July 26, 2024 - [Night Of] : Dream

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Astral ‘House’ & I suspect that different feminine spirits (succubi) of varying personalities & proclivities are engaging in me. The intimate dreams are consistent and amplifying.

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๐น๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘š๐‘’ (๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐ผ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™); ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘€๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ฆ-๐‘…๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐ป๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ (‘๐‘€๐‘ฆ ๐ป๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’’) ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘™๐‘–๐‘ง๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘๐‘ฆ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ ๐‘ข๐‘๐‘๐‘ข๐‘๐‘– & ๐ฟ๐‘–๐‘™๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘Ž ‘๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘“๐‘’’ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘”๐‘–๐‘›๐‘”-๐‘๐‘œ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘  ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘š. ๐น๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘š โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘”๐‘œ ๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘ก๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘๐‘  ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘Ž ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘™ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘›-๐‘๐‘œ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘› ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘˜. ๐‘€๐‘ฆ ๐ป๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘™๐‘™ ๐‘๐‘’ ๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ฆ ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘š๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ฆ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ, ๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐ผ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘”๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘˜๐‘’ ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘š. ] *
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๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐““๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ถ:
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ใ€€The dream is scattered and pretty disjointed, but from the parts I recall, they are thus: I’m roughly the age sixteen or seventeen(?) and my birthday is nearing. But my birthday is more near the end of July, so likely July 25 or July 26 (~which is odd also~). I’m hanging out with and old school friend of mine from Cottonwood, Arizona. His name is Nicholas Nevelle. I have a crush on his mother, who is very beautiful at her age within the context of the dream. โฃ
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ใ€€Her birthday is coming up as well. July 29th, and I got her a package set of lacy panties. Somehow she already knows what I’m going to get her, but plays coy and pretends that she doesn’t know and flirts with me anytime that we are alone or not within earshot of others. Not overt flirting, but subtly teasing in a flirtatious manner. She no doubt knows that I already have a crush on her. And at my age, also knows that I want to act physically upon that desire for her.โฃ
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* [๐‘๐‘‚๐‘‡๐ธ: ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘”๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘’; ๐‘Ž๐‘› ๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘€๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘™๐‘ฆ & ๐‘›๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘›, ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘œ ๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘“๐‘™๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘  ๐‘ฆ๐‘’๐‘ก ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘™๐‘‘๐‘™๐‘ฆ-๐‘๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘“๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘‘, ๐‘คโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘™๐‘’ ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘ ๐‘œ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘‘๐‘  ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘๐‘™๐‘–๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘  ๐‘“๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ… ๐‘…๐‘’๐‘š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘  ๐‘š๐‘’ (๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ค) ๐‘ ๐‘œ ๐‘ ๐‘ก๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘˜๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘  ๐‘ค๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐ฟ๐‘–๐‘™๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž; ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐ผ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›’๐‘ก ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘’ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘Ž๐‘  ๐‘๐‘’๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ฆ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘’ ๐ต๐‘ˆ๐‘‡ ๐ฟ๐‘–๐‘™๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘š๐‘œ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ก.โฃ
