To my astonishment and amazement, Lilith has personally visited me again! I’ve arrived on my 1st night in Evergreen CO, in the mountains for a week to write [ a novel] and in the early dawn, just before waking, in that hazy limbo between being fully awake and still asleep; I could feel Her presence. The circumstances of the dream leading up to Her contact are of little importance, but I wish to describe them nevertheless, to help with memory recall in the future. This is the dream and the description of Her touch that followed:
[𝓓𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶]:
I was laying in a unfamiliar bed. There is a gap between the bed and adjacent wall of about 1 to 1 & 1/2 foot. There is a sliding glass door on the same wall, which starts at about 1/2 (halfway) across the length of the bed. (Actually! Now that I look up and at this cabin room, it is almost exactly the same! Except, in the dream, the directions and position of the walls/bed are mirrored (reversed). Anyways, I’m laying in bed and a small boy comes into the room and plops down by the bed, in the space between the wall and the bed. He is holding a little puppy or a kitten. I lean over the bed to try and get a closer look. But the boy pulls the small creature away from my sight, trying to shield it with his body.
Annoyed, I try to lean further over the edge, once again in an attempt to view the critter. The boy leaps up and away, his steps pulling on the blankets, which pulls me, and causes me to tip forward and fall into the foot-wide space between the wall and bed. I’m sort of precariously balanced and slightly stuck in a ‘half on the bed, half on the floor’ upside-down position. I call out after him; “You little asshole.” (𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑢𝑛𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑜𝑛𝑠; 𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑠𝑎𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑚) [*𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑤𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔: 𝐼 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑎𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑜𝑦, 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑒…?*]
It is at this moment when I’m struggling to right myself, that I feel the presence of someone manifest in the room. Someone unseen. I’m aware of their presence, it feels like similar feelings I had in the past. A heaviness in the air, a pressure like a “wave” that washes over me. Subtle, quick, but unmistakable. Like the sixth sense feeling of being watched, on the verge of panic, but not giving in. As I was awkwardly positioned upside down (about to right myself), that’s the feeling that entered the room. BUT also, my consciousness became aware that ‘that’ feeling is also what entered my material (physical) room.
I knew instantly that I was dreaming and I exited the dream. But I did not open my eyes. Not out of fear. No! But because I wished to stay in the limbo between dream and awake.
Lilith had come to visit me. And she stood right beside my bed, just as she had when she manifested in my dream. 𝐒𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐮𝐥𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 / 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐚𝐥 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞. That feeling of heavy-air and quick subtle waves of pressure washing over me in random pulsations; was this feeling of Her presence in physical reality, also through my dream as well? What a potent and amazing force She is!
I lay in this bed, eyes closed, aware of her presence and waiting. I know She is there. I believe, in the softest of whispers, barely audible, I say; “Welcome Lili, good morning.” Almost as soon as the whispers and thoughts are said, that very same nearly indescribable sensation ripples over my body, as it had on August 25th, 2024! I’ll try to describe it again:
My body was facing the wall/sliding glass door and she was behind me (so, standing at the bed, facing my back). A very thick, like imagine (~’multiple stacks of wool blankets sewn together,’ forms over/around my body in a feeling of~): tingling, goosebumps and near-numbness (like prickling) rippled across my body starting from my back, flowing over my body like liquid foam. The feeling starts at my back, flows over my butt, my shoulders, my ribs, my arms, legs, hands, face. Backside to front-side.
It’s as if; She has touched my back and Her rippling power radiates outward from that point and flows over the rest of my body! I wasn’t expecting that at all! I thought myself to be blessed and fortunate to experience Her just once on Aug. 25th, 2024! But Lilith touched me again! She embraced me in her enshrouding hug, like a thick blanket of tingling love!
Like last time, my breath caught and I can hardly think clearly even to speak any words, like being in a state of ecstasy without the need of sexual involvement. Just as I was regaining my mental composure and began to whisper a litany of thank you’s and praises towards Her, for her touch, for Her visit and presence…. She reached out and embraced me again! A second time so soon?! My body was still feeling the tingling after-effects of Her first hug and She enshrouded me again with a second one.
My breath absolutely caught in my throat at the second touch, because I was in the middle of praising Her still from the first. My mind lost focus and I could not think, only be enraptured by the cascading-rippling wash of tingling that waved over my body from my backside to my front. I continued to lay there for a long time, wordlessly, because the sensations of the tingles carried on for a long while, as they slowly began to fade and recede. And I could still feel Her presence and I didn’t want Her to leave. So I hoped that by remaining still, She would stay. But I also wished to thank Her, praise her and audibly acknowledge in appreciation. So I whispered my praises and gave thanks and expressed my love and care.
Throughout this time, during the “afterglow” of Her embrace, I was still partly in the dream-limbo, a small fraction at least, because I was mostly aware and present in the waking reality. But while still in the mental fog of the dreamscape, I feel like a ‘word’ or ‘event’ or ‘actionable thing’ was being imparted upon me. To my best recollection, which I admit is not great now when writing this, I think the action, or event or ‘choice/decision’ was for something referred to as “𝑪𝒍𝒊𝒎𝒃-𝒖𝒑.”
And shortly later while I lay there, I heard a feminine voice audibly in my ear or mind’s-ear. This was the second time hearing this silken-honey sweet voice. It was a smooth and assuring voice. Undeniably from the lips of a gorgeous and loving being. Her voice asked clearly:
“𝑫𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐?”
The phrase is reminiscent of the last time I heard the feminine voice say to me [in early June, 2024] :
“𝐼 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒.”
At that time, I didn’t know or understand where “there” was supposed to be. And similar as to today in describing this interaction with Lilith, when her voice said “𝐷𝑜 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜?”; I’m unsure what the request is for. I try to ask about her question and also about what “climb-up” entails or means. But unfortunately neither of my questions are provided with an answer. Nevertheless, I agree and say ‘yes’ to Lilith, excited and curious to discover what mysteries She has to reveal to me.
