Journal Two
March 2, 2025 - 
[Evening of]
About one week later from the last occurrence, Mia has again instilled a message to me in the form of a song. I was cleaning up the apartment and tidying a bit Sunday evening, when the music, voice and lyrics from Seal's 1997 song "Kissed by a Rose"; entered my mind. I actually do not know the lyrics in full of....
March 6, 2025 - 
[Night of] : childcare
Somewhat of a confusing dream (alternate space/plane), but worthy of note and memorable that it deserves a place within this journal. Especially since Mia or another succubus (or both) most likely were involved. I didn’t recognize any other person, save except having the "comfortable familiarity" with....
March 8, 2025 -
[Night of] : Curiosity
A strange occurrence happened overnight, noticed after I woke up. Many months ago, pre-succubi bonding ritual, during one of my greater communion times that I spent with Lilith, I created a Witches Knot bracelet (or also known as a Witches Ladder) and set my intentions into the twine as....
March 12, 2025 - 💭
[Night of] : Dream
Last evening in my dream, I was at what looked to be a large and busy arcade/ fun-center of sorts. The walls were lined with arcade games, pinball machines, skee-ball, basketball-toss machines; everything that one could imagine of that sort being in an arcade. Additionally, there were a large number of tables set up in the center of the space, for participants to....
March 16, 2025 - 💭
[Night of] : dreams
I believe Mia may have been testing various alternatives to how she can appear to me, perhaps to determine my receptibility, or for her own reasons, which are unknown to me. Whichever case; after each experience with each different girl, I woke up. And each time after waking, I would enter into a dream and meet another....
March 17, 2025 - 🎵
[night of]
I was going to attempt astral projection, but due to limited time and circumstances ('coincidently' bit by an ant, causing a distracting sting) just before attempting; I decided against it. Instead, I asked Mia if she felt interested, or desired to: I would very much enjoy experiencing what we had done together on....
March 25, 2025 - 🎵
[Morning]
Recently I have been feeling…‘anxious’(?). Maybe that is not the correct word. That may be too dramatic. But...hmm… ‘curious with elevating despondency’(?) concerning the lack of interactions Mia has had with me during the course of the past week; even if she doesn't visit in my dreams, usually (near daily, in evenings) I can at least....
March 25, 2025 - 
[Night of] : companion
visit / shared emotion
What an astonishing difference a single day makes! It seems as though when (as I was but merely a day prior) lamenting over the short absence of Mia, she returns with such a force and all encompassing intensity!
As I lay down in my bed, after midnight, having already wished she and Lilith....
March 27, 2025 - 💗
[Night of] : Visitation
I was still busy at my computer last night, assuming that it was sometime after 10pm'ish, when I felt Mia enter the area nearby me. It wasn't like those 'pulses' I've felt near my head (around my mental perception) and it wasn't (at first) the tingling pin-prickles that I've felt physically/spiritually, when she glides her energy over me. It was an....
April 3, 2025 - 🖤
[Afternoon] : Lilith!
It has been less than 5 minutes since emerging from my bedroom having experienced this, and my body is still vibrating from the impact, my hands still shaky and tingling with a slight numbness. I'm typing this first, before adding it in writing to my journal, because I don't want to have the words be sloppy and I need to record the details as fast as possible while the memories of this event are freshly vivid....
April 8, 2025 - 💬
[Morning of] : Voice
After my morning alarm (for waking/work) had gone off a few times… I whispered into the still-dark room, saying, “I miss you Mia. Where have you gone?”
As my mind and thoughts settled again into silence, I heard a feminine voice within my thoughts speak back to me. She said something about a “Pact” (but I wasn’t able to catch the full message of that sentence). However, I did perceive the next more clearly....
April 10, 2025 - 
[Night of] : Visitation
Last night as I climbed into bed, I could feel Mia’s energy swirling around me lazily. After I had just completed vocally inviting both her and Mother Lilith to visit me, if they so chose to. I offer my affections, my energy and my breath- should they wish to partake. Mia appeared quickly after the open invitation and she pressed upon my....
April 13, 2025 - 📖
[Morning of]
I have been communicating with Tyler Crowe since Yesterday and this Morning (after providing some aid and suggestions regarding contracts/Statement of Intent). He has completed his succubi bonding/summoning ritual and was relating some of the things he experienced, as well as....
April 13, 2025 - 💭
[Night of] : Dream
I've had a dream with Mia (which, fortunately), during the midst of it: I was unaware cognitively and consciously that it was she. Not until after I awoke. It's strange to me that I didn't gain 'awareness' right away. However, in hindsight, had I suspected the girl to be Mia, I imagine that dream-lucidity may have jolted me out....
April 15, 2025 -
[Night of] : visited & energy exchange
After applying Mia’s suggestion from February 3rd, 2025 and catering to my own whims and wants; I was left feeling like I was emanating energetically. And as it was already late in the evening (needing to set my alarm for 5:15 a.m. in order to prepare myself for....
April 16, 2025 - 🫂
[Afternoon] : shared companion's emotions
Recently, I've been thinking to myself of the variety of songs I've received thus far from Mia. I was contemplating about how many of them I perhaps heard when younger, but they became lost in my mind, in the obscurity of forgetfulness. Some of them, I would have never even considered listening to on my own, had they not appeared in my mind as a lyrical message from her....
April 18, 2025 - 🕳️
[Early Morning] : Vision
I woke up at 5:15 a.m. to practice astral projection prior to my 'normal' waking time (before I prepare for work). But during the process of settling my thoughts and focusing on my constructed visualization, I was started back into the physical awareness of my room, by an audible sound in my mind's perception....
April 23, 2025 - 💭
[night of] : Dream
I am inside a house that I'm familiar with, when dreaming (the combination house containing various rooms, hallways from multiple different places I've lived through out my life). The primary locations within the house in which the dream takes place is the living room, dining room, kitchen and one of the many bedrooms....
April 25, 2025 - 💭
[Night of] : dream
A dream that seemed to be taking place in the Clarkdale, Arizona location of my highschool academy: American Heritage Academy. There was a young woman present with long mostly-straight blonde hair (with a slight 'dusty' color-quality....
April 26, 2025 - 🌌
[night of] : vision
I found myself in space, floating in the blackness of the void, but light slowly began to form in my eyes in front of me. I was being pulled towards the glowing face of the moon. Gently floating down towards its surface and landing softly upon my back, in the dust and little pebbles. I lay there unmoving....
April 27, 2025 -
Lyrical Patterns
During the entry I made on April 16, 2025; I mentioned that I intended to touch upon some various synchronicities and 'themes' or subjects shared between the song lyrics (messages) that Mia has sent me from her first, on December 31, 2024 through the last song sent on April 13, 2025. Nine (9) songs in total between those dates. I will state the synchronizing....
April 27, 2025 - 🃏
[Evening of]
I held a large communion with/for Lilith , as well as setting a place for my companion, Mia. It being the night of a new moon, it felt like a perfect opportunity. I started at 9p.m., concluding between 1 and 1:30a.m. Mostly I just talked, praised and expressed gratitude towards them both. I expressed some....
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