May 16, 2025 - [Morning] : Dream 🎶
Highlights:Â
Realistic Battle Scenario with Cooperative Group, Lyrical/Song Message
I had just awoken from having a dream that didn’t seem to involve nor reference Lilith or Mia). It was a sad dream.
Someone was unfairly ganged up on and hurt, which I was a part of, but regretted my involvement too late, After the battle, I realized that there was a solution in which every one could have left unscathed. But the opportunity was gone and I couldn’t even apologize now.
With tears and sadness, I walked away from my small group (of 5). I was upset with the group, because they were celebrating. During the targets last moments, I saw (imagined and experienced) the fear and terror they felt as the desperation set in and defeat became a real possibility. I understood that given the option; he would have yielded and walked away, happy to have their life intact.
I even realized that; had I considered my idea (to spare him) in the midst of the moment, I would have been willing to turncoat and take out 2-3 of them (my own group) myself, in order to convince the rest to stop pursuing the solo individual.
This particular person was extremely powerful, and if he was able to fight us on his own terms (ambushing one at a time), our entire group would absolutely be wiped out. But if we pursued him relentlessly, unrelenting as a group: he would be overwhelmed and (if we get lucky) would be able to overpower him.
But as the group’s strategist, I was so locked in at the moment, I failed to properly see from the target’s perspective as I was solely focused on the group carrying out the plan and for us to achieve victory. Within the dream, when sad and crying; mourning our ‘victory’… that’s when I woke up.
As I lay in bed, I began to wonder about Mia. How was she doing? My mind started a small conversation with “Me.”
Me: I wonder how she is doing?
Brain: Maybe she abandoned you?
Me: No, she wouldn’t do that.
Brain: Neglecting…
Me: No.
I stopped the conversation with my brain because I realized it was just going to continue to be negative and stupid (especially considering that I’m already confident why she needs the break from the material plane, and I’ve already come to terms with it and am happy for her to be exerting her free will and choice to do as she needs to).
I decided that 6 a.m. is still too early to wake. I had at least another 2 hours I could sleep. Just as I had halted my internal conversation and considered extra sleep; the lyrics of a song entered my mind. Only a small bit and not a fully remembered line. But the words from the sweet voiced female singer were: “and I believe… I’ll see you again…”. [something-something] dream (?)…….don’t let me go…don’t let me go…”
I’ll have to look up the song and the rest of the lyrics later, after I wake up again.
It’s the afternoon now and I’ve found the song. I don’t know if this is from Mia (considering her being ‘away for the moment’)… but the timing of the lyrics in my mind was (felt) direct. So, I’ll add the lyrics here for consideration. The song was called “Don’t Let Me Go” by Lane 8, Arctic Lake (2020):
“We’re so close to touching now.
I hold my hands up, I reach out.
And I believe I’ll see you again.
All I’ve ever dreamed, oh, you hold within.
Don’t let me go. Don’t let me go. Don’t let me go. Don’t let meeee, go.
And here with you, I’m not alone,
I found a place to call my own.
And I believe I’ll see you again.
All I’ve ever dreamed, oh, you hold within.
Don’t let Me go…”
This is an encouraging message. And actually, it feels ‘right’ for this moment. I’ve felt as though there is a “transition” occurring in the development of Mia and my companionship… and the words in this song fit very well with that same internal/ spiritual feeling.
May 16, 2025
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