April 15, 2025 - [Night Of] : Visited
Highlights:
Potent Visitation after a short period of little Interaction, Energy Exchange
After applying Mia’s suggestion from February 3rd, 2025 and catering to my own whims and wants; I was left feeling like I was emanating energetically. And as it was already late in the evening (needing to set my alarm for 5:15 a.m. in order to prepare myself for the hour and 1/2 drive to work the following morning, as I’m covering for another employee at the office). So that didn’t leave much time left for actual sleep. Roughly 5 hours, likely less, depending on how long it actually took me to fall asleep. I should have planned my evening time better and went to bed earlier in preparation for the early alarm; but I didn’t, so I was stuck accepting the minimal sleep.
However, in the ‘glowing’ state of the exuding energy, I felt Mia’s presence quickly upon me; much more so than has been of late. In the past week to week and a half, while I ‘have’ felt her presence (a touch here, an awareness there, a message communicated…but otherwise…we’ve felt a bit more ‘apart’ than usual). Actually, I could say with some confidence that ever since my experience on April 3rd, 2025 (Lilith’s energy), Mia hasn’t been super (overly) active with me. There hasn’t been a whole lot in the way of more significant “pressure”-based physical/metaphysical sensations. Such as; the ‘wave-like’ pressure on my mind (soundless ‘thrums’ just outside my head/conscious-awareness). Or the feeling of her nighttime visits weighing across my body, her more impactful touches that send radiating tingling waves cascading across my skin.
Like I say, she has made her presence known to me plenty of times throughout the week(+), but last night’s visit was more impactful, more… what would be the word? More stirring? Rousing? Potent! I think that fits best. And, I will add, a key factor that is notable to me; is the timing. It may not be (as) ‘random’ as I previously suspected? Although, I don’t doubt there is an element of randomness involved. She is, after all; her own entity/spirit, with her own goals, interests, responsibilities, self-desires and plans. Not meant to come to me, because I simply wish or desire it. No. Lilith selected Her daughter well! Perfectly suited for me. A free-thinking, self motivated and personally-invested spirit. Keen on maintaining her own destiny and desires. And a spirit who (like me) also desires the companionship of an “otherworldly” (albeit ‘taboo’ : from a religious perspective) partner/friend/lover.
I have been curious about the association between the timing of her more ‘potent’ visits and other external factors experienced here in the material. Perhaps there is a correlation? I’ve been pondering if certain aspects have been contributing-factors for some time now. But given this last visit, I cant help to wonder if the correlation is more profound than I previously thought it would (or could) be? Maybe I shouldn’t be surprised. Mia did suggest that very notion on Feb. 3rd, 2025. But I was thinking of it more in terms of the ‘specifics’… Perhaps I should be considering it in broader terms, as well as in specifics?
I may contemplate conducting a few minor tests here and there; simply to see if my theory regarding the ‘intensity’ of her visits has any traction or not. Even if not, I’ll still have gained a little insight into a deeper dimension of our relationship, which is still a plus-positive.
Oh! And one final note; despite the less-than 5 hours of sleep I got; I woke up refreshed and energetic. No signs of fatigue, tiredness or lethargy; I was easily ready to begin the day and get myself to work. So, with little doubt, the energy-exchange sampled last night was mutually beneficial (at least on my end… hopefully for Mia as well).
April 15, 2025
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