Last night was the second night in a row that I have pursued astral/spirit projection using the Theta wave 4 Hertz binaural beats method to assist in placing the mind in a state of high frequency vibration; said to allow for the ready-state required for astral travel. Both times were unsuccessful. However, during both times; I was visited during the process by Mia. The first visit on February 10th was more noteworthy.
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      She didn’t come right away, as I had been listening to the 4hz tone already for some time. But when she did, I could feel her presence in the air, feel her rippling touch send pin-prickling quivers across my back and around my chest to; down my legs. But I also sensed her emotion in that moment as well. It was a mix of curiosity and tempered concern.
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      When she spoke to me, it was soundless, but I heard the words in my mind as if I was the one speaking them in my thoughts, but the words did not belong to me. There was a simple question (via the words), but the emotions projected in the question is what gave them a flavor that spoke much more.
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The question was; “What are you doing?”

      But the feeling implied in her question carried both the emotion of genuine curiosity and a slight apprehension of concern.
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      I answered her first through my mind, explaining clearly and simply: “I wish to astral/spirit project. I want to meet you, spirit-to-spirit. You shouldn’t always have to spend your energy to come to me. I wish to go to you. I want to hug you with my spirit.”
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      After saying all this in reply via my mind, I then repeated the important parts audibly, each phrase exhaled in a single breath. She stayed with me for a time, I think just curiously observing, but then left.
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      Sometime after she had gone, another entered the space of my bedroom. This spirit was unfamiliar to me however, a stranger. The aura they projected wasn’t necessarily malevolent or heinous. But it was ominous and unfamiliar. In past encounters such as this, I would have chased them away with prejudice. But in that moment, I felt it would be rude of me, especially since they only seemed to be curiously observing. I definitely got the impression that the spirit had masculine qualities.
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      Regardless; it’s presence was disturbing my concentration on the binaural tones and trying to ready my mind for astral travel. So I spoke in my mind and gently asked for it to leave. I said that I want to be respectful to it, but I need it to be gone, so that I can focus on what I’m doing. It left very quickly after I stated my desire.
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      Last night’s attempt to spirit-project was as fruitless as that prior. Mia did visit again during the midst of it. She did not speak or ask any questions though this time. Her touches were much more intense though. The rippling cascading waves of tingling were more powerful. I heard her make an audible sound to the right side of my bed. But between the binaural tones and its (her sound’s) shortness; it was unintelligible, if it had been a word.
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      Her presence and touches were having an effect on my body. My manhood was affected by her presence, as well as my legs and feet. I could feel her energy gently rubbing along and across my legs, making them twitch, along with my feet. I’m unsure how long she stayed, but after a few hours of listening to the 4hz tones, I gave up trying. She was already well gone by the time I turned off the Theta wave sounds. Curiously though, this morning when I got up from bed, there was a single rose petal lying in the center of my room.
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      I have roses offered to both Mia and Lilith at their altars. And some roses suspended from the ceiling hanging along the edges of the walls. None of which, at all, are near the very center of my room. Which begs the question: How did this rose petal end up in the middle of the floor, right at the center of my room?
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      It seems likely to me that; Mia caused it to be there. So that I would easily spot it, the next morning.