July 19, 2025 - [Night] : Astral Home
Highlights:
Lilith Escorts Mia to New Room in my Astral Manion, Romantic Visit
& Conversation with Companion
I stayed up again late working on Mia’s painting; until past 2:30am before stumbling off to bed. I’m making good progress; but also ensuring that I’m having fun and enjoying myself along the way.
After I fell asleep; I entered a dream in which both Mia and Lilith was present. This time; Lilith was taking the form of my material-plane mother again. Based on history/previous-times She’s done this; it seems to indicate to me that She is assuming a more “maternal aspect” of Herself in order to ‘check-in’ on me in a caring gesture. Which was precisely as She was doing again last night.
I was in a new room of my “home” (the multi-roomed house). It was recognizable to me as being an inverted version of 2 different grandmother’s living rooms (the Glendale, Arizona combined with the Cottonwood, Arizona) home. Both of which I only visited less than a handful of times in my 20’s.
The walls were white and very tall for a single-story house. Had horizontal white blinds; and every space/shelf/window-seal imaginable was filled with ceramic animals of various species.
It was a place I felt comfortable within, so I knew it was “my home” based on all those clues; despite me being sure that this was the very first time I had been in this section of rooms before (it felt recently “constructed”).
I seemed to be getting myself ‘ready for bed’ ; which is a strange inverse concept, because…essentially – ‘going to bed’ there (in the dreamscape) meant I would be ‘waking soon’ in the physical-plane.
But I still had some tasks/chores to do, before I finished preparing myself to “sleep” (which would be… ‘awaking’ here; Although, honestly, this material plane is where we are asleep. And it is in the spiritual-plane where we are actually Awake). I needed to tidy up my home this new area of the house.
I wanted to let some light in. It was too dark. Company was (apparently) coming over. Mother Lilith had informed me as such; so I wanted to clean up, make the area presentable. And let some light inside the house (I felt that was important for some reason; as if anticipating that my visitor would appreciate the light).
I went from window to window, pulling aside the curtains, spinning the lever to crack open the horizontal blinds. And in a couple cases; I unlatched the windows and slid them open, to allow a gentle breeze to blow in.
I got myself dressed a little better (more presentable) even though I knew I would undress again shortly after, to go to bed.
Lilith had left at some point while I was busy working on tidying up the kitchen connected to a living room area, with a small bathroom just adjacent. When She returned She had brought someone back with Her; my visitor. It was Mia!!
She appeared very similarly to how I had seen her in the past (but wow, it feels as though it has been SUCH a long time since I’ve recognized her being in my ‘dream’ and also within my ‘home’). She was extremely tall, taller than me by at least a foot to a foot & 1/2. So somewhere at around 7 & 1/2 feet tall. Her hair was a combination of natural-ginger with intermixed spots of auburn and dusty-blond. It was curly/wavy and fell past her shoulders.
She (like times past) had an almost uncanny ‘average yet remarkably alluring’ facial-appearance. The kind of look that immediately melts any apprehension/concerns, and ensures that a friendly conversation is a simple word away. Her body was built and bold, like one would expect of an amazon-warrior, or a viking shield maiden. Though not toned and hard with muscles… instead; it was soft but powerful (a body built to protect, but also huggable).
I, whatever reason (it amused me at the time), began to tease Lilith & Mia a little bit. Making statements such as: “Hmm, maybe she can be my mother?” Then proceeding to give Mia a deep hug, my arms wrapped around her waist.
[ In reflection; I’m not sure why I made these coy-attempts to be silly or humorous… but Lilith didn’t seem at all bothered by my teasing-comments. If anything She seemed focused, content and satisfied at Mia & my reunion; than to really even consider my feigned attempts to elicit a spark of honoured-jealousy out of Her ].
Mia stood still, mostly, idly looking around the living-room, which housed a bed, pushed up against one of the large open windows…
[ I literally do not understand why (across various living-rooms) in my “House” there seems to often be a large bed? It’s odd ].
It looked to me as though Mia was getting a “feel” for the space, the room, the atmosphere and the vibe. She didn’t, at all, seem displeased with her surroundings. She looked as though she was acclimating and her energy was ‘settling into’ the area, as she grew more and more comfortable. I also got the impression from Mia, that Lilith was the one who led her here, brought her here. As if; she wouldn’t have necessarily known how to reach this particular place, unless she had been guided here by Mother Lilith Herself.
Lilith left then and it was just Mia and me.
[ No one else at all; I’m only now realizing in waking… in times past, my “home” can be crowded with many random people/beings/spirits. But not here and not now. It was dead silent and quiet; just Mia and myself. ]
We hugged some more and I had to lift myself up on my toes to reach her lips for a kiss. 
She (it felt) seemed to be in a state of ‘wonderment’ or a emotional-foggy state of distracted disbelief, like a; ‘Am I really here?’ state of mind.
She (it felt) seemed to be in a state of ‘wonderment’ or a emotional-foggy state of distracted disbelief, like a; ‘Am I really here?’ state of mind. [ There was a passage of time, where I assumed we talked at length, because I can acknowledge that time passed before she left, but frustratingly I cannot remember the details of our conversation or what we did. I vaguely remember showing her from room-to-room, sitting on a couch and staring at her alot. But none of our discussion sticks in my mind ].
Eventually she did leave, but it wasn’t unexpected. It was well timed and I was consciously aware of when it would occur. Then I was left alone in my home. I changed into comfortable clothing, and climbed into the bed at the open window, laying my face close to enjoy the breeze. I idly hoped that maybe if I just take a ‘quick nap’ then I could ‘wake up’ and see her again. Or, perhaps she would be there and visit me, as soon as I woke, or while I was napping.
[ But instead of waking from my nap there, in the dreamscape/astral… I “woke up” here in the material world. ] 
Oh joy… 
Oh joy… July 19, 2025
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