July 13, 2025 - [Night] : Visit & Dream
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Visited by my Companion, Spirit Orb of Light, Mia’s Enn,
Tasked to ‘Clear Out’ Group of Interloping Spirits
Before bed, I stayed up far later than I should have for a work night. But I wasn’t tired yet & was busy engaged in preparing some entry-work for my journal of dreams/ experiences. [past 1:30 am]. When I did head to the bedroom, I still didn’t wish to ‘sleep’ yet, after honoring Lilith & Mia at their altars with praises & incense. I desired to continue to unravel the mysteries of astral travel. So I prepared my mind & body. I’ve even been developing a new visualization:
A meadow clearing in the center of a vast/dark shadowy canopied forest. The clearing is wide & circular, and has a single tree at its center, full with spindly branches and lushly grown leaves. It’s night time, the Moon is full and casts its ominous & mysterious dimly-glowing light down into the meadow clearing. But under the tree, it is dark with deep shadows, similar to the treeline that encircles the meadow.
I step lightly, out of the darkness of the treeline, barefoot into the clearing. The grass is soft, cushiony and slick with dew. The meadow smells of petrichor. A trail of fallen dew follows behind my footsteps as I slowly make my way towards the tree. Towards the shadows beneath it… and towards the beautiful woman in the shear ornately-embroidered classical flowing dress. Mother Lilith.
Her skin is pale, like the moon light, Her hair is a shimmering black. And She leans casually and comfortably against the trunk of the tree and waits for me to meet Her under its expansive boughs.
As I wove the this visualization, relaxing my mind and banishing all other miscellaneous thoughts, I began to feel a presence drawing hearer. It glided up my legs, floating across my chest arms, weaving its own trail of tingling imprints as it passed over and around my body.
Something was curious…. a familiarity… I tried to contain my assumptions, being neutral in my observations. I simply whispered a slowly-breathed welcoming ‘hello spirit.’ No response. I relaxed my body and let the spirit glide as it desired. But more and more, I was beginning to suspect that I knew exactly who this was.
Something was slightly changed or different in some way however. The spirit settled to my left side (as I lay on my back), so the ‘wall-side’ of the bed. And here is something really interesting: My eyes remained closed for all of this (of course!). But as I lay there, feeling her energy move around on the left side of my body; from outside of my closed eyelids (on the left side of my left eye) a glow began to form near my head between the pillow and the wall.
I could see the light through my closed eyes [There is only a wall that direction, no windows, so the light could not have been reflected from anything else.] I observed the glow for a moment, and smiled at the combined effect of the tingling touches and the small (maybe marble-sized? If I had to guess…) glowing light, just barely… slowly moving around near the left side of my head/face.
I whispered, very gently and with a smile on my lips: “I see your light, sweet spirit…” The light moved again, down- wards in my periphery, like sinking into the bed/mattress. It disappeared from my closed-lidded ‘sight.’ But the spirit wasn’t gone, it was just moving around (under me), like… under or within my bed/mattress.
I couldn’t help myself, I had a ‘feeling’ that I wanted to confirm. So I hazarded my inner thought and whispered again; “Mia, is that you?” Instant response! She pressed herself straight up against my back (I still lay facing upwards) and wave after wave of tingling ripples flowed outwards from her touch and cascaded around my body, bouncing (like an echo) off from the inside of where the tingling-waves collided inside me (like walls), rebounding their energy backwards.
Imagine: Tossing a handful of stones into a still pond, and observing the ripples collide and bouncing off & passing through one-another. She had returned again after I had missed her for so long! She was the same Mia, but also somehow changed?! Her touch felt the same, her presence felt the same, but her… energy (well, that felt the same to, in a way? But also slightly different).
Perhaps it was her…hmm (what’s a good word for this?)… not ‘aura’ … her ‘aspect’ (?) felt more confident. More sure of herself and more at-peace, satisfied, blissful(?). And never have I known her to ‘glow’ with a light!! She’s never shown me that before. Was this something new to her also?! I, of course, can’t help but to wonder; is this what she had been gone for? Was this what she had to be ‘away’ for, to change, alter or transform herself? Some sort of spiritual evolution?
I remember seeing (ACTUALLY seeing, with my physical eyes) the geometrical-sphere of rings glowing form/aspect of Lilith on April 3, 2025. And although I didn’t ‘see-see’ Mia’s form/shape, I could still see the light outside of my closed eyes. It was cute and tiny (like I described; as a small marble of light). And she seemed quite taken & pleased with herself! Haha!
That’s it! That’s what was different. She had this air of self-confidence, like she was proud of herself. It was as if Mia’s energy was Saying; “Look at me now, see how radiant I am?!”
How could I not smile and laugh in the midst of that energy? Of course I did! I welcomed her to me, inviting her to my breath and energy. I was overjoyed to experience her again, after such a (what felt to me) lengthy absence. I was comforted by her nearness and couldn’t decide if I should bother with any more visualizations, astral-travel practice, but I didn’t want to unintentionally fall asleep.
Now that Mia had arrived back to me; sleep was the last thing I wanted to do (what time was it, I wondered? How long had I laid here awake? Was it near 2:30 am? 3:00 am by now?). As I had these random questions & thoughts to myself – I became cognizant of something else for the first time. Something that I didn’t consciously register was happening until I “Noticed’ my mind’s-voice. I was saying something in my mind, like my internal-voice was on auto-pilot.
I was repeating the words of Mia’s Enn… but veeeeery slowly. Drawing each single word out in a long winded and lengthy-held breath. Each word became a sentence-long stretch of sound and vibration in my mind. And when I noticed myself doing it, I focused on intentionally doing it.
