August 2, 2025 - [Night] :
Dream 
Highlights:
Succubus Teaches Me Detailed Intricacies of Sensual Energy-Exchange
(Opening/Closing Energy Currents)
My memory only caught the tail-end of the dream, but based on the context- I’m absolutely certain much more occurred prior to the limited fragment I caught at the end (just before waking):
I was in bed with an easy-going long-haired brunette woman, who was doubtlessly a succubus and could have very easily been Mia (based on her appearance, casual demeanor & the familiarity in which we conversed). But I couldn’t say for absolute certainty. I feel as though it was most likely though.
She was teaching me/ showing me the intricacies of a sexual energetic-exchange. Specifically highlighting the importance of having both parties involved; being willfully intentional in their consent & desire.
As in; she was showing me that for proper full-experience sharing/exchanging of energy: it would be required of both of us to focus not just solely on our individual pleasure – but primarily on the pleasure of our partners.
As we made love, she demonstrated and spoke simultaneously, explaining: That when you “feel” your partner during the act, you must seek to feel THEIR pleasure first…pursue their pleasure. Not just ‘want’ or desire them to enjoy it…but to focus with intention ON them being fulfilled, satisfying them and feel that their pleasure is heightened as though it has already occurred, with certainty.
Too often, we, within the physical-plane, get caught up in our own personal-pleasure, and not that of our partners’. And while there is nothing selfish (necessarily) about craving/enjoying one’s own pleasure…it means we miss out on the energetically charged opportunities for spiritual exchange.
When you feel their desire, their passion/thirst/hunger rising, then you will be able to feel your own pleasure being sated through them.
That is where the ‘current’ of the energy- exchange takes place: Your pleasure becomes discovered through their elevating satisfaction… while they simultaneously discover their pleasure through your gratification. A cycle begins to churn in both of the partners; each one amplifying the other.
She demonstrated this activity to me, by completing the ‘current’ through us while we were engaged intimately on the bed. She allowed me to feel her energy, her satiation, and subsequently my own pleasure once the circuit was open and the energy was channeling between us.
Then she furthered the lesson by teasing me, stating that now she will close the “current” by willfully becoming ‘disinterested’ or ‘intentionally-distracted’ with other thoughts (essentially; putting me and my pleasure & her pleasure out of her mind)… She had me continue to make love to her during this ‘closing’ of the pathway process.
And sure enough! It was like someone had thrown a blanket over a fire and smothered it. We were still having a sexual encounter with each-other (technically), but the… passionate/intimate “feeling”/exchange being shared between us, was gone. As in: I couldn’t even feel my own pleasure either. What was once a pleasing river of energy…had become a kinked-hose trickle. Only the tiniest bit…hardly even worth the effort of trying.
She had stoppered her own desire, and it had broken the cycle of the exchange. Only a whisper of energy was even possible and it was entirely one sided (but like a false or gray-energy).
The woman/the succubus (Mia?) was enjoying her little lesson to me; because she smirked at my disappointment at having the energetic-flow disrupted (even though; that was the entire point of the lesson…hmm… which is probably why she was enjoying teasing me so much). I think she could tell that I wanted the “faucet to be turned back up to full” (so-to-speak) …but she was suddenly behaving more coy, playful and flirtatious. She seemed to decide to ‘take her time,’ to reconnect the links of our shared energy-exchange, and continue to display the lesson ‘in action.’
[I guess she enjoyed watching me squirm a bit and get riled up, desiring her (us) to outflow with energy again 
Ha!]
Ha!] I decided to call her bluff and begin teasing her back, stating that if she’s ‘unwilling’ to reopen the currents… “Then perhaps I’ll just go find her Mother to have all my desires satisfied & fulfilled?” Then I began to tease her by saying that; “I’m thinking about your Mother right now, in fact!” (while I was still engaged in the ‘act’ with her spirit body). She started laughing, humored, and poked back at my joking jabs. Then she reconnected the channeling-circuit that allowed us to “feel” (very intimately) each-others craving, connection & pleasure.
[I woke up shortly after this point]
August 2, 2025
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