I stayed up far later than I anticipated doing, having become distracted with BG3. It was past 12:30 a.m. when I finally went to bed. I thought to myself: Perhaps since I feel tired, but my mind was still awake – perhaps it would be a good opportunity to practice astral/spiritual projection (especially since I have been sorely lacking in my practice lately of that and meditation, both of which will be instrumental in communication with spirits; Lilith, Her daughters/children, or otherwise).⁣

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      So I began to focus on my breathing and concentrate on allowing my body to relax and begin visualizing a rope hanging in front of me. And attempt to visualize seeing my hands reaching out to grab it and “climbing up” the rope, by pulling my spiritual being out of my body. I also try to visualize seeing myself lying on the bed, while I float above it and look down. I try to see myself standing near Lilith’s altar and looking across the room at myself. It isn’t long into this process when I begin to feel the familiar gentle “thrums” of vibrations in the space around my room (perceived through the pressure that resonates with my mind/spirit/perception).⁣

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      The telltale signature feeling of a spirit/s passing through the veil (perhaps?) or manifesting in a more tangible way that allows for more physical/ spiritual interaction (?). However it works; she or they (kind and loving spirits) had arrived. I continued my practice after greeting them with a whispered “hello” and “welcome.” After which, I began to feel the affectionate sensation of concentrated tingling focused on particular parts of my body. My groin area, my chest and my back, namely. There may (I suspect) have been more than one succubus present, as I also felt a tingling pressure and movement down by my legs and feet which seemed to alternate at different intervals.⁣

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      Though I hadn’t expected a visit, I was still more than thrilled to have their company! The feeling of love, care, affection and acceptance is so calming and genuine; I desperately wish I could return such love and affection in-kind back to them! I whispered as much to them on that very matter. But explain that; until I can learn how to project myself spiritually, there’s little I can offer them except my words of thanks & love and my desire to visit affection, attention and joy unto them. Along with my energy and breaths.⁣

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      So I offer them that instead, until I can offer more in the future. I laugh out loud at this point, because humorously, instead of the neighbor upstairs above me ‘distracting’ me from practicing spirit projection – it turned out (this night) my “distractors” are the very spirits I want to practice for, to be able to communicate and interact with! Haha! ⁣

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      The tingling sensation is rolling around my body gently pulsating here and there, like loving caresses. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐚 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐤. 𝐕𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐥𝐲, 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞, 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐚𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐤.⁣

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[𝐵𝑦 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑓𝑙𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔: 𝐼 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑠’ 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑑𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑏𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒. 𝐻𝑎𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑡 𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒 – 𝐼 𝑚𝑎𝑦 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑓𝑙𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑙𝑦/𝑑𝑒𝑓𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤, 𝑠𝑢𝑏𝑡𝑙𝑒, 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑒; 𝐼 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑎𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑐.] ⁣

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      Images of a young and slender, tanned ethnic/foreign woman with a gorgeous face and long black hair entered my mind, 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐦𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐝. 𝐈𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐟 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐦𝐞, 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐫𝐦 𝐚𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭, 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬. ⁣

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　I, of course, was beaming with a smile! I couldn’t help myself. And I told her how much I loved her. Love them all! I could feel the weight across my chest, because having anything of weight across one’s chest causes one to work harder to inhale a normal/average breath. But I didn’t mind at all! It’s to be expected sometimes, especially when I specifically welcome them to enjoy my energy and breaths. ⁣

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      𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐲 ‘𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐮𝐦’ 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐢𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫. 𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐬𝐞 “𝐥𝐨𝐮𝐝” (𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭) 𝐰𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞. They don’t happen overly often, but the force/ power/ energy is distinct and different when it does, so that it cannot be missed or confused with any other “Thrums.” I can only surmise that when this occurs – it is a Spirit of Higher concentrated energy entering the space.⁣

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      This occurred and I welcomed, because I didn’t sense any immediate hostility. But I was still cautiously optimistic they meant no harm. My reluctance was unfounded however! 𝐁𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞𝐬 𝐛𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲, 𝐈 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐢𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐟 𝐧𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐢𝐧𝐠/𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐋𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝! I even commented about “how powerful you are” to the spirit.⁣

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      I believe, at the time when I felt the heavy blanket of energy settle over my entire body (all at once) making my skin ripple continuously like currents of static traveling quickly across the entire surface: I was still skeptical, wondering “Was this really Lilith though? Or just another ‘powerful spirit’ with the same feeling?” The reason I know I thought this was because I truly believed Lili would never visit me personally again. Not like ‘that’, not like before and during the trip to Evergreen. I honestly didn’t think She ever would. ⁣

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      I believe She sensed that also from me; my hesitation to accept that it was truly Her. Because, just as I lay there in the throes of euphoria at the rippling and writhing deeply-infusing tingling sensations; 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐫𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭. 𝐈 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐚𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 & 𝐚𝐫𝐦, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐲 𝐫𝐢𝐛𝐬 & 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬𝐭. 𝐀𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭, 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭 𝐞𝐲𝐞 (lids still closed). (~The warmth was so comforting. Powerful, yes, but pleasant and assuring.~)⁣

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I knew then, without doubt, this was Lilith herself!!