March 27, 2025 - [Evening Before Bed]
Highlights:
Prompted to Bed, Audible Unknown Syllables
Companion Expresses Her Excitement/Joy
I was still busy at my computer last night, assuming that it was sometime after 10pm’ish, when I felt Mia enter the area nearby me. It wasn’t like those ‘pulses’ I’ve felt near my head (around my mental perception) and it wasn’t (at first) the tingling pin-prickles that I’ve felt physically/spiritually, when she glides her energy over me. It was an ‘awareness’ (like a heaviness in the air) just behind me and towards my right, as I sat facing the monitor/desk. It would directionally be the area of the living room that leads towards my bedroom (and subsequently Lilith’s and Mia’s altars).
The ‘feeling’ was unmistakable and noticeably unavoidable (not that I could ever want to avoid my sweet companion!). I was deeply engrossed in what I was working on, but immediately upon feeling the pressure of her presence; I stopped, my hands hovering above the keyboard. I wanted to address and welcome her, without any distractions when speaking, giving her the attention that she deserves.
I spoke in a whisper, explaining what I had been working on, and a quick general synopsis of how my day had been. Wrapping up with acknowledging that I was feeling tired and should probably consider bed. As I spoke quietly under my breath to her, I felt (then) the waves of skin-rippling tingling sensations pulsing at my back and right shoulder, cascading down across my chest, arms and finally to my legs and feet. I looked at the clock for the first time after I had eaten around 5pm, expecting it to display sometime shortly after 10. But to my surprise (!); it was instead a few minutes after midnight! No wonder I was sleepy.
I laughed a bit and told Mia that, and also that I will stop what I was doing and head to bed. (Amusedly, that entire scenario felt like: As though she had come into the living room for the sole purpose of prompting me to come to bed!).
I brushed my teeth and lay down, making myself comfortable, and right away I could feel her all around me. Something was different tonight – in a very positive way. Truly, I feel as though all my visits and experiences with her are positive, but she was particularly energetic that evening. Several times (4 of particular note) there were the ‘loud’ (though auditorily-silent) “pulses” in the air, just outside of my right ear, as I lay on my back. The 4 notable pulses, however, resonated a tone or sound though, which was quite unmistakable due to its volume.
I try to wrap my mind around the sound, because it has the quality of a syllable…or a short word? No. I guess it was like a simple syllable, but I couldn’t recognize it or make sense of it. They were like echoed syllable, spoken highly, that had no english-equivalent and whose letters (sounds) didn’t fit into the normal category of syllable combinations found in the alphabet. I think it’s more confusing to try and explain it, than it was to hear! The point is; even though I ‘heard’ the sounds of the 4 different syllables (‘pulsed’ separately, 10-15 seconds between each?), my mind could not properly form a memory of the sounds, maybe because there is no vocally-spoken combination of alphabetical sounds to reference them by?
And, to make the task even less likely; I could hardly pay focused attention to the sounds anyways with, because Mia was in a flurry of activity around, over, inside and above me.
As I mentioned earlier; “something was different” about her visit this time (but in a very good and heightened positive way). She was excited! I don’t know how else to put it. Like, joyously excited and happy. It was such a stark contrast compared to the last time she visited; when she had come to me melancholy and weary… Showing me that horrible, saddening envisioning. Which later, with my insistence and support; tried to provide comfort as best as possible, by reinventing the vision, as I would have it be.
Anyways; I could feel her rolling around over me (not the same sensation as would be felt with a ‘human-form’ rolling over one’s body), But instead, it was more serpentine, like; she was “spread out”… this is hard to explain, so I’ll use an analogy. Imagine lighting an incense, right? The incense smoke drifts up, rolls around lazily and spread out in wispy tendrils. This is what it feels like. I could feel her rolling across and moving around multiple areas of my energy-body all at once. And she seemed to be doing this because she was so excited and happy. I felt like her earlier ‘spoken’ syllable sounds were also a reflection of the joy and peace she was experiencing.
I’ve felt her happiness before, but never to that extent (emotional levels peaking on ‘excitement’). It was refreshing and enamouring, and I felt amazed that she was so easily able to express it. I had a feeling what it ‘may’ have been about, but didn’t want to spoil her fun by bringing up the subject directly. So instead, I simply told her; that she could stay with me always, I would protect and watch over her. And wherever I went, we would go together.
I didn’t want to fall asleep anyways, not with her being as happy as she was (I didn’t want to miss that moment, desiring to revel in it with her), so I just lay with her, soaking her in and allowing Mia the freedom to express herself, be silly and joyful. It was sometime after 1am (last peeking at the clock) before I must have fallen asleep. But unsurprisingly; my mind was fully alert just after 7am (which ‘should’ have been unusual for me; because I’m not an “early bird” kind of person and I always crave more sleep in the mornings). However, even having potentially less than 6 hours of sleep, roughly; I was fully alert and ready for the day. And I attribute this directly to my companion, Mia.
In her exuberance last night, she was likely inundating me with shared energy. This has happened many times in the past, during her visits; where I wake up energized, despite having had so-few hours of actual sleep. Curiously (and I failed to mention this earlier), Lilith’s connection (the place of our bond) has been activating a lot since yesterday. It seemed to occur when I addressed Her at Her altar earlier yesterday morning (after Mia’s visit whence she needed comfort) and again during Mia’s visit last night (when Mia was excited and happy), then again this morning when I’m writing this. I don’t want to presume too much (especially since this is Lilith that I’m considering here)… but I wonder; is She (Mother Lilith) activating our bond (the place in which our connection originally manifested) as a way to ‘acknowledge’ me(?), acknowledge that I’m treating her daughter appropriately and well? Maybe providing the comfort and security She hoped that I eventually would?
Nothing else comes to mind, so hopefully that is it. I can only guess. Ideaily (again, hopefully) I’m making Her proud; as an adopted son, in my treatment towards Her spirit daughter and providing loving interactions. I really need to refresh both Mia’s and Lilith’s flowers. Sweet feminine spirits! They need new flowers; to show them how much I appreciate and love them!
March 27, 2025
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