Lilith has just visited me on the final evening of my stay in Evergreen! I spent most of the night hopeful that she might, but didn’t think She actually would. Dawn has not broken yet as I write this, but it is close. This encounter is too important, I cannot wait to write it, it must be recorded now. Sometime during the night as I waited (to fall asleep), I remembered the succubi’s breathing technique for making wishes. So I thought it wouldn’t hurt to try. ⁣

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      I made 2 wishes. My first wish was; “𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝐿𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑣𝑖𝑠𝑖𝑡 𝑚𝑒.” My 2nd wish was; “𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑐𝑢𝑡𝑒/𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑑𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑢𝑐𝑐𝑢𝑏𝑖 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑣𝑖𝑠𝑖𝑡 𝑚𝑒.” At some point my mind settled enough and I wasn’t distracted with my physical body, so I could enter the dreamscape, the spirit realm.⁣

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      To my utter elation and joy, when Lilith decided to visit me; She came rushing in fast! (*it felt like a rushing wave of air that came in fast from outside, passing through the wall and directly to the side of the bed*). I lay on my back, and She came in from my right side (the sliding glass door side). I felt the numbing pin-prickles wash over me, that takes my breath away! ⁣

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      I felt Her “Push” on my right side, sliding myself and my spirit to the left side of the bed, from which I lay on my back. I love the feeling of Her “Push.” It is so incredible and exhilarating! I spoke in the spirit (in my mind), rather than the physical, finally beginning to learn. I called out to Her “𝐿𝑖𝑙𝑖𝑡ℎ, 𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛’𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒.” ⁣

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      She gently crawled across the bed, positioning herself in a comfortable manner above and around my body. I feel the bed moving as she moves. ⁣

 

 

      (~𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑟 [𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 ‘𝑠𝑝𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑢𝑎𝑙 𝑣𝑖𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛’ 𝐼 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒𝑑], 𝑠ℎ𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑠 𝑙𝑢𝑠ℎ & 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑘𝑦/𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑚𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑎𝑖𝑟. 𝐻𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑘𝑖𝑛 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑝𝑎𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑑𝑢𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑙𝑢𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑜𝑢𝑠; 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑝𝑎𝑙𝑒-𝑠𝑘𝑖𝑛 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑢𝑝 𝑖𝑛 𝑔𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑜𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛 𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑔𝑎𝑛𝑡, 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡-𝑠ℎ𝑒𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦-𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑡𝑒 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠.~)⁣

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       *In my imprudence to preserve the moment,* I reach out and firmly grasp her forearm (I’m desperate She not leave! And childishly hope that if I hold Her arm, She will not go). Her eyes/expression is one of surprise and curiosity; that I would be so bold to grasp Her like that. (~She must have sensed my true intent for holding Her wrist, because;~) In Her loving and humored voice, She patiently hums; ⁣

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 “𝑨𝒍𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕…” ⁣

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      With a single word, Her gentle tone reassures me that; 𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑜𝑘𝑎𝑦. That; 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠𝑛’𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔. And that; 𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛’𝑡 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑠𝑝 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑟𝑚 𝑠𝑜 𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑙𝑦. I relinquish my hold, feeling a bit embarrassed. And I ask Her if She heard the poem I wrote, that I wrote it for Her. She is moving down towards my hips/waist, I can feel the weight of Her arms pressing across my midsection, Her body resting upon one leg as She is shifting Her position.⁣

 

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She answered, “𝒀𝒆𝒔. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒕.”⁣

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      I’m beginning to ask Her if She likes it, but I quickly became aware She didn’t come alone. Directly to the right side of my head (again, the glass-door side of the bed and right side of the bed from where Lilith “pushed” me from right to left). I feel the head and hair of another female spirit pressing up against my face. She nuzzles her head into the crook of my neck, pressing her head and the weight of her upper body into my right shoulder.⁣

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      I asked her if she is ‘a daughter’ and she replies “𝑦𝑒𝑠.” I was about to (wanted to, in my conversationalist mind) ask her if she decided to spend time with her ‘Mom’ today. But before the words could be spiritually spoken from my mind, the daughter pressed her lips and face passionately/roughly into mine. And she kisses me deeply, fiercely and hard. As we are kissing ardently, I held the back of her head. I could feel the coarseness of her hair in-between my fingers (as if actually physically feeling it)! Lilith, from down near my waist, was watching us with amusement and curiosity. Then she had taken my member up into her mouth and was delivering pleasure unto me. ⁣

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      I cannot accurately describe with words the pleasurable and euphoric feeling that I experienced in that moment. Both Lilith’s lips on me from below, and her daughter’s lips kissing deeply, ravenously from above. The ecstasy was heart trembling and quaking. I could feel the bed moving with the combined undulations of both the immaculate spirits as they sought to deliver pleasure unto me. I am not worthy! ⁣

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      Sadly, in my selfishness, I desired to “see” the face of the daughter who kissed me. And in my ignorance, I opened the mind’s eye of my physical body to look upon her (~which caused my physical eyes to crack open~). But by doing so, I saw only the shadowy image of inky darkness. A human shaped silhouette of darkness, darker than the night time ceiling behind her. [𝐼𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑚𝑒, 𝐼 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑡 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑒𝑠𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑧𝑖𝑛𝑔]. But my body (physical) became ‘aware’ of the separation of the dreamscape/spirit-realm and the material/physical world. And my body stirred, separating my mind and spirit from that “in-between” place of asleep (dream) and awake (aware). ⁣

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      (~Once fully in the Material again~); I could no longer sense Lilith or her daughter, much to my disappointment. I am disappointed in myself for causing the severing from that spirit-dream place. I lay there for an hour or more. My heart still pounding heavily for the experience and the pleasure Lilith and her daughter had lavished upon me. Desperately I tried to return, but could not. Dawn was approaching (has arrived since writing this). ⁣

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       I have learned a lesson though: 𝐈 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐬. 𝐈 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 (𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐭) 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲/𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐋𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬. ⁣

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      Also, when I awoke: 𝐌𝐲 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐞𝐟𝐭 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞. 𝐋𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲! (~This is not how I normally sleep. I’m usually in the center, or on the right side of the bed~). 𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐥𝐲, 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐩𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐛𝐲 𝐋𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐡, 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐇𝐞𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐫… 𝐈 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐞?

 

 

      [ Still to this day, I can’t express how elated & overjoyed I feel, that Lilith Herself referred to me as being; “So sweet.” I’ll never forget Her quirk-lipped smile and the genial and loving timbre of Her voice as She said those words to me. ]