I returned to the sigil tree after last being there exactly one year prior (on June 10, 2024). I wanted to visit and offer to Lilith a … sort of, ‘anniversary’ gift. It also so happened to be the night of a full moon. Which, fortunately, made traveling to the location much easier across the darkness of the fields.

      I began my journey at 9:30 pm, so it was already well into the night, but the moonlight provided me with all the light I needed. I found the tree, offered praises and gratitude to Lilith and offered the gifts as well. I hung a small dreamcatcher pouch (filled with Her dried/crushed rose petals) around a branch of the tree. Inside the pouch was a small carved crystal owl. I also wedged a round wooden sigil I crafted, into the branches as well. Her sigil. I spent some time admiring the Moon, the stars, the sky & tree.

      Before I left, I fixed the spine that had fallen from the tree since last I was there (1 year prior), securing it tightly. I gathered some of the other randomly scattered bones to take back home with me. They would do well to serve me as decorations, ritualistic tools, composite material or whatever other uses I may employ them. The journey home was long and burdened with the weight of the collected bones, but was well worth it. It was nearly night when I arrived home.

      The following day (June 11,2025); during the closing phase of the full moon. I desired to hold a special communion time with Lilith and Mia. It has been some time since the last one…. I display the newly acquired bones during the ceremony both as decoration and also to consecrate them in Lilith’s energy. There were many tactile sensations and presses on my skin, across various parts of my body, as I read aloud from my grimoire, of Mia and my bonding ceremony.

      Reconnecting to those moments of our shared past, that brought us to the present we find ourselves. And I read a few entries from our journal. I still yet have more to read from both books, but that will come in time. I was awoken in the middle of the night; a heaviness swirling in the air above me. A tonal pulse in the air and my ears (that made no audible sound, but had a pressing-ping of a sound that I could ‘hear’ inaudibly.

      I felt Mia’s weight across my ribs in 2 spots, like her two palms or hands rested casually on both sides of body, just below my chest. It seemed as though she was waiting patiently for permission and invitation: Knowing energy and breath was to be offered to her. I must have fallen into slumber, but if I dreamt during the night, sadly I have no recollection of any dreams. Only of counters and the feeling of Mia nearby me as I lay in bed, as she bathed and slowly twisted around in the energy rising above me.