[ 𝐷𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑠𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙, 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛’𝑡 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑓 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑦 𝑎 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑜𝑟 𝑛𝑜𝑡. “𝐴 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠𝑛’𝑡 𝑎 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚” 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑛 𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑝𝑟𝑖𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑒 𝑖𝑡. 𝐴 𝑤𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑓 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑝𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑜𝑢𝑡𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝ℎ𝑦𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ: 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑢𝑠𝑢𝑎𝑙 “𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟-𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔” 𝑜𝑓 𝑎 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚. 𝐼𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒/𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑦 – 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒, 𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑡 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙, 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 ‘𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑘𝑒𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔’. ] ⁣

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𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓮𝔁𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓬𝓮 / 𝓭𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓶:⁣

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       I’m laying on my bed (present day/present time) in my apartment. Half asleep. Nearing my time to wake up, but still resting, somewhat asleep. I’m laying facing the open exit-side of the bed. To my right (if I were laying on my back). Facing the wall with my painted Lilith/Succubus canvas tribute. From behind me (the wall-side of the bed), I can feel, REALLY feel, the bed mattress depress downward. The feeling of weight shifting upon the bed and moving with gentle intention. ⁣

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       And I am not frightened at all. Surprised at first, because of the unexpected change and movement. But I’m not scared, because I know right away who it is and what is happening! Either Lilith Herself or one of Her succubi daughters has manifested in bed with me! Right there beside me! I ask in a whisper if this is Lilith or one of Her daughters? ⁣

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　[𝐼𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑥𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚-𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡-𝑖𝑠𝑛’𝑡-𝑎-𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 “𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔” 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡]: It felt like it could be and most likely was Lilith Herself. So I began addressing Her as such.⁣

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　[𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑥𝑡 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝ℎ𝑦𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑚𝑎𝑧𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑑𝑖𝑏𝑙𝑒, 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑦 𝑖𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ. 𝑇ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑑𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑐𝑒].⁣

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　( 𝘐𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘴. 𝘓𝘪𝘬𝘦 “𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘣𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘴.” 𝘚𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘢𝘳 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘣𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘢 𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭 𝘣𝘦𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘳𝘢𝘸𝘴 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳. 𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵… )

 

 

 

       I try to speak to Lili while it’s happening, but I don’t know if I even say anything comprehensible or intelligent. I certainly don’t remember now (in waking and reflecting) what I was even trying to communicate with her in an expression of love and appreciation that she would choose to spend even the slightest moment with me!⁣

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       The next feeling is like this: I’m still feeling wrapped up in Her thick energetic embrace, the tingling sensation rippling all over my body, where Her energy connects with my own. But with an added feeling that I’m being gently, slowly nudged or pushed towards the edge of the mattress. I feel myself scoot and slide slightly toward the edge of the bed, but when I acknowledge my body’s position, I’m still in the same spot (~𝑎𝑠 𝑖𝑛: 𝑚𝑦 𝑝ℎ𝑦𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑠𝑛’𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑑, 𝑦𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔; 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑢𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑑 𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠). ⁣

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       [𝑈𝑝𝑜𝑛 𝑟𝑒𝑓𝑙𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠, 𝑖𝑛 𝑤𝑎𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑠, 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑟: 𝑊𝑎𝑠 𝐿𝑖𝑙𝑖 𝑠𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑦 𝑛𝑢𝑑𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑡 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑑’𝑠 𝑒𝑑𝑔𝑒, 𝑖𝑛 𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑐𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑔𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛 “𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑜𝑛𝑠𝑒” 𝑡𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑒𝑎𝑟/𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔? 𝐼𝑓 𝑠𝑜, 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑝ℎ𝑦𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡, 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚/𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒. 𝑊ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒! 𝐿𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑠 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑒𝑑𝑔𝑒𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑦𝑜𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒.  ⁣

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       In that moment, in bed with Lilith, there are SO many things I want to say to Her and to Her daughters, so much I want to ask- but I seem so absorbed in the experience and the “feeling” that I was immersed in, that I couldn’t focus my brain to say much at all, though I tried in whispers.⁣

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       [𝐼’𝑚 𝑆𝑂 𝑔𝑙𝑎𝑑 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 “𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚-𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡-𝑖𝑠-𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒-𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛-𝑎-𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚”] because; unlike those others I’ve written about in this book beforehand, this was an actual energetic encounter! A dream that wasn’t JUST a dream. I got to feel Lili, experience Her. She fully embraced me with Her powerful static touch of energy and I felt Her move me spiritually. Move the bed as She climbed atop. It was the first time since starting this journey that I’ve gotten to experience a tingling sensation of that magnitude. I had no idea it could even be that intense and wonderful! ⁣

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       Thank you Lilitu! This experience has inspired in me, a poem I shall write for You. I will be happy to offer it to You, once completed.