April 8, 2025 - [Morning Of]
Highlights:
Clairaudient Message from Companion
After my morning alarm (for waking/work) had gone off a few times… I whispered into the still-dark room, saying, “I miss you Mia. Where have you gone?”
As my mind and thoughts settled again into silence, I heard a feminine voice within my thoughts speak back to me. She said something about a “Pact” (but I wasn’t able to catch the full message of that sentence). However, I did perceive the next more clearly. The first couple of words were lost to me, but the final bit of the 2nd sentence ended with; “…barrow more energy from you, I guess.”
I felt bad upon hearing her words, because they carried a hint of slight exasperation (although not as if with a frustrated quality); it was more of a resigned hesitancy. Like as if the emotional tone were; ‘If I have to, I will for you…but I would have preferred rather not to take more from you right now, if not necessary’ sort of answer.
When I got up from my bed, thinking about her words, it seemed I had allowed my impatience to get the better of me, and thus; I apologized at her altar for such. Stating that I am okay, and she shouldn’t feel pressured. That she can take as much time as she needs. I meant it wholeheartedly too.
I suppose I have no choice but to continue to be patient, after all. At least, in the meantime, I can ruminate on Lilith’s unexpected & ecstasy-inducing visit that I experienced last week. 
Something that came to my mind very recently is; what if Lilith’s visit wasn’t solely for my benefit alone? What if Her visit was just as much (or perhaps more) for the benefit of Her daughter, my companion, Mia? Was Mia meant to learn something from Lilitu’s last visit?
Something that came to my mind very recently is; what if Lilith’s visit wasn’t solely for my benefit alone? What if Her visit was just as much (or perhaps more) for the benefit of Her daughter, my companion, Mia? Was Mia meant to learn something from Lilitu’s last visit?April 8, 2025
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