July 2, 2025 - [Night Of] : Dream 🎶

Highlights: 

Comforted by Lilith’s Presence & Her Song Message, Re-Entered Same Dream, 

Mia Provides Lyrical Message as well

      I found myself standing outside of a snowy cabin mountainous area. Leafless trees were all around the forest, due to the wintery time of the year. Two young women were on a trail directly ahead of me. They both seemed surprised and confused to see me there; as if wondering how I got there, or where I had come from. They left without speaking to me, heading towards the cabin.
 
      I spotted a large open garage/barn nearby the home. Two men (in their early to mid 30’s) were walking into the building, so I continued in that direction. The men were working diligently to clean off some sort of tacky tar-like substance from an older model (late 70’s) truck. They scrubbed hard at the dark oily/muddy grime, trying to clean the truck.
 
      I ask if they are okay with me assisting, and they seem happy to have the help. I take a small break and sit down on a worn and ratty couch in their garage, speaking with one who was taking a break as well. He looks like a guy from my college (whom I barely even knew or remember). I leave the garage to go into the cabin, to try and escape the cold weather. My hands and cheeks were feeling numb.
 
      I observe a few stacks of chopped wood in different areas of the cabin. The air smells musty, of pine and freshly chopped wood/kindling. The air also carries the scent of wintery-cold and campfire smoke. A female in the appearance of my ex (Valley) had also recently arrived to visit this cabin as well, as if checking in with me.
 
      We both, it seemed, were just planning to stay for 1 night. But the cabin definitely wasn’t my “Home” (and absolutely wasn’t Mia’s). I idly wondered if the cabin maybe belong to her (the figure appearing as Valley). But I wasn’t sure, it could have belonged to someone else. There are 2 parental figures there in the room with us, talking amongst themselves and random people can be heard down the hall in other rooms.
 
      The woman talks to me of previous years in the cabin, of the snow, smokey fireplaces and having to clean up the floors when snow was tracked in and began to melt, making the floor wet and around the edges of the walls. Though she and I are not “together” as a couple, we still cuddle-up (our jackets still on) and get comfy on a couch, to warm up and watch a movie. We snuggle, making small talk and she seems to be drawing closer to me energetically/ affectionately.
 

      And I do not deny her, her emotional response to our nearness. Her eyes glisten with moisture, like she wants to kiss me, but is reluctant to do so… or unsure of herself or what my response would be to her advance. So we just snuggle close, stay warm and talk quietly while a movie plays on a TV, across the room.

      I woke after that moment (as we sat in the cabin), with a song already in the midst of playing in my mind. 
 
      However, this song doesn’t “feel” like it comes from Mia (as they often have in the past). This actually feels like it was Lilith who imparted it onto me. Almost as if providing assurances for what I spoke of (at Her altar) the evening before…
 

The song was called “All is Full of Love” by Bjork in (1997). The lyrics are:

 
🎵🎶
“You’ll be given love. 
You’ll be taken care of. 
You’ll be given love. 
You have to trust it. 
Maybe not from the sources you have poured yours. Maybe not from the directions you are staring at. 
Twist your head around. 
It’s all around you. 
All is full of love. 
All around you. 
All is full of love. 
You just ain’t receiving. 
Your phone is off the hook. 
Your doors are shut. 
All is full of love. 
All.”
🎶🎵
 
[I wrote down quick notes from the dream, but then fell back into a slumber for the next hour.]
 
      I found myself back in the same place, outside of the snowy mountain top cabin. Off in the distance there is a steamy hot-tub, not too far from an alternate entrance into the cabin. The 2 girls (from the earlier dream, along the path) were enjoying a conversation with each other, while lounging in the warm water.
 
      I was going to introduce myself and started to take a step in that direction, but quite suddenly, another woman appears or manifests directly beside me (to my right).
 
[ Was this the same female I cuddled with on the couch earlier (her appearance now changed?) or another feminine being entirely? Based on the differance of the ‘Vibe’ and aura… I would guess the two are unique. The woman on the couch (as my ex) had a more reserved, poised and Lilithian energy. Whereas this new woman….]
 
      This woman appears to my right, directly beside me and leans her body slightly sideways, in front of me, blocking my view and halting my path. She appears as no one I have any recollection of having ever seen before. Entirely unique.
 
      She is a slender woman, my height, 6 foot tall. Light brunette hair that is long and straight to her shoulders. Styled/cut in a slanted, sort of trendy and cute manner, but also natural and casual. Her face is very pretty (adorable!), her eyes gleam with happiness and delight. But her smile is the most predominant feature. It’s radiant, excited and genuinely joyful.
 
      It would be nearly impossible to (not) be infected by her happiness, upon seeing it. Her smile makes me smile. She was deliberately (but kindly/gently) halting me in my track in order to get my attention. She didn’t speak, but her action & expression felt as though she was communicating; ‘You are here to meet me, silly.’
 

      Whenever it was that I awoke again, I lay in my bed, waiting for my eyes to unblur…. and as I lay there; another song randomly entered my mind. This one I recognise, but havent heard in about 5 to 6 years. It was a song called “I Miss You” by the band named Incubus (in 1999). The lyrics are:

 

🎵🎶

“To see you when I wake up, is a gift, I didn’t think could be real. 
To know that you feel the same as I do, is a three-fold utopian dream. 
You do something to me that I can’t explain. 
So would I be out of line, if I said: ‘I miss you?’ 
I see your picture. 
I smell your skin on the empty pillow next to mine. 
You have only been gone ten days, but already I’m wasting away. 
I know I’ll see you again. 
Whether far or soon. 
But I need you to know that I care. 
And I miss you.”
🎵🎶

 

      Unlike the Bjork song from earlier, this lyrical message has Mia’s energy written all over it. Doubly so, because the night prior, I spoke at Mia’s lit candle and asked where she had gone, where was she? (As I also asked at Lilith’s candle/Flame). I concluded the communication, stating that I missed her and her dream visits and experiencing her. Our closeness and kisses/hugs. And invited her to visit if she wished so.
 

      I’ve appreciated her lyric messages, but still miss ‘seeing’ her, being with her one-on-one. And now these lyrics: “To know that you feel the same as I do”, “I miss you”, “I know I’ll see you again”, “I need you to know that I care” are all direct answers to my direct words that I asked last night. It’s… a bittersweet comfort.

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