After several days of speculation, because I could not get the voice & words out of my mind (nor did I want to); I believe I narrowed down a location for where the whispered “there” possibly could be. A key suggestion for lucid dreaming was keeping notes about dreams. Mine were loose scrap-papers and post-it notes at that time. Not an efficient method, but fortunately I had (at the very least) made some efforts.


       And the dream I had had a day prior to the whisper led me to search for the name of a particular mountain, mentioned therein by 3 voices whom were having a conversation amongst themselves. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚: 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑒𝑠 𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑓𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛, 𝑤𝑎𝑠….𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡? The dream didn’t specify.⁣

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       The dream also contained the image of a sigil that resembles the stylistic appearance of those found in the Lemegeton Clavicula Salomonis (Lesser Key of Solomon). I drew it as I remembered seeing it, and thought it odd that the sigil resembled a round-topped oak tree. However, that particular sigil was not specifically within the Lemegeton (I know because I slowly paged through every single one looking for it). ⁣

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       So, utilizing that little (albeit; random) bit of knowledge/hint I had; I researched. 𝐷𝑖𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡? 𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑖𝑡? 𝐴𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑒? 𝐷𝑜 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠? 𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝐼 𝑔𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜? I decided, at the very least, it wouldn’t hurt to try and figure out where the whispered “there” might be. I could always decide later what I wanted to do with that info.⁣

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       In a strange and unexpected twist, I learned that there are actually 3 ‘locations’ matching the name mentioned in the dream. The first was some historical landmark in Washington. Another was a private university in Virginia (I believe) and lastly was what the internet referred to as a ‘mountain’, but to me it simply seemed more like a large hill. 


       However, what shocked me to discover was; that this mountain wasn’t states away. It was in my state! And stranger still, it wasn’t far at all my own city?! It was easily within a half hours driving distance. Using the cartography tools I had access to, and drawing a line from its center-point straight east for 14 miles; the location lead to the middle of a farming field. Someone’s property. ⁣

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       It seemed as though… if I wanted to meet this whispered voice, I was going to have to physically & intentionally make an uncomfortable decision. Breaking established ‘rules’ and being willing to defy common convention. In a sense… I would need to be willing to rebel against perceived authority and against myself (at least, against the ‘obediently trained’ constructed version of myself).


       I would need to step outside of my carefully built ‘comfort zone’ that years & years of compliance had built; and instead, be rebellious. Initiate the process of breaking the first link in the chains that have enslaved me to obedience. ⁣

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       * [In post-speculation; Was this, I wonder, the first step taken toward proving my willingness to Wake up (Awaken)? Essentially; proving (to Lilith) that I have the ‘potential’ to meet Her challenge? I don’t like to make assumptions on Her behalf. But I do ponder often about those first interactions that eventually led me to Her… 


       The necessity to defy my own constrained conditioning and willingness to break out of the molded-shell I had been encased in, all my life… It just ‘fits’ (I believe) appropriately with what Lilith would ask of us. To rise above those that would be masters over us. And to empower ourselves. Even if that very ‘master’ is; us ourselves. Or rather; our false-selves.] *