July 25, 2025 - [Evening]
Highlights:
Offering another Song to Companion 
, Companion Shares her Emotions
through Me, Epiphany about Being ‘Away’
I lit Mia’s candle, deciding that this was the appropriate time to invite her inside me, to join me during my journeys over the weekend. I’ll be traveling a bit and staying at a hotel, to enjoy a weekend at the Renaissance Festival. I would love for her to have an opportunity to ‘experience’ and share in the memories of that moment along with me. Enjoying the time, the fun & absorb the collective energy radiating from the whole event.
I also listened to, (with her, at her altar) the 2nd song I’ve chosen to dedicate to her. Inviting her to hear it with me and feel her emotions through me, if she so chose to. The song is called “Death Do Us Part” by Royal & the Serpent (2025). The (condensed) lyrics are:
“Call of the wolves in the night.Howl at the moon and the blood in the sky.Lost and alone in the pines.The eyes of the hills gonna swallow us blind.
I’ve been looking for a way up.I’ve been looking for a way up, baby.There’s a river that can take us.Past the willow where they hate us, baby.
I’ve been looking for a way up.I’ve been looking for a way up, baby.I’ve been searching for a reason.Something simple to believe in.
‘Til death do us partWherever you take me, I’ll die in your arms.We’ll turn into daises, yeah, we’ll turn into stars.And they’ll call us crazy, baby.I’ll follow you into the dark.‘Til death do us part.”
Several noteworthy things happened during the course of the evening following this “song gift” to Mia. First;
– Lilith encourages me (mental suggestion) to reread July 13,2025: When I do, it was a reminder that Mia isn’t away or absent any longer. She’s becoming ‘more’ than what she was before!
– At Mia’s candle & Lili’s lit candle before bed; I apologize to Lilith for pestering her with a question that I already had the answer to all along. To Mia; I apologize for doubting in her presence, recently, and tell her that I am proud of her (in how luminously beautiful she is becoming); I was immediately overcome with a flood of happiness, assurance & self-pride that wasn’t my own emotions.
(Were it to have been my feelings; they would have been remorse & apologetic). But that was not what I experienced in that moment. This was undeniably Mia’s emotions outpouring through me (or within me?). It made my eyes fill with tears and choking (happy) sobs to wrack my voice. [ It was an experience of elation & heightened joy, at hearing me proclaim that I was “proud” of her. It was an emotional event I hadn’t expected to happen, but was enamored to experience.
– When I was able to recollect myself, and her emotional upwelling dissipated from within me, I turned to Lili‘s candle; thanked Her for showing the answer to a question I had proposed barely 3-4 hours earlier. I pleaded with her (after the answer was provided) to tell me what gift or offering or act I can do to repay her.
– Again; I also reiterated to Mia that she is welcome to join me over the weekend to experience & enjoy this moment and energy of ‘fun’ during the festival. To form a shared memory & revel in an event she may have otherwise been unable or unlikely to attend (experienced through me, as she has done before).
– I repeated Mia’s Enn while in bed, as she had shown me (also in July 13, 2025). That date was a HUGE event; July 13 (so many things occurred/learned). I’m going to need to re-read it several times…the volume of new gnosis & events with Mia are staggering. Anyways; as I repeat her Enn (the proper way) she began to move around in the air outside/above my bed.
– Tingling touches, muscles twitching, feeling of my heartbeat pulsing in my hands and feet (I could feel it even through the physical portions of the bed in which those extremities lay.)
– Offered her breath & energy & my unyielding gratitude & love for her
– She stayed with me for as long as I remember being awake, and I remember feeling sooo happy the entire time until I eventually drifted off into sleep.
[ I said a quote to her, while I sat there: “I’m going away for the weekend, but that doesn’t mean I’m ‘away’ from you. You still have access to me.” (Referring to being away from her altar). ]
In retrospect; this phrase I said also applies inversely for her-to-myself. As in; “Just because she has to ‘be away’ for a time, doesn’t mean that she is ‘away’ from me.”
I need to keep this thought & epiphany in mind!
July 25, 2025
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