Pre-dream (non-dream) experience began with the evening whereby I rearranged Lilith’s altar and position of Her painting. I also lit Her candle to communicate (admittedly has been far too long). Same as reciting Her “Sacred Union” poem at Her altar (far too long between times). Once done, I invited Her and Her children to join me that night, should they wish/ desire. I offered my breaths and energy as I settled into bed. ⁣

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      I truly expected nothing (especially since I had felt lately that I’ve become disconnected from them, despite working gradually on my grimoire/ ceremony preparations). I was surprised when quite suddenly (after sensing the vibrational ‘thrums’ and welcoming potential visitors… despite my ‘doubt’ about the vibrations lately); I was seized with a strong rippling cascade of energy on my back, chest and arms that traveled down to my legs. As well as a strong sense that a spirit was directly above me/ face to face with me, the spirit’s body pressing lightly as air moving against my own. ⁣

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      I felt the subtle ‘pressures’ of energy (but not like the tingling static/ ripples). More of a tangible ‘thickness’ in the air around me in certain areas that glided gently about me. The tingling alone was enough to remind me what I’ve been working so hard for! Working towards the ceremony/ ritual. Towards asking Lilith for a companion-partner, one of Her daughters. But the ‘thick/pressure’ hanging in the air above me & over me was even further encouragement. ⁣

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      Better yet than those two; I felt the spirit shifting the position of my personal spirits’ (my own energy) legs slightly askew from their physical position. Like she was maybe practicing moving my spirit body. Which would be wonderful to have her help, when the time comes to communicate with her more intimately! ⁣

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      Already, for months, I’ve been feeling the static pulsating energy from my feet. Now (hopefully) perhaps the spirit is moving towards further practice to encourage my spirit to relinquish its grasp on the physical; so I can explore the astral beside her!