I wanted to add this earlier and meant to, but on the night of September 13th 2024, I held a large (salt circle) communion in Lilith’s honor. Meant solely for Her praise and appreciation. At the end of the night, I didn’t want to burden Lili with any requests or asks. But I also felt the desire to use tarot. So what I did was: ⁣

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      I shuffled three decks. Two Tarot and one Oracle and placed them face down on the Lilith’s living room altar. But instead of asking Lili, I asked the Grand Spirit, the All, the Source, the universe, or any spirit for whatever message that they may have for me. But I did not turn over any of the cards. Instead I went to bed, after my time with Lilith was concluded, leaving the cards awaiting for the next morning. ⁣

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      During the following day I revealed only the top card from each deck, one at a time, in referencing a Tarot guide for meaning every step of the way. I believe, however, that it was Lilith who answered the cards based on their shocking revelation. This was the result of the tarot/oracle communication. Lilith sending a message directly to me. Answering an ongoing worry… ⁣

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      The first card I turned up from the Kesulu Tarot deck was: “𝐊𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐂𝐮𝐩𝐬” (𝐢𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞). ⁣

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      𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐾𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝐶𝑢𝑝𝑠 𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 (𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑟𝑢𝑡ℎ𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠). 𝐻𝑒’𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠, 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡𝑜𝑥𝑖𝑐 𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑐𝑢𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑡𝑦. 𝐻𝑒 𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑑𝑖𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑢𝑒, 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑖𝑛 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒. 𝐻𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑢𝑛𝑏𝑖𝑎𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑗𝑢𝑑𝑔𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡. 𝐻𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑡𝑦. 𝐻𝑒’𝑠 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑤𝑖𝑚 𝑖𝑛 𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑠𝑢𝑏𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑐𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠. 𝐻𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑘𝑠 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑢𝑖𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑒𝑛𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡. 𝐻𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑦𝑠 ℎ𝑢𝑚𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑡𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑝𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟. ⁣

      𝐼𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑒; 𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑎𝑑𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑗𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑠, 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑖𝑧𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑢𝑡𝑒𝑟. ⁣

 

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      I believe, in this message: I (myself) am represented by the King of Cups. ⁣

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      The second card, from the Druidic Tarot deck was: “𝑸𝒖𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝑪𝒖𝒑𝒔” (𝒊𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆). (~in the imagery~); A full moon glows softly, floating above the cup held by the queen. ⁣

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      𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑄𝑢𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝐶𝑢𝑝𝑠 𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑏𝑒ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑦, 𝑟𝑒𝑓𝑙𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑢𝑝. 𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑢𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟-𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑠𝑢𝑏𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑐𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠. 𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑢𝑙𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑑𝑖𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑠. 𝐼𝑛 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑦, 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑚𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑒 𝑏𝑦 𝑎𝑒𝑠𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑠. 𝐻𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑡𝑡𝑜 𝑖𝑠; “𝑅𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑅𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡.” 𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑄𝑢𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑎 𝑙𝑎𝑟𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑐𝑢𝑝, 𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑣𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑛ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑜𝑓 𝑖𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑐𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠. 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑙𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑔𝑢𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑢𝑝 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑢𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑒. 𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑢𝑛𝑏𝑖𝑎𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑎𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑎𝑒𝑠𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑐 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑦. 𝑁𝑦𝑚𝑝ℎ𝑠 𝑔𝑢𝑎𝑟𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑒, 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑠𝑢𝑏𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑐𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑠𝑘𝑠 𝑢𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑢𝑝 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑤𝑒’𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒𝑑, 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑎 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑢𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑐 𝑡𝑜 𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑠. ⁣

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      𝐼𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑠𝑒, 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑑𝑑𝑠: 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑠 𝑢𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑛𝑢𝑟𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑐𝑎𝑝𝑎𝑏𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑. 𝑊ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒 𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠; 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛’𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑢𝑛𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡. ⁣

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     The Queen of Cups was undeniably Lilith Herself! There was no question about it. ⁣

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      Which by this point, I was extremely anxious, nervous, afraid to flip the final card. 𝑺𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑲𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇 𝑪𝒖𝒑𝒔 (𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒅) 𝒅𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑸𝒖𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝑪𝒖𝒑𝒔 (𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒅). 𝑬𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒂𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈; “𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒎𝒚 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒅. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒆, 𝑳𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒉.” So with a single oracle card left to turn over, my heart was pounding with ~anxiety~ for what message She had, which concerned Her and myself. I wasn’t prepared for the card when I turned it over, when I did and referenced the book’s description for the card; I immediately fell into choking and gasping sobs. Not of sadness. But of relief, guilt and emotions of unworthiness. ⁣

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      The final card I turned over was (27) “𝑷𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝑴𝒆𝒅𝒊𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏” 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑺𝒂𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝑮𝒆𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒓𝒚 𝑶𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒍𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒌. The card depicts a beautiful woman surrounded by auras of blue and red flames. Waves of pink and red heart-shaped energy flows out from her core/womb, and from the third eye area of her forehead. ⁣

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      “𝑃𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑀𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛” (𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑢𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛) 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑓𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑡𝑜 “𝐹𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠.” : 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑠 – ‘𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑚𝑎𝑛 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠, 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝐹𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑢𝑟𝑛 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑒 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑑, 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑒-𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓. 𝐷𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑢𝑖𝑙𝑡, 𝑔𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛. 𝐵𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑢𝑛𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑚𝑒. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝐹𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑏𝑢𝑟𝑛 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑒𝑔𝑜 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑠 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓-𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑚/𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑡. 𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑝𝑝𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑤𝑡ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛.’ ⁣

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      I cannot express in words how desperately I desired Her forgiveness for my ignorant mistake with Her/Na’amah. I craved it. And it was consuming my every thought/worry for Her/us. And just like that, in three cards, with one simple message; She gave me the greatest gift I did not expect. She acknowledged us in the King/Queen of Cups. And provided forgiveness in the oracle card. She, Lilith, is grace, beauty and loving majesty beyond compare. I love Her.