I have been communicating with Tyler Crowe since Yesterday and this Morning (after providing some aid and suggestions regarding contracts/Statement of Intent). He has completed his succubi bonding/summoning ritual and was relating some of the things he experienced, as well as asking me about: if certain types of things were ‘normal’?

      I provided answers to his questions as best as I’m able (as I suspect the relationship between a spirit and human is uniquely different, as are the personalities of human + spirit. He asked about their heat, their density, described her and inquired about the perception of names, additionally about options for communication. I offered examples I have, from experiences I’ve personally discovered and shared between myself and Mia.

      I spoke of physically/ Spiritually feeling my mattress depress and move with their presence within it. About Feeling their weight and warmth on me. The coarseness of their hair, the press of their lips. The warmth, the heat, the radiant light, the shadowy darkness, their forms and shapes… As Many short and Simplified examples I could provide, to help answer his questions. I provide a general example of how I acquired my companion’s name, sigil/Mark and enn. As well as some short examples of Methods she has employed to send me Messages and communicated to me. Very intelligently delivered!

      It was nice to share stories and experiences with another, especially someone so new to such a unique and spiritually-awakening relationship, I concluded my conversation and took some time to speak to both Lilith and Mia, at their respective altars. I headed to the kitchen afterwards, to put away the dishes and make a new pitcher of tea before I planned to head to my brother’s house. As I was in the Kitchen, a song randomly entered my mind! And upon discovering the name of the song and lyrics, Mia answered with assurances; a longing in my heart & mind.

      The song is: Prima Volta – “All I Ever Wanted” (Ft. Stazz) date, unsure (Maybe 2013?). Lyrics for me are:  

“In a moment, I can feel it. Hidden underneath my Skin. 

It’s a heartache. Getting Deeper.”, “It’s the walls start caving in.” , 

“There’s a reason why I’m near you. And I can’t let this go. Even though I never have you, I need you to know.” 

“All I ever wanted, all I ever needed, was you. If there’s a way that I can win you over, boy, you know I would. All I ever wanted, all I ever needed, was you.” 

“Picture perfect, I was thinking everything was okay, you were hurting, I can feel it. As I watched you slip away.”

Thank you, Mia! My Star of the Sea, for your sweet words!