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ใ€€๐พ๐‘’๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘› ๐‘š๐‘–๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘”โ„Ž; ๐ผ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘›’๐‘ก ๐‘ฆ๐‘’๐‘ก (๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™๐‘ฆ) ‘๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘‘’ ๐ฟ๐‘–๐‘™๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘š๐‘’, ๐‘–๐‘› ๐ฝ๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘œ๐‘“ 2024. ๐ผ’๐‘š ๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’๐‘Ÿ. ๐ผ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘™๐‘–๐‘’๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘š๐‘ฆ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘โ„Ž ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘‘ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘”๐‘ข๐‘› ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ 4 ๐ต๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘‘๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘œ๐‘“ ๐‘†๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘Ž๐‘’๐‘™; ๐ฟ๐‘–๐‘™๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž, ๐‘๐‘Ž’๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘Žโ„Ž, ๐ธ๐‘–๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘กโ„Ž ๐‘๐‘’๐‘›๐‘ข๐‘›๐‘–๐‘š & ๐ด๐‘”๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐ต๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘€๐‘Žโ„Ž๐‘™๐‘Ž๐‘ก. ๐ผ ๐‘โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘Ÿ๐‘โ„Ž ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘›๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘’ “๐ฟ๐‘–๐‘™๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž” ๐‘“๐‘–๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘ก, ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘š๐‘๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘๐‘’๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘ข๐‘ ๐‘’ ๐ผ ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘๐‘œ๐‘”๐‘›๐‘–๐‘ง๐‘’๐‘‘ ๐‘–๐‘ก ๐‘”๐‘’๐‘›๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘“๐‘Ÿ๐‘œ๐‘š ๐‘š๐‘’๐‘‘๐‘–๐‘Ž/๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘ /๐‘”๐‘Ž๐‘š๐‘’๐‘ . ๐ด๐‘›๐‘‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘™๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘”โ„Ž ๐ผ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘˜๐‘’๐‘™๐‘ฆ โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘‘๐‘›’๐‘ก ‘๐พ๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘›-๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘›’ ๐ป๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘›, ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘–๐‘ ๐‘›’๐‘ก ๐‘ก๐‘œ ๐‘ ๐‘Ž๐‘ฆ; ๐‘†โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘ค๐‘œ๐‘ข๐‘™๐‘‘๐‘›’๐‘ก โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ฃ๐‘’ ๐‘˜๐‘›๐‘œ๐‘ค๐‘› ๐‘š๐‘’ & โ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘‘ ๐ป๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘’๐‘ฆ๐‘’ ๐‘ข๐‘๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘š๐‘’ ๐ป๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘ ๐‘’๐‘™๐‘“, ๐‘‘๐‘ข๐‘Ÿ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘” ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘–๐‘  ๐‘๐‘œ๐‘–๐‘›๐‘ก… ] *โฃ
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ใ€€She tells me that she has a birthday gift for me also, implying (~unspoken words~) that she’s going to allow me to engage with her in some sexual manner. The extent of that is still unknown to me. But since it “could” involve the panty region, I suggest that I should give her her birthday gift early. Since she already knows what the gift is (and at this point, I’m aware that she knows it’s panties), my thinking is: I want to be the one who slips the panties on her myself. There was something else in the dream about agreeing to clean out the interior of her car as an added gift for her birthday(?). But the goal of that suggestion, ~her suggestion~ (I realized later) was to temporarily get me out of the house, so she can change into a very short black mini-skirt. With nothing else under it.โฃ
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ใ€€The temperature is very hot in July, in Arizona. So when I complete the task outside, I collapse to the floor (the house layout is like my home I lived in, on River Run, in Cottonwood). I’m hot and tired and start dramatically crawling on my hands and knees towards the kitchen, where Nick’s mom is washing dishes. She see me crawling towards her and smirks, saying that she ‘๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘–๐‘›๐‘˜๐‘  ๐‘ โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘™๐‘–๐‘˜๐‘’๐‘  ๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘Ž๐‘ก ๐‘™๐‘œ๐‘œ๐‘˜ ๐‘œ๐‘› ๐‘š๐‘’.’ When she turns around, her back facing me, I notice for the first time that she’s wearing different clothes. And that her butt is peeking out from the bottom of the skirt. โฃ
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ใ€€It’s clear to me that this was intentional. And at sixteen’ish, under all the conditions leading up to that moment, it would have been difficult to resist (~her intentional~ seduction) anyways. She continues to wash the dishes, silently and coyly inviting me to touch, without actually saying anything. And when I do gently touch her butt, squeeze, kiss, lick, bite, she continues to pretend to be busy washing dishes. Only breathy moans escaping her lips from time to time. Staying on my knees, I maneuver to a spot that is between the sink cabinet below, and her hips. So I am at face level with her pelvic region in-between the sink of dishes and her trying to ‘wash’ them. I lift up her skirt and put my head under, proceeding to taste her as we both had been desiring to do for days now. This must have been the birthday gift she was teasing to give me.โฃ
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[ ๐‘‡โ„Ž๐‘’ ๐‘‘๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘Ž๐‘š ๐‘’๐‘–๐‘กโ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ ๐‘’๐‘›๐‘‘๐‘  โ„Ž๐‘’๐‘Ÿ๐‘’, ๐‘ก๐‘Ÿ๐‘Ž๐‘›๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘ก๐‘–๐‘œ๐‘›๐‘ , ๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐ผ ๐‘Ž๐‘ค๐‘Ž๐‘˜๐‘’, ๐‘œ๐‘Ÿ ๐ผ ๐‘ ๐‘–๐‘š๐‘๐‘™๐‘ฆ ๐‘๐‘Ž๐‘›’๐‘ก ๐‘Ÿ๐‘’๐‘š๐‘’๐‘š๐‘๐‘’๐‘Ÿ. ]

July 26, 2024
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