Again, in the morning as I woke, I heard this song (Wicked Game) in mind. Then the music and lyrics switched to another song, right in the midst of the first. The lyrics were something close to: ‘This one goes out to the one I love.’ (which, I again had to search for, look up and find on the internet) It turned out to be a song called, “The one I love” by REM in 1987.

The lyrics are:

“This one goes out to the one I love.

This one goes out to the one I’ve left behind.

A Simple prop, to occupy My time. Fire! Fire! (She’s comin’ down on her own, now).

Another prop, has occupied my time.

This one goes out to the one I love. Fire. Fire.”

      It’s difficult to overlook the shared ‘theme’ heard in both these songs. Along with acknowledging that R.E.M. happens to be my biologically-given name in addition to one of the band’s names. If Mia really is sending a message through the lyrics of these songs, then… if I’m being honest with myself; it doesn’t appear to bode well. I’m just unsure if I did/didnt do something to initiate this shift in lyrical messages.

      Maybe there is 1 thing that comes to mind, which could contribute to the change? But I thought I mentioned the necessity of the ‘experiment’ to her. Didn’t I? The entire point and goal for such an endeavor was specifically aimed with the intent of the end-result to BOLSTER our connection and opportunity to interact romantically, energetically, Spiritually. But it requires about a month & 1/2 to 2 months before the results can be observed (supposedly).

      I had assumed (maybe unfairly) that Mia would be okay ‘waiting’; (for certain types of attention) in the interim while this test was being conducted. Have I… overextended my optimism regarding Mia’s patience? “Wicked Game”, “The One I Love” and even portions of Prima Volta’s “All I Ever Wanted” song seems to point pretty clearly toward something going wildly askew with the latest lyrical messages I’ve received from Mia. And consequently meaning; so too has our bond, status, companionship gone askew.