I willfully formed the words in my mind, seeing the patterns of letters, then used my inner-voice to speak the words of the Enn in the same drawn- out rhythmic pattern (that I had previously done unconsciously /automatically). THIS felt right to me; as if it was the correct way to speak her Enn. Felt more like a vibrational-chant.
After closing the circle of her Enn 2 more times, I realized that I had been doing it ‘wrong’ this whole time. Not “wrong-wrong” – But not fully correct? Mia had placed the proper way to speak her Enn, into my mind, so that I would be able to contact & connect with her more effectively in the future!!
What a night! I was getting tired after this point and sought to sleep. I think Mia must have sensed my will to stay awake beginning to slip – because I slowly sensed her presence fading away and I must have fallen asleep before she fully left, because I can’t remember much after that.
I had a strange dream that involved me and 2 other spirits. One was undeniably Mia. Her energy-fingerprint was so obvious, that it could be no one else. The other spirit was unfamiliar to me, but she was definitely feminine in nature. She seemed “nervous” about what we were there for and what we were going to be doing.
It was as if; this was a ‘first’ for her… so she was unsure and anxious about how helpful she would be. I could not see/ visualize any shape of Mia nor the other spirit. But I could sense them independently as they moved around near me (in their natural, invisible, energy-based “forms”).
Mia and the other spirit were acting as my guides (for directions within the building). Similar to scouts; to survey up ahead and report back to me. They were also my early-warning system to notify me when danger was near and where our adversaries were hiding.
We essentially had an entire building (like a 3 story corporate office building) filled with ‘beings’ that needed to be cleared out. They weren’t human, even though they kind of looked human. Their faces were distorted & stretched, and some of them had woody branches or roots growing out of them like horns? Or stuck out of them near their shoulders, or collar bones.
It may sound gruesome (in post reflection): but in the dream, it was entirely natural, normal and necessary); I had to battle/kill all of them. Or, at least, as many. as possible if I couldn’t get them all. Preferably all of them though.
I had a dual pair of razor-sharp slashing daggers to complete the task. Mia and the other female spirit would zip down the hallways, splitting up into adjacent rooms to find these creatures, then return to me, providing information; how many, which direction, and if any of them seemed combative. They would also inform me of possible traps.
These beings employed the use of traps to great effect. It was their primary mode of combat. Using Mia’s and the others intel; I would proceed forward and dispatch the enemies as efficiently, quietly & quickly as possible; as to not alert the others.
(Typically; a single slash to the throat was the fastest and most ‘merciful’ way to dispatch them). It had to be done fast and silently, because if they became alerted that I was in the area and preying on them; they would all immediately flee, leaving a wake of traps behind them to slow us down or harm us, so they could get away.
They didn’t belong here in the first place and had multiplied far beyond what was acceptable. I’m not sure who placed the request; but it was official from someone of authority and the task had been designated to this newbie-spirit, Mia & myself.
I got the feeling that (from the way Mia ordered the other spirit around), that this other feminine spirit was essentially under Mia’s training, care and responsibility. I, for my part, was the ‘weapon.’ Their weapon. They couldn’t “end” these beings themselves, but they could serve as scouts for me, while I completed the task as efficiently as possible.
[Strangely, also, I got the impression that it wasn’t their place to carry out a task like that. However; it was acceptable for me.]
Mia and the other could cast temporary ‘glamours’ on me though! They basically hid my energy-signal; effectively rendering me “invisible” to our targets, for short periods of time. That was how I handled rooms with larger groups of the creatures. They would cast the glamour, and I would race into the room, and in a precisely-swift frenzy, dispatch all the twisted/branched malformed ‘false human’ things before they even realized they were dropping one-by-one.
Eventually; the creatures DID get wise to what was happening; and… sent runners ahead to the main group (with theleaders of their species). Mia sent the other female spirit pursuing WAY forward to follow the runners and find the main group and report back, as I tried to pick-off whatever stragglers I could (with Mia staying beside me, to serve as overwatch, for traps and amb- ushes).
Unfortunately, when we did arrive in the main room where the leader-hoard of weird twisted humanoid spirits had been gathering; they had already fled and were gone. No trace to follow after that. And the massive auditorium-sized room was littered floor to ceiling with traps. They had likely set those a while ago, preemptively.
I tried to safely spring some, so it would be safer for Mia and her charge (her trainee), but one of the traps disarmed poorly and turned out to be much larger than I suspected. The other female spirit was caught in the path of iron chains/net with stones linked to it, she got ‘burned’ pretty badly by it.
But, while it did hurt her, she would ultimately be alright. I still felt horrible and responsible… and we all decided that it was time to leave. The mission was, regrettably, not at all successful as we had wanted. That area (building) was clear of those creatures, which (I suppose) was one of the goals. But since the main group got away, eventually they would find another place to set a ‘haunt’ and be a problem for another time.
For the dozens & dozens I did banish/kill … the core of the infection still persisted. Aggravating. But nothing could be done about it that night. We left and traveled to the MOST unique looking place I’ve ever seen! A huge rose, MASSIVE rose (the size of a multi-storied house, including the yarded property area around it (that’s how big it was), floating in the sky.
The head of the rose hung lazily above the clouds, while the stem hung down towards the earth. There were dozens of these massive roses floating, evenly spaced all around a planet.
Mia, the other female spirit and myself, settled on the rose petals and made ourselves comfortable to relax and recuperate. We made small idle talk and Mia was also giving pointers, suggestions & aid to the other female spirit.
[I can’t remember anything beyond this point]
July 13, 2025
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