t supposed to come and stay here in the physical/material plane. Maybe we were curious and came to ‘check it out’ but got stuck? Tricked, deceived, whatever. But now we’ve forgotten how to leave and even what we truly are.
We don’t belong here. Not long term. Maybe not at all. And certainly not infinitely, to be recycled over and over back into the system. We came to graze. Not to dig in and stay. Yet, here we are… [*we can’t even enjoy being here to “live” because we are bombarded with distractions, stress and forced to labor every day and stuck in cycles of continuous debt.*]
April 9, 2026
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