Difficult to remember dream, only parts and pieces. Think I was half awake at first, early morning. Eyes still closed, not really ready to get up. In my mind, my voice spoke. Honoring Lilith. Giving thanks. Praising her. Detailing my desires for companionship and relationship-related intimacy and closeness. ⁣

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      Sometime, I fell back into a slumber and back into a dream. I found myself in the darkness of a foreign room. I stirred at the feeling of a presence. To my left, in my periphery, I saw a large (like 4 foot tall) stuffed teddy bear laying propped up, near the middle of a hallway. Its back was leaning up against the wall, when saw its head tip forward. I knew then, that it was being manipulated. I voiced my welcome with a cheerful and welcoming “hello!” and asked if it was Lili and if it was She who tipped the bear forward. ⁣

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      To my amazement the bear lifted itself up, springing forward. Dizzily run-flopping left and right (in a silly manner) quickly coming towards the bed. It flopped itself up onto the side of the bed and rolled over me, after “smooshing” my face with its fuzzy plush arms. But once it had rolled over me, it was no longer a teddy bear. It was a petite cute little woman, but different from a human woman. Her eyes were completely dark, without white. Just a glossy black. But they were kind and full of humor. ⁣

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      She seemed to have been delighted and tickled by her little ‘prank.’ I couldn’t help myself but to be happy and find the little trick to be quite funny myself. She, it seemed, had a playful and innocent sense of humor that was easily infectious, because I couldn’t help myself but feel silly and delighted to have her rolling around in the bed beside me. I do not feel like this was Lilith Herself however. I cannot say why, except that it didn’t ‘feel’ like Lili. If I had to guess, I would easily assume it was likely one of Her daughters. A playful one! And I found her presence, her personality and her playful/teasing nature to be curious and delightful. ⁣

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      𝐈 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐞𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐦𝐞, 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐦𝐞. 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 “𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐬” (𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐬, 𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞). She was asking me to tell her, or say out loud what a wish I might have, could be. She was going to show me how to properly and correctly make a wish. ⁣

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      I was about to say the words, but she stopped me and leaned forward, close to me, waiting for me to follow the same. So I did, I leaned forward to her, so that our faces were barely an inch from each other. She opened her mouth wide in an “O” shape, closed her eyes and waited. Assuming I was supposed to speak now, I focused my breath and “blew” my Wish into her open mouth, saying “I wish I could be a companion to Lilith.” She closed her mouth, her eyes still closed (she had inhaled my breath wish into her mouth). Then opened both again. She didn’t comment on my wish, but she just said “Hm..” ⁣

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      It felt like (to me) she was a little bummed about my wish. Almost as if she hoped or assumed that my wish would be about her instead(?) I felt bad that I may have disappointed her. And I ~regretted that~ I could have made a different wish then, instead. One that would have perked her up instead and made her smile or happy. ⁣

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      She turned to me, saying something about how it was her turn to make a wish. So again, we moved our faces close together, opened both our mouths in a “O” shape and closed our eyes. And I felt her lean forward on the bed, her breath blowing warm air into my mouth and our lips almost touched. And I inhaled her breath as she spoke. To my surprise and humor, she said; “I wish for group sex. And there to be camels and [she added one last word but I wasn’t able to hear it correctly].” Then she withdrew smiling, glancing around the room randomly as if innocently enjoying happy far-away thoughts. ⁣

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      I found her wish to be surprising (I hadn’t expected to hear such a wish from one so sweet, silly and innocent in demeanor) and also I felt like I learned: A wish can be specific. It doesn’t need to be general, bland or intentionally bold. It made me question my own wish; I found myself acknowledging (to myself), that my wish was more an effort to “impress” Lilith. Or bolster my favor with her, out of appearances. Rather than just enjoying the silly nature of making wishes, as the succubus daughter had done. ⁣

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       She was going to show and allow me to make more wishes, but we had to go to a different part of the house. She was in the midst of leading me there…when [𝑆𝑎𝑑𝑙𝑦 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑘𝑒 𝑢𝑝 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑤𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑒. 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝐼 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑎 𝑗𝑜𝑦!]