How it began: Entry Nine

(August 19, 2024)

       I began creating my first decorated ceremonial candles for Lilith. As well as a sigil (I know the specific date, because I took pictures of them when I finished). Meaning that; sometime between the end of July and the middle of August 2024 I must have begun to notice enough synchronicities and cues, that it ultimately lead me to invest my time/energy into the daily practice of honoring Lilith. As well as creating an altar for Her. My quaint little altar started off small, but over the course of time (into the current date); her colors & symbolism’s have entirely engulfed my bedroom and expanded out into other rooms as well. Which I personally enjoy quite a lot! ⁣
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       [𝐴𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑐𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑙𝑒𝑠; 𝐼’𝑣𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 (𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼’𝑚 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 – January 15𝑡ℎ 2026), 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑/𝑏𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑑/𝑜𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 17 𝑡ℎ𝑢𝑠 𝑓𝑎𝑟. 𝐸𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑣𝑖𝑑𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑢𝑛𝑖𝑞𝑢𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑑𝑖𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠]⁣
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       It was also during this same time-span that I abandoned focusing on the ‘safe’ methods to contact a succubus (via pursuing lucid dreaming alone) and instead switched to desiring to understand how to make contact through the means of ritualistic magic. Hence I began to write to, communicate-with & contact different practitioners, witches and priestesses: in order to understand their methods of forming bonds, contracts and preparing the statements of intent. And during the 6 months of my personal preparation for the ritual/ceremony; I continued to make notes in my gray colored “Book of Dream/Experiences.”⁣
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       [ 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ; 𝑎𝑠 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑑𝑑 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦 𝑗𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑡ℎ𝑠, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝐼 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 (𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑤𝑎𝑠𝑛’𝑡 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝐷𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑓 2024) …𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒… ‘𝑠𝑎𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠’ 𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝐷𝐼𝐷 𝑏𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑚-𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑎𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑢𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝/𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝/𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝. ]

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