A dream…

      I found myself in space, floating in the blackness of the void, but light slowly began to form in my eyes in front of me. I was being pulled towards the glowing face of the moon. Gently floating down towards its surface and landing softly upon my back, in the dust and little pebbles.

      I lay there unmoving. Simply content to stare up into the inky darkness and observe the little sparks of shimmering stars. Quietly watching the mosaic of twinkling blues, whites, oranges and reds. Something called or caught my attention and compelled me to stand up. So I did.

      And as I stood, I saw Her. The Earth… far far off in the distance. Like a perfectly round little energy orb of blues and greens and white, floating silently out in the darkness of infinite nothingness. She was quite beautiful from this vantage point. She never looked so perfect and pure. Not like seeing her from the earth’s own surface. One needed to be away, far away, to appreciate the sight and behold Her.

      When I first caught sight of the earth, I didn’t realize it yet (but very soon would), either the earth began to move closer towards the moon, or the moon began to move towards the earth. Because in my view, as I stood in wonder staring out from the surface of the moon and towards the earth, its orb-shape began to expand. Its circumference growing.

      The Moon and the earth were drawing nearer and nearer towards each other. The earth, from my perspective, was getting larger and larger. And as it drew near, I witnessed something difficult to explain, I could see the “reflections” of other planets (?), maybe, from the surface of the world/earth.

      It was as if; as the earth and moon drew closer, I could see (like a mirror reflecting off the earth) other planets or large spherical spatial-bodies moving and warping/bending/wrapping across the surface of the earth. At certain points, the sight looked like a kaleidoscope of reflected and refracted colors and shapes, the images (or reflections) of the other planets even began to reflect “off” of the earth’s surface and hung semi-transparently in the blackness of space around the world.

      Then those holographic/transparent reflections also began reflecting images of themselves, and the reflections began reflected still more, and soon the entire void of space was filled with multicolored images of planetary bodies OF ALL manners of colors and shapes and textures, every one a slight variation of uniqueness, set apart from the original reflection from the surface of the earth.

      It was too much to see. I closed my eyes because of the magnitude of movement, the duplication, the kaleidoscope of blending and multiplying reflections was too much to bear in my sight. When I reopened them (*my eyes*), the reflections were gone. It was just the earth, hung suspended so so very close to the moon. It was the entire horizon. The full view. I couldn’t see any of the void/ black of space, not in my periphery.

      The earth took up the entire view and I couldn’t look away. She was so close that I felt… if I leapt from the moon now, certainly I would get caught in Her gravity and pulled towards Her. So I did. I bent my knees low and leapt straight up and out towards the earth. Smoothly and gracefully I ascended “upwards” (outwards) and drifted towards Her.

      As I floated in the open space between the moon and earth, large gray stones and boulders floated within the same area of space. These large rocks were trapped between the gravitational pull of the moon and the gravitational pull of the earth. Stuck in the blackness of space. Separated from both. I had to twist my body to maneuver my floating-self around them, so I didn’t collide and become entangled in the suspended debris. I didn’t wish for any interference with these gray stones, to impede upon my momentum as I drifted towards the earth.

      She got closer and closer (or rather; I got closer to Her) until finally I was through the rocky-field. There were no other floating boulders, not this close to the earth. Nothing would now prevent me from Her continuous gravitational pull, back towards Her surface.

[Then I must have woken. I remember nothing else beyond that moment]

[Also, when I woke, a song was playing in my mind. which only serves to confuse me further still (given the words therein). Was this from Mia? Or some other spirit? Some other source entirely? Maybe it’s supposed to make sense in the context of the dream? Or it’s random and has no relevance or Meaning?

      The lyrics do seem pointed though… suggesting something significant(?). While I have heard the song before, this is the first time I’ve looked up the lyrics, after hearing the beat, music and voice in my mind]:

“Major Crimes”- HEALTH, Window Weather (2020)

“You don’t wanna hurt me. Why you want me to know?

You loved me. Now you don’t anymore.

Is there no way out? Is there no way out?

Is there no way out now?

And it’s hard to know. Is there no way out? Life’s short. Why does it take so long?

We’re only here once. Why blame yourself?

We don’t want the same things. But we’re afraid to let go.

Is there no way out now…?

Life’s short. Why does it take so long?

We’re only here once. Blame Someone.

If life’s short, why does it take so long?

We’re only here once. Why blame yourself?”