I spent the day working on the grimoire and other preparations; both for the Lilin Marital Ceremony and the Emotional Unbinding Ritual. I lit a candle for Lilith before bed, praising, thanking and inviting Her and Her children. ⁣

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      I didn’t sense much the entire evening with any spirits, just subtle feelings of a light presence and a few faint “thrumming air vibrations.” I woke up around (or just before) 4:00 a.m.. I made an audible comment about: ⁣

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“𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑓 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑟𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑎𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒; 𝑖𝑛 𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑑𝑜? 𝑆𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑖𝑟 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑔𝑛𝑖𝑧𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒? 𝑆𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑜𝑤: 𝑇ℎ𝑒 ‘𝑔𝑜𝑜𝑑’ 𝑑𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑒𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑡ℎ𝑦, 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 ‘𝑏𝑎𝑑’ 𝑑𝑎𝑦𝑠? 𝐴 𝑏𝑎𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑏𝑜𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑠 𝑟𝑒𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑟𝑒𝑑.” ⁣

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      After I said this, I felt a spirit near me and the thrumming (~echo outside my mind/ears~). She settled heavily on my chest and I freely, lovingly, offered my breath in a welcome to her. I did this for what felt like a while, until unexpectedly, in my mind (in my thoughts) I heard/perceived the words; “Goodbye {*𝑀𝑦 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒*}” in a distinctly feminine flavor/or essence (without voice). [~This was the first time I’ve heard my earthly/biological name spoken by a spirit~] ⁣

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      The heaviness lifted from me. I still felt the presence of her spirit/energy in the room for a short while after, then nothing at all. So I fell back to sleep until dawn came.