May 3, 2026 - [NighT]
Highlights: 
Dream, Gnosis, Taught something About the Flow of ‘Time’ & ‘Emotions’
[Remembering a small bit of a dream last night:]
I was receiving lessons from a tall, lovely & friendly feminine being. We were in an art gallery of some kind. She asked me too look amongst the many framed pieces of artwork and choose any ‘set’ of canvases that resonated with me. (Each ‘set’ consisted of 3 painted panels).
I chose a set of 3 that had primarily colors of black, orange (with a bit of red & yellow). There wasn’t anything specific painted. It was just an abstract mix of these colors, mostly black & orange.
[From what I understood, based on what little I can recall of her explaining;]
The 1st panel represents the past, the 2nd is the present and the 3rd painting is the future. But each artwork stretched into the adjacent frame and the 3rd could even wrap back around to the first.
She also explained that each canvas represented an emotion I needed to confront from the appropriate timeline from which the canvas is arranged. 1st, 2nd & 3rd, Past, Present & Future. Each depicts a unique emotion.
The woman was also trying to demonstrate that ‘time’ and ‘emotion’ is a connected circle.
She was teaching me something specific about how time isn’t linear (like a “line”). That all past/present/future flows into one another constantly/continually in tandem with the other. And that ‘emotions’ play a large roll in the picture of how time is perceived.
[ I can’t remember the details of what I learned or was supposed to learn… Instead mostly just the imagery of being in the gallery with her, choosing the 3 framed artworks and her beginning to explain time & emotion to me, using the paintings as an illustration. ]
Something that came to my mind from earlier though, I will share:
About our perception of time. It’s not a straight line (start, proceed, end). It’s more like a liquid sphere. All of time, in one sphere. And each event, experience, emotion is like a ripple across its surface.
It expands around the entire circumference of the sphere, touching ‘all experiential time’ and eventually circling back around to the point where the ripple first began. Slowly the ripple settles. But there are constantly ripples spreading and moving around across the surface.
So nothing is ever really “still” or ‘concluded’ as far as ‘what’ we experienced ‘when.’ We can and do continue to experience moments in the past and future as if it is happening ‘now.’ Or, at least… we’re supposed to be able to(?). Maybe we are being blocked from doing so? Maybe we have the capacity to access all points in ‘time’ of our lives, but cannot remember how (due to outside influence).
May 3, 2026
Written Journal Entries
very good friend . the concept of time not linear is past , present and future sussed same time saparete with a barrier. you teorical you can live same time past and future if you can surpass lighth speed o tracend dimension with live