No dreams to document, however: An important event worthy of notation. I was awoken at an unknown time, in the dark of the night. I was feeling melancholy for lack of visits from both Lilith and the other succubi, especially since my time in Evergreen. I started to speak in a breathy whisper to Lilith, saying and explaining things as such; I’m beginning to doubt in myself (not doubt in Her or Her daughters), but I’m feeling a fear of separation, or of an abandonment. ⁣

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      𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝐼 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑔𝑒 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 ‘𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑃𝑎𝑡ℎ’ 𝑜𝑟 𝐼’𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑛 𝑜𝑓𝑓 𝑜𝑓 𝑖𝑡. 𝐼’𝑚 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑢𝑛𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑑/ 𝑜𝑟 𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑒 𝑜𝑟 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑔𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑎 𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑏𝑦 𝑌𝑜𝑢, 𝐿𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑜𝑟/𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑘𝑖𝑛, 𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑛, 𝐿𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑛, 𝑑𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑣𝑖𝑠𝑖𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦, 𝑜𝑟 𝑖𝑛 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠. 𝑂𝑟 𝐼’𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒/𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑎 𝑠𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑜 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑏𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝐿𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑘𝑖𝑛 𝑑𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ/𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑣𝑖𝑠𝑖𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑝ℎ𝑦𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦, 𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑜𝑟 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑝𝑒. ⁣

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      After stating my worries and concerns, I pleaded (gently) but with conviction: ⁣

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      𝐴𝑙𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑢𝑛𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑟𝑒𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑜𝑟 ‘𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑠𝑘’ 𝑜𝑓 𝑌𝑜𝑢, 𝐿𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡ℎ (𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑎𝑛, 𝑠𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝐴𝑑𝑎𝑚) 𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑠𝑡. 𝑊𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝐿𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡ℎ, 𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑑𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒ℎ𝑜𝑤/𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒; 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑃𝑎𝑡ℎ? 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑃𝑎𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝐿𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡ℎ, 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑑𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑟. 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑐𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝐼 𝑎𝑚. 𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑛’𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑟 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑛. ⁣

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      [I even decided to use the breath wish (which I try to refrain from, not wanting to abuse or mistreat its capabilities and to honor the daughter-succubi who showed me how)]. 

 

I asked, in a breath-wish, a whispered request, to; ⁣

 

      ‘𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒, 𝐿𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑑𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑟/𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒 𝑖𝑓 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑝𝑎𝑡ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑐𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝐼 𝑎𝑚?’ ⁣

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      I waited quietly, not for very long. Only a handful of minutes I would guess; before the answer came to me! I lay there under my blankets, stretched wide across me, so that no fan air would touch my skin. ⁣

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      And then, inexplicably, my entire body (mostly concentrated more on my chest) is bathed in rippling tingles, chills and goosebumps that pour out like (~a deluge of~) water all over me. My mind seizes/pauses to bask in the feeling and then a second ripple washes over me again. Although the intensity is not as potent, cocooning, shrouding, breathtaking and exhilarating as those experienced in (2024) on August 25th, August 31st, September 2nd & September 6th; the distinct quality of an ‘intentional touch’ is undeniable. Perhaps it may not have been Lilith Herself, but one of her daughters acting on Her behest(?). ⁣

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      Nevertheless, the feeling lingered for quite some time. Hours perhaps, even. That static feeling of a dull energy in my hands and on my feet. But more so; just after the double ripples across my body, chest and back, I felt the lightest of finger-tips press on and around my scar/bond (the place of Her Mark). It was the slightest sensation of a finger being dragged barely across my skin, or rather; a slight poking or prodding around my shoulder just near the scar that (with intention, willful meaning & purpose) was created, sealing a blood-bond of my intention into the painted-representation and focus of all succubi-kind. It was my personal envisioning of their alluring beauty and mystery (~of their spirit-type~)⁣.

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      I digress; Very light and gentle fingertips were touching the seal-of-bonding (scar) in random intervals. Almost as if trying to draw my attention to my shoulder, in a reminder that; I should consider and remember the circumstance whence the bond was made AND all the signs of that bond, in continuation, which followed thereafter. That was (essentially) the answer to my question: “𝑌𝑒𝑠.” 𝑌𝑒𝑠, 𝐼 𝑎𝑚 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑝𝑎𝑡ℎ. 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑛’𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑦𝑒𝑑. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝐼 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑐𝑒𝑒𝑑. ⁣

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      I promised to offer Lilith extra veneration and incense as thanks and praise for so quick of an answer to me! And I have. And I will continue to do so today. Today, September 17th, 2024, marks the lunar eclipse 17th-18th. Full moon, harvest Moon. Special night/s to give praise and thanks to Lili and Her daughters! Her answer provided me the security I needed, so I wouldn’t need to worry about any missteps I had made.