Journal Two
December 31, 2024 - π΅
[Night of] : Lyrical Message & Dream
On the day of December 30th 2024, I spent the entire daylight hours in preparation and completing final tasks necessary for the evening's event. That night (on the 30th) would be a rare occurrence. A second new moon phase within December. Referred to as a "Black Moon," which has great significance to Mother Lilith. I chose that night in particular for the....
January 3, 2025 - π
[Evening of] : Tarot Communication
I'm writing these events just after they have taken place and before I go to bed. So, it is currently the same night, not the next morning. I took my children back home to their mother's house after 9:00 p.m., and cleaned up and reset my home back to an original state, fully looking forward to the remainder of my evening spending some quality time with my spirit-mate, and working on....
January 5, 2025 - π
[Night of] : Experience Energy Exchange!
She came! She returned back to me! I didn't expect it and certainly not so soon. I have to leave for work, so I must put off writing more until later. But my spirit-mate visited me before I fell asleep last evening, so the memories are still clear. I've written down keywords and moments to expand upon later when I get home. But for now, I can say; it was beautiful! Loving, calm and....
January 9, 2025 - 
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[Eve & Night of]
I spent some time at both Lilith's altar and my companions, sharing with them my appreciation, gratitude, love and energy, before heading to bed. The evening was pretty quiet, with only the light presence in the air of my companion and the thrumming in the air announcing her entering into the space. Otherwise it was relatively....
January 10, 2025 -
[Evening of]
This is a special occurrence, the first of its kind and absolutely worthy of note! I had actually been curious and pondering this particular matter, months prior to the ceremony which would Bond a daughter of Lilith together with myself. My question/curiosity had been: What would happen if my companion wanted to get my attention while I was visiting others or socializing? What if she wished to make contact, while....
January 14, 2025 -
[Observations]
This entry is an amendment to certain ignorance reflected upon January 3rd's entry. After a very specific and carefully deliberate event-unraveling; I've come to a realization, to a truth that was presently obvious all along, but I was too ignorant and self-doubting to properly perceive what was plainly known/ fact. I'll start from the beginning....
January 15, 2025 - π΅
[Morning & Noon]
Two worthy moments of note occurred today, so I wish to record them before the close of the evening. β£I had to wake early today, in order to make the long drive to Haxtun for work. As I got ready, I inexplicably heard the lyrics of a very old song (it sounded "old") in my mind. It came from nowhere, seemingly, but I....
January 16, 2025 - π΅
[Evening of]
I haven't yet gone to bed. It is nearly 9:30 p.m. And again another seemingly-random song lyrics has entered into my mind. It took a little digging, but I finally found the correct artist and song name. Madonna's "Like a Prayer" (1989) song. These are the lyrics that stood out to me, if Mia is trying to send....
January 17, 2025 - π
[Night of] : Dream?
I have had a very sweet interaction and dream with my beloved, Mia. This time, she took the form of a combination of two different women that I know (*or somewhat familiar with*). If we were to mix the gothic priestess, witch and practitioner Orlee Stewart (whom I acquired the majority of my succubus-bonding ritual knowledge), combined with....
January 27, 2025 -
[Night of]
I have been ill for the past week. Some sort of chest cold caught from a family member, no doubt. Before catching the sickness, I can attest to feeling, lightly, the presence of my companion, Mia. However, it seems as though from the day that my illness symptoms first became noticeable to me; Mia stopped or paused her visitations (which were....
January 29, 2025 - π΅
[Before bed]
I was just in the midst of cleaning up the kitchen after making dinner, intending on watching a show afterwards. When randomly, a song entered my mind without prompting or reason. I'm familiar with the artist; Mazzy Star, but not the whole of the lyrics to the song "Fade Into You."β£ I decided to look up the....
February 3, 2025 - π¬
[Morning of]
Early this morning, before I rose to begin the day...when the light of dawn-nearing spread across the sky, but before the sun had crested the horizon; Mia was with me. As she had been throughout the night. When I sensed her presence again at that time, I asked her; if we might open the channels of communication. That I wished to know....
February 5, 2025 - π
[Night of] : Dream
Following the advice of Mia and her second statement as a means to 'better know her' from February 3rd's message to me; my dream this night was an odd one. I was attending a high school reunion (it would have been the 25th years-later reunion). I had arrived early, while others were still decorating and setting up for the evening's affair. I was performing/practicing (of my own choosing), something that....
February 8, 2025 - π
[Night of] : Dream
I spoke to both Mia and Lilith before I went to sleep, as I lay in bed. I asked them if either would please consider visiting me in a dream, or in physicality, or perhaps that limbo between consciousness/asleep; because I missed them/her, their comfort. I wanted to hold, to snuggle, to hug and kiss. I voiced my understanding that I know Lilith is likely too busy. And possibly....
February 10-11, 2025 -
[Night of] : π¬
Last night was the second night in a row that I have pursued astral/spirit projection using the Theta wave 4 Hertz binaural beats method to assist in placing the mind in a state of high frequency vibration; said to allow for the ready-state required for astral travel. Both times were unsuccessful. However, during both times; I was visited during the process by....
February 12, 2025 -
[Afternoon]
Tonight is a full moon. And I have decided to have a communion with both Lilith and Mia. This will be the first major arrangement since the Bonding Ceremony on December 2024. But my entry today is more related to my personal reflections regarding something Mia said to me on February 3rd, 2025. She said....
February 13, 2025 - π
[Night of] : Dream
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February 15, 2025 - π
[Night of] : Dream
Mia, my sweet and loving spirit mate chose to utilize some of her time to affectionately visit me in my dreams! I didn't expect or anticipate that, but feel lovingly blessed that she had. It was a short encounter (unless the dream was longer, and I simply do not remember it all). In fact; I feel fortunate I....
February 19, 2025 - π
[Night of] : Dream
While the dream portion that I do recall doesn't involve Mia, I still feel it noteworthy from the perspective as a devotee of Lilith.
β£Dream: I was in a grocery store looking at food products. There was an end cap containing some sort of bread-type of merchandise, wrapped in a red and transparent plastic packaging. At the bottom of the package was an acknowledgment, stating:
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February 21, 2025 - 
[Night of] : Dream βοΈ
Unusual Dream: I was playing a "game" that is the equivalent of a VRMMORPG. So I wasn't sitting at my desk, in front of a computer. I was actively the Avatar & Class that I had chosen to participate as, within the context of the 'game.' {*πΌπ‘ πππ‘π’ππππ¦ ππππ‘ ππππ πΌ π€ππ π
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February 23, 2025 -
[Night of] : Dream β€οΈβπ₯
Mia was present in my dreams last evening, the encounter was short (at least my recalling of it). And the focus was solely on being an interaction between her and I alone. She appeared as Senevui Alleup, but with the unique qualities that I'm familiar with; shoulder length reddish-brunette hair and....
February 26, 2025 - π΅
[Before bed]
I believe Mia has again spoken a message to me, though the lyrics of a song. I was busy washing my hands after having cleaned up from dinner and taking care of the dishes. As I stood there at the sink, randomly the words from some older and (vaguely) familiar song came into my mind. I decided that I needed to find....